The Time We Did It Again
Part 1
It's been just over two weeks since that night with Bella. Just over two weeks since I tasted her again. Just over two weeks since she gave me the most epic blow job of my existence. Just over two weeks since she officially became my girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
It's funny. That was a word that for years I avoided, ignored, and refused to acknowledge. I was completely averse to the idea of having a girlfriend or indeed fulfilling the role of 'boyfriend'. Just hearing someone say it or even suggest it would make my palms sweat and my mouth go dry. But now...now that very same word makes my insides flip flop and my tongue tingle.
I'll admit, the moment I asked Bella to be my girlfriend was hands down one of the most intimidating moments of my life. When she told me that I'd said 'baby' in a non-bedroom setting, I was completely confused and then completely floored when I found out she didn't already consider us a couple. I guess I understand her point of view. From where she sat, she was hanging out with a guy who'd never done serious, never done committed, never done relationships full stop. I can see why she didn't immediately assume we were a couple. I guess thinking about it now, it's surprising that I did.
Over the last couple of weeks, Bella and I have hung out quite a bit, either at each other's apartments or by going out for the evening. We've done a lot of kissing and a fair few other things involving hands and mouths. I won't lie, it's been pretty awesome...but, we still haven't had sex. I don't mind and I'm more than happy to wait as long as Bella needs but I added it up and it's been just over two months since we last did it. I'm getting a serious case of blue balls.
It's not that I'm not satisfied with what we have done, believe me, I am more than satisfied, but I miss the sex. Not necessarily the actual act of having sex with Bella, I guess it's just the...intimacy. I would never tell anyone that though. Emmett and Jasper would rip the shit out of me just for saying the fucking word 'intimate'.
On Wednesday evening, I'm lying on my bed looking at that fucking photo of Bella and me asleep on the couch. I've looked at that thing more times than I'd care to admit, it's practically seared into my brain. We just look so...right together. It makes my chest feel weird to see it. Suddenly, there's a knock on my door and Jasper pokes his head in. I quickly lock my phone.
"Hey" He says, stepping through the gap when he sees me.
"You know, it's polite to wait for someone to say 'come in' before you throw the door open Jazz. I could have been doing something personal in here. I do have a girlfriend, you know?" I say, wiggling my eyebrows at him suggestively.
"Fuck off man. Alice tells me shit and I know for a fact you're more likely to be jacking off than fucking right now." He tells me, leaning back against the door. I give him the finger but don't have the energy to deny the truth.
"Anyway" he continues, "speaking of 'doing something personal' I wanted to let you know that I won't be here this weekend. I'm taking Alice away for our six-month anniversary." I can't help but smirk.
"Now who's fucking whipped?" I ask him with a chuckle. "Six-months? Is that a thing? I thought you normally only celebrated yearly anniversaries and even then only when you're married." I say.
"Shut the fuck up Edward. You, my friend, are but a fetus of a relationship. Ask me that again when you get to six fucking months." He says making me laugh at him.
"Where are you going?" I ask.
"A bed and breakfast outside of town." He tells me. I let out a low whistle.
"Ah, the old dirty weekend eh?" I say, grinning and thrusting my hips in the air like a fucking moron. Jasper laughs before shaking his head and looking off into the distance. I don't know if I want to know what he's imagining.
"Well, I just thought I'd let you know because the apartment will be empty from Friday night to Sunday afternoon...you know...speaking of dirty weekends and girlfriends." He says, giving me a 'you know what I mean' look.
Oh fuck yeah do I know what he means.
I nod slightly before Jasper gives me a smirk of his own and leaves the room, closing my door behind him. I lie there for a moment thinking of all the possibilities an empty apartment and Bella could mean. I think about texting her but then decide to call instead. I've missed her voice.
Such a sap.
Shut up.
I tap her contact in my phone before putting it to my ear. It rings three times before she answers.
"Hey." She says, slightly breathless. My chest aches at the sound of her voice.
"Hey. Am I interrupting?" I ask.
"No, not at all. I was just in Alice's room when you called so I had to run. I'm so fucking unfit." She laughs breathily. I laugh with her a little before she continues. "By the way, did you know that Jasper is taking Alice away this weekend?" She says.
"He just told me. That's actually why I'm calling." I tell her.
"Oh yeah?" She says, I can hear the grin in her voice.
"Yeah. I wondered if you wanted to do something." I say, unsure how to word it and not wanting to sound pushy.
"Hmmmm" She says, pretending to think, making me grin a little. "I would love to." She says a moment later.
"Okay. What do you wanna do? Do you want to stay in or do you want to go out or...?" I ask her, trailing off.
"I fancy staying in. Shall I come to you?" She says. "I haven't been to yours for a while." I nod before continuing.
"Okay. Shall I cook or do you want takeout?" I ask. She giggles before saying takeout. We're silent for a minute before she speaks again.
"Um..." She starts. I wait but she doesn't say anything.
"Yes Bella?" I say, a small smile on my face.
"Well, I was just wondering if I should...bring an overnight bag?" She asks, her voice going high at the end of the question. I feel my heart stutter for a second.
An overnight bag.
Does that mean what I think it means?
She's going to be sleeping here.
But is that sleeping or 'sleeping'?
"Yeah?" I ask a moment later, unable to stop the smile from spreading across my face. Even if it is just fucking sleeping I'm up for it. I'm up for anything when it comes to Bella.
"Yeah." She says quietly. "I think I'm...you know...ready." She says. I can almost hear her blush. I stop breathing.
"You mean...ready ready?" I ask her, needing her to confirm what I think she's talking about. "As in...ready for...sex?".
"Yes Edward." She giggles. "As in ready for sex." She says quietly. Those words are like music to my ears and I actually physically fist pump myself.
There is a God.
"Yeah? Okay. That's good. Better than good. That's...awesome actually." I ramble, feeling my head spin from the excitement and the amount of blood rushing to my groin.
"It's awesome?" She says, laughing loudly. I laugh along with her.
"Well, it's actually more than awesome, it might even be-".
"Spiritual?" She finishes for me and I can't help but chuckle.
"It's definitely that." I tell her quietly. We're both silent for a moment, listening to each other breathing before Bella speaks again.
"Are you ready...for that?" She asks. I roll my eyes at the question because seriously, I have been ready since the day she got back from Forks.
"I've never been more ready." I tell her seriously. She laughs breathily in reply. "But," I continue, "if you decide when you're here that you're not that's fine baby. We can just watch a movie and eat takeout. I won't be mad or angry at you or anything okay?" I tell her, needing her to know she can always change her mind.
"Okay baby." She whispers. Hearing her say that name makes my stomach tingle and I grin a little. We talk for about ten more minutes before I say I should head to bed as I have to get up early. She agrees and says goodnight. When I hang up the phone, I groan quietly, rolling onto my front, shoving my head in the pillow. One thought floats around in my head.
The weekend can't get here fucking fast enough.
Thursday passes painfully slowly but I try to busy myself with my rounds. I visit each patient on my list, reassuring them of different treatments or procedures, checking healing wounds and explaining medications. As I make my way down the list I see a name I recognise and smile a little. I head to the cardiology ward before finding the bed I'm looking for.
"Dr Cullen!" Laurent says when he sees me, his whole face lighting up.
"Hello sir, nice to see you again." I tell him.
"Oh none of this Sir business, you just call me Laurent." He tells me, patting my arm when I take a seat next to him. I nod with a grin.
"So you're back I see." I tell him. "What you in for this time?" I ask.
"Oh just a routine pacemaker checkup. If I need a new one I'll have to come back in a few weeks I'm told." He says, smiling at me gently. I nod. "Anyway, how are you, young man?" He asks me kindly.
"I'm really good." I tell him giving him a smile. He looks at my face for a moment before he smirks a little.
"Well look at that. You've got yourself a girl." He says knowingly. "Or a boy." He adds diplomatically. I laugh in surprise.
"It's a girl." I tell him with a nod. "And how did you know that?" I ask him. He gives me a knowing grin.
"I recognise that smile." He tells me. "I smiled it myself when I met my Vicki." He says.
"Oh yeah?" I ask, grinning at him. He nods at me.
"She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I'll admit I hadn't seen many, only being eighteen, but I knew the moment I met her that she was special...different...one of a kind." He tells me. I lean forward, resting my elbows on my knees as I listen to him. "She must be pretty special this girl of yours huh?" He asks.
"Yeah she is. As you say, she's one of a kind." I tell him.
"Well good for you son. You hold on to her." He tells me, patting my arm again. I nod and give him a grin before saying I better get on with my rounds. He nods and gives me a smile before waving me goodbye.
You hold on to her.
His words echo in my mind, one word louder than the rest.
Her.
Friday finally comes and out of curiosity, I check Laurent's notes before I leave for the day and see that he does indeed need a new pacemaker which means he'll be back in a month or so. I make a mental note to check in on him when he returns.
The day passes slowly and by lunchtime, I'm grateful for the break. I head down to the cafeteria before grabbing a tray and waiting in line to be served. My colleague James joins the queue behind me.
"Edward." He greets.
"James" I reply. It's not that I don't like James but something about him has always rubbed me up the wrong way. He's always a bit too interested in people's personal lives and he's crass when discussing them. Not to mention he's a complete letch to the female staff.
"How's your day going?" He asks, making small talk.
"Not too bad thanks. Looking forward to the weekend." I tell him as we move forward in line slightly.
"Oh yeah? What you up to?" He asks, immediately making me regret my big mouth.
"Hanging out with my girlfriend." I tell him, biting the inside of my cheek to hide the smile that threatens.
"You have a girl?" James asks surprised. "Fuck, I thought you weren't the girlfriend type." He tells me.
"Well, I am now." I reply. He gives a low whistle.
"She must be one amazing piece of pussy to tie you down". He says crassly. I feel my fingers curl around the tray in my hands, squeezing tightly as I restrain myself from punching him in the face.
Who the fuck does he think he is talking about Bella like that?!
She's my girlfriend!
Mine!
I decide the best course of action is to ignore him and I bite my tongue until we reach the front of the queue and I can order my food and leave. I quickly make my way over to the back of the cafeteria, choosing to sit at an already crowded table so that James can't join me. I don't really know any of the others at the table so I pull out my phone, tapping on Bella's name.
Hey - E
I send the message before biting into my sandwich. I chew slowly, feeling the anger of James's words burning in my chest. I hear my phone buzz and look down.
Hey - B
I smile a little. Just seeing her reply makes me feel a bit better and the anger eases a little.
What you doing? - E
Her response is immediate.
Eating a fucking awful salad. You? - B
I chuckle at her reply before typing out a response.
I'm on my lunch break. - E
She replies a moment later.
I hope yours is going better than mine. - B
You okay? You sound...off? - B
How can she fucking tell I'm off via text?
I sigh a little before typing out a reply.
Yeah, I'm fine. Just had a run-in with a fucking dick of a colleague that's all. - E
Oh dear. Do I need to beat him up for you? - B
I can't help but laugh quietly at the idea of Bella beating up James.
No, it's okay. But thanks for the offer - E
Her reply comes a moment later.
Okay. Well, the offer still stands. I can go all Jackie Chan on him if necessary. - B
I chuckle again.
Thanks baby. I'll keep that in mind. - E
A couple of minutes later my phone buzzes again.
I'm looking forward to tonight - B
I bite the inside of my cheek to hide the goofy grin threatening to spread across my face.
Me too. I can't fucking wait. - E
Her final message makes me grin like a fool.
;) - B
By the end of the day, I am more than ready for the weekend. I change out of my scrubs as quickly as possible before leaving the hospital and hailing a cab. As I slide into the backseat I pull out my phone, tapping a quick message to Bella.
On my way home. See you soon. - E
A moment later my phone buzzes with her reply.
Can't wait - B
I grin like a fool before leaning back into the seat and watching the city fly past the window. When we arrive at my apartment I get out of the cab and pay the driver before walking over to the front of the building. I reach into my pocket, pulling out my cigarettes before lighting one up and taking a long drag.
Over the last couple of weeks, I've made an effort to cut down on my smoking. I know Bella hates it and she's right, I should know better being a doctor but it's time's like these that I still feel I need one. I anxiously puff away before stubbing it out and heading into the warmth of the lobby. I take the elevator up to my floor before unlocking the door and walking into the apartment.
I hurry to my room and quickly strip out of my clothes, spraying my body with deodorant before changing into sweatpants and a t-shirt. I add a spray of aftershave in the hopes of covering the smell of cigarettes, bleach and cafeteria food. Once I'm fully dressed, I check around my room to make sure there's nothing embarrassing on display. I throw my dirty laundry in the basket and straighten the bed covers, turning on one bedside lamp.
Is that enough ambiance?
It's sex. You don't need ambiance.
But it's Bella. It needs to be...
Special?
Fuck off.
I then head into the kitchen, making sure there's enough beer in the fridge and checking that Bella's wine that I placed there this morning is cold enough. I spend a couple of minutes turning on the lamps in the living room and drawing the curtains before scrolling through my playlists for some background music. I'm just hitting play when I hear a knock at the door.
My heart beats double-time as I head to answer it. I open it, revealing Bella who gives me a warm smile. She's wearing sweatpants and a sweater and she's carrying an overnight bag in her hand. I feel my eyes linger on the bag longer than necessary.
This is it.
Woo Hoo!
Are you serious right now?
"Hey" she says quietly as I step back into the room to let her in.
"Hey." I reply, leaning down and giving her a brief kiss. As soon as her lips touch mine, I feel the stress of the day melt away and it's like I can breathe again.
"Shall I take your bag?" I ask, holding out my hand to her. She smiles before handing me the small bag. I take it and quickly deposit it in my bedroom. When I come back, Bella is leaning against the kitchen counter.
"Drink?" I ask her when her eyes meet mine.
"Please." She says before I grab the bottle of wine from the fridge, popping the cork and pouring her a glass. She takes it, smiling gratefully before I grab a beer for myself.
"Shall we sit in the living room?" I ask her. She nods and I follow her in before taking a seat next to her on the couch.
"So how was the rest of your day?" She asks, sipping on her wine.
"It was fine. Slow but fine." I say with a small grin. She nods in response. "How about you?" I ask.
"It was okay. As you say...slow." She replies, looking at me over the rim of her wine glass. I nod a little taking a long drag of my beer. We stare at each other for a moment, the air between us heavy, before she places her wine glass down on the coffee table and moves closer to me. Her eyes never leave mine until she leans in and gives me a slow, soft kiss.
I moan quietly into the kiss as I feel her small hands snake around my waist, pulling me towards her slightly. I blindly place my bottle down on the coffee table before raising my hands to cup her face, keeping her head fused to mine. She pulls back a moment later, her eyes flicking between mine.
"Are you hungry?" I ask her, my voice deep and rough.
"No. I can wait." She whispers before slamming her mouth to mine. I groan into her mouth as I feel her tongue swipe along my bottom lip asking for entrance. She kisses me hard, dominating the kiss in a way she never has before. She unwinds her arms from my waist and lightly pushes on my shoulder, encouraging me to lean back against the arm of the couch. I do before she stands slightly, her mouth never leaving mine, and places a knee on either side of my hips, straddling me.
We both moan as her center comes into contact with my painfully hard groin. She twists her fingers into my hair and slowly starts to move back and forth over me. The combination of her movements, her mouth, and the anticipation of what's going to happen makes me feel light-headed and before long I'm having to break the kiss to suck in some much-needed air. Bella moves her mouth to my neck, kissing and sucking before whispering into my ear.
"Wanna go to your room?" She asks.
Yes!
In seconds I feel the small amount of blood that was left in my brain drop down to my groin. I can hear my breaths coming out in harsh pants before I heave myself up, my hands sliding under Bella's ass and swinging my legs over the side of the couch. I stand up, holding her to me and chuckling darkly when she squeals in surprise.
"Edward! You'll drop me." she squeaks, wrapping her legs around my hips, as I stride towards my bedroom.
"Never." I say before slamming my mouth back to hers, kicking the door shut behind me. Bella kisses me like it's the last thing she's ever going to do until I reach the bed and gently place her down. She unwraps her legs from my hips and scoots further up the mattress giving me room to crawl over her body. She spreads her legs again and I lie between them, my cock resting against her warm center.
Bella moans quietly as my mouth finds hers once more and gently thrusts her hips against my aching groin. I groan into her mouth before pulling away and lifting the bottom of her shirt. She gets the idea and arches her back slightly allowing me to pull it up and over her head. As her sweater comes off I see that she's wearing some fucking hot bra, the lace just covering her nipples and pushing her tits up, making them look all plumb and delectable. I groan before leaning down and kissing along the tops of her breasts.
After a moment, I slide my hand behind her back and with a well-practiced twist of my wrist undo her bra before practically ripping it from her body.
Urgh, Bella's tits.
My mouth descends to her chest once again before sucking a nipple into my mouth. She moans and throws her head back, enjoying the sensation. After a moment, I feel her pulling the fabric on the back of my t-shirt.
"Take this off" she pants. I remove my mouth from her and lean up, reaching behind my head and pulling the offending garment off. As I drop the item to the floor Bella sits up, her fingers sliding beneath the waistband of my pants. She pushes it down past my ass until she can't get them down any further. I lean forward giving her a quick kiss before standing from the bed and pushing them down. I wobble a bit in my haste to remove them, making Bella giggle. I chuckle with her before reaching up and pulling her own sweatpants down and off her body, leaving her in just her panties. And let me tell you, they are the tiniest fucking panties I have ever seen.
"Oh fuck." I moan, feeling my groin ache painfully just at the sight of them. "These should be fucking illegal." I groan, hearing Bella let out a breathy chuckle.
I look up and gaze at her, her hair fanned around her face, her cheeks flushed, her eyes dark and hooded. She's never looked more beautiful.
"Are you sure?" I whisper, fingering the tiny, thin lace of her panties.
I think I'll die if she says no but at least I'll have died honorably.
"Yes." She whispers back and I feel like I could cum on the spot just from hearing her say that word. I slowly pull her panties down her legs and I can smell her scent heavy in the air. My mouth waters. I lean back slightly, pushing my own boxers down and off, leaving us both completely naked.
We look at each other for a moment, my eyes flicking down the length of Bella's body, before I crawl back over her, kissing her hard. Bella moans into my mouth when she feels my cock bump against her opening and I let out a tight groan when I feel how wet she is. I lean on one arm and reach down with the other, slowly circling her entrance with my finger. She gasps into my mouth as I push one finger into her, slowly pumping in and out of her.
Fuck. She's so tight.
I continue to pump a single digit in and out before adding a second, increasing the pace slightly when I hear Bella moan and her breathing pick up. I can't take my eyes off of her, all wet and open for me.
"Edward" She pants, making me look up. "Please. I want you." She moans, her eyes desperate. I nod, pulling my fingers from her and leaning over to grab a condom from the bedside table. I tear it open and quickly fix it to myself, my breathing elevated and my heartbeat loud.
I feel like I might pass out.
Don't you fucking dare...
Once I have the condom on, I nestle back between her legs and look into her eyes as I slowly push into her. We both groan loudly, Bella's eyes fluttering closed and my own rolling back into my head.
Holy. Fuck. I forgot how tight she is.
I'm not gonna last long.
I start to move, starting a steady rhythm, focusing on the noises Bella is making rather than the pull in my groin. I kiss her hard again, feeling Bella moan against my lips. She raises her legs, wrapping them around my hips, pulling me even deeper into her. She pulls away from the kiss, panting hard and looks me in the eye.
"Urgh, harder. Please" She moans. I increase the pace, groaning at the feeling as Bella throws her head back, moaning loudly. I tuck my head into the curve of her neck, my eyes closing as I try to focus on anything but the feeling in my cock.
"Fuck, you feel so good baby." I moan. I angle my hips slightly so that my pubic bone rubs against her clit with every thrust. Bella gasps, her eyes flying open.
"Yes! Just like that" She moans, her hands finding their way into my hair and pulling slightly. I groan at the sensation. I can feel the tingle of my orgasm and speed up my thrusts even more.
I need her to cum. Like right the fuck now.
I lean up on my palms and angle my hips slightly, trying to hit that magic spot inside of her. I know I've found the right place when Bella lets out a small cry and looks at me with wild eyes.
"Fuck. Right there!" She cries, her voice high and breathy.
"Right there?" I ask her, focusing my efforts on hitting that spot when she nods wildly. The tingle in my groin gets stronger and I really need her to fucking cum. I lean on my arm and reach down, rubbing her clit with my thumb.
"Fuck!" She cries, throwing her head back as she cums. I groan loudly as she clamps down around me, her whole body shaking as her orgasm takes over. I feel my thrusts lose rhythm before my mind goes hazy and my breathing stops as I fly over the edge with her. I feel like my orgasm lasts for days and when I finally come back down I'm lying on top of her, my hips still moving slightly. I pant harshly, trying to catch my breath before I pull my head back to look at her. Bella is covered in a thin sheen of sweat, her hair sticking to her face slightly as she gives me a goofy smile. I can't help but grin back before chuckling a little.
"Fuck. That was definitely worth the fucking wait." I say breathlessly. She laughs and nods, giving me a brief kiss. I pull out of her and roll to the side, removing the condom and dropping it in the bin by the bed before turning back to face her. She stares at me, smiling slightly.
"You okay?" I ask quietly. She nods.
"More than okay." She tells me. I chuckle before leaning over and giving her a kiss. I pull back when I hear her stomach rumble loudly. She looks at me with wide eyes, her cheeks blushing with embarrassment. I laugh before sitting up.
"I think we should feed the beast." I tease her. She laughs with me before nodding and sitting up on the bed. I grab my boxers, slipping them on before picking Bella's panties and sweatpants off the floor, handing them to her. She thanks me before throwing them on and hunting for her bra and sweater. I quickly dress before asking Bella what she wants to eat.
"Pizza?" She replies. I grin at her, holding out a hand for her to take. She slides her fingers between mine before we walk back into the kitchen. I grab my phone and dial the local pizza place around the corner.
"Hi, can I place an order please?" I say once the call is answered. "Yeah, can I get one large bbq chicken and a large Hawaiian." I tell him, remembering Bella's choice from before. I give the address then hang up the phone before turning to Bella. "Ten minutes," I tell her. Bella nods before I wrap my arm around her shoulders, kissing the side of her head.
"Wanna watch some TV?" I ask her. She grins and nods before following me into the living room. "Ladies choice," I tell her, passing the remote.
I sit on the couch next to Bella, leaning back, watching her scroll through the choices. My body is completely relaxed, my mind completely clear and for a tiny second I imagine what it would be like to do this every evening with Bella.
Wow! You literally just had sex for the first time as a couple and you're already imagining moving in together?!
No.
I shake my head a little, clearing my thoughts just as Bella looks over.
"Wanna watch a crime drama?" She asks, her bottom lip going between her teeth. I chuckle a little.
"I thought you'd never ask." I tease her. She rolls her eyes at me before getting the program ready. A few minutes later I hear a knock on the door and go to answer it. I pay the delivery guy before bringing in our pizzas. Bella takes hers from me and opens the lid.
"This smells amazing." She tells me with a smile.
"This is proper post-sex food." I reply, laughing as I take a bite. She laughs with me but nods in agreement before pressing play on the TV. We sit and eat, watching the crime drama and I can't help but think how easy this all is.
Once we've finished our food I take the empty boxes and place them in the kitchen. I return to the living room, sitting back beside Bella and pulling her back into my chest, my arms wrapping around her middle.
"I'm so full" She groans, leaning back into me. I chuckle.
"Me too." I tell her, nuzzling my nose into her hair. In this moment I feel completely content, if not a little horny.
"What are you doing?" She says with a giggle a moment later as I slowly kiss down her neck, tickling her with my tongue.
"Distracting you." I tell her quietly. She leans back into me and sighs.
"Don't you want to watch the show?" She asks, her voice slightly breathy.
"I'd rather do something else." I tell her, my voice rough.
"Oh yeah?" She says, turning to look at me, a smirk on her face.
I grin at her before leaning forward and giving her a soft kiss. I take my time, moving my mouth against hers, swiping my tongue along her bottom lip. She hums into the kiss before leaning up on her knees, facing me.
I tilt my head up, my mouth never leaving hers as she positions her knees on either side of my hips, straddling me. I groan quietly as her warm center meets my already hard groin. She slowly starts to move up and down over my cock, moaning into my mouth. We continue to kiss and move together slowly until I pull away from her.
"Again?" I ask, my voice sounding breathless.
"Again." She says. I go to lift her up so we can go back to the bedroom but she puts her hands on my shoulders, stopping me. "I wanna do it here." She says quietly, biting her bottom lip with a grin. I'm momentarily taken aback by her boldness.
"Yeah?" I ask, our faces inches apart. She nods.
"May as well take advantage while we're not going to be interrupted, right?" She whispers. I grin before she moves her face to my neck, kissing and sucking along the sensitive skin. She moves her body back slightly before placing her hand on my cock, palming it through my pants.
Urgh, I love when she does that.
I moan quietly, feeling her starting to slip her hand under the waistband until the sensible side of my brain kicks in.
Condom.
"Wait" I moan, making Bella pull back from me.
"What? Is it bad?" She asks, her face etched with concern.
"No. No, no, no. But I need to get up to get a condom." I tell her quietly. She grins at me again before slipping her hand into her pocket.
"No you don't," She says, producing a small foil packet. I look at her in surprise before a grin spreads across my face.
"Who are you and what have you done with my quiet, shy girlfriend?" I ask her with a chuckle, taking the small packet from her hand and placing it on the side within easy reach.
"We are one and the same Edward." She says with a laugh. "I just wanted to be prepared...should the mood take us." She says, with a small shrug.
"Such a fucking girl scout," I say with a laugh before I kiss her breathless. She moans into my mouth before resuming her previous actions, palming my cock before sliding her little hand under the waistband of my pants. I groan when she wraps her hand around me, pumping her fist in steady strokes.
"Urgh" I moan, leaning back against the arm of the couch as she speeds up her ministrations. "Baby, if you keep doing that you'll make me cum in my fucking pants again." I groan, making her giggle. She lets me go and I immediately feel the loss as she removes her hand from my pants. Her eyes meet mine and suddenly everything speeds up.
I grab the hem of her sweater, pulling it over her head, leaving her in that fucking sinful bra. She pushes the fabric of my t-shirt up and I quickly lean forward, yanking it over my head. Bella suddenly stands and pushes her sweatpants down, followed by her panties. I follow suit, my eyes trained on her little body wriggling out of her clothes the whole time. I quickly reach over, grabbing the condom and fixing it to myself, just as she pops the clasp of her bra and drops it to the floor.
Bella crawls back over my body, her mouth capturing mine before she positions herself over my length and sinks down, my hands going to her hips to keep her steady
"Urgh" We both moan in unison. I give her a grin just as she lifts herself up and drops back down on me. Hard.
"Fuck." I pant as she does it again, drawing moans and groans from both our mouths. We sloppily kiss as she increases the pace, riding my cock hard and fast. I realise I can't move at all in this position which means I'm completely at her mercy and it's fucking heaven and hell combined. Bella is a fucking sight to behold as she moves over me. Her eyes are glazed, her mouth hanging open, her tits bouncing, her pussy all spread and fucking open. I look down at where we're joined and nearly cum just from the sight.
"Oh shit." I groan, my head falling back, my eyes closing with the pleasure of it all. With my eyes shut my other senses become heightened. I can smell Bella's arousal in the air, can hear the slapping of our skin as she rides me. My eyes flutter open when I feel her hands move to my hair.
"I'm getting close" She moans loudly, making me groan in response.
"Me too" I moan. She moves faster, needing something else to push her over the edge. I sit up slightly, leaning on one elbow and place my other hand flat against her stomach, pushing her to lean back slightly. She does, leaning her palms on my thighs, changing the angle that I rub against her.
"Oh fuck." She pants into the air, her eyes wide. She circles her hips a little and obviously finds that magic spot inside of her because she throws her head back moaning loudly. "I'm gonna cum." She whimpers.
My breath is coming out in harsh pants as I slide my hand down her stomach and quickly rub my thumb over her clit. Bella's entire body seizes before shaking above mine. I feel her get impossibly tighter as she cums around me. I help her ride out her orgasm by rubbing gentle circles over her clit until she comes back down. Bella pants above me, her head tilting down to look at me.
"Did you cum yet?" She asks me breathlessly. I shake my head unable to speak at the moment. She nods before heaving herself up and back down again. I feel the tingle of my orgasm starting in the bottom of my spine as she continues to move over me. The spots appear in front of my vision and my chest goes tight from exertion, suddenly she leans back again, moaning and twitching slightly when I rub against that spot inside of her.
She's impossibly tight in this position.
I groan loudly and then stop breathing altogether when she reaches back with one hand and rolls my balls in her palm.
"Fuck" I cry out as my orgasm spikes through me, making me go temporarily blind with pleasure. I groan loudly, my hand falling from her pussy to her thigh, gripping it hard as I ride out my orgasm. When I finally come back down to earth, Bella is watching me, her eyes sparkling.
"That was hands down the hottest things I've ever seen." She says, laughing slightly. I let out a breathy chuckle pulling her down to lie on my chest. We kiss lazily for a few moments before Bella moves off of me so that I can dispose of the condom. As I do I see Bella stifle a yawn.
"Bed?" I ask her. She nods and goes to grab her clothes. Before she dresses, I ask if she wants to have a shower. She nods again and I throw her my t-shirt, remembering how she felt uncomfortable walking around naked last time she showered here. She smiles her thanks before slipping it over her head. I slide my boxers on before walking down the hall to grab her some towels.
While Bella showers I suddenly realise how anxious I am about sleeping in the same bed as her. It's not that I've never slept next to her before, but normally we fall asleep immediately after sex or because we've had too much to drink. I've never just...gone to bed with her before or anyone for that matter.
I try to ignore my thoughts and busy myself tidying up the living room, throwing our trash away and placing Bella's wine glass in the dishwasher. I tidy the couch from our previous antics, checking there aren't any tell-tale marks on the seats. I then turn off the TV and lights, lock up and head to my room. A moment later Bella comes in fresh from her shower. I give her a small smile and a soft kiss as I walk past, entering the bathroom myself.
I quickly wash off the sweat from our previous activities before toweling off and cleaning my teeth. As I look at myself in the mirror I try to give myself a little pep talk.
It's just like going to bed normally right?
We lie down, turn off the light and go to sleep.
I nod at my reflection before walking back to my room. When I walk through the door I see Bella is tucked into my bed under the covers wearing an oversized t-shirt. The single bedside lamp illuminates her face as she gives me a small smile.
"Um, I didn't know what side you wanted..." She says, pointing to the bed.
Fuck, we have sides?
"Oh, I don't mind. I normally just sleep in the middle so..." I trail off awkwardly. She nods before I grab some fresh boxers and slip them on. I pull back the covers and gingerly climb into 'my side' of the bed.
"Shall I turn off the light?" Bella asks.
"Sure" I reply, feeling the butterflies in my stomach starting again. She leans over and flicks off the light before lying down next to me. I lie on my back, completely still, staring at the ceiling. We're both silent for a moment and I watch the shadows dance in front of my eyes as they adjust to the dark. Then I hear Bella's voice in the dark.
"Are you okay?" She whispers.
"Yeah." I reply, my voice sounding tight and awkward even to my own ears.
"Are you sure?" She replies.
"Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?" I say, our voices sounding loud in the dark.
"I dunno but your body is all rigid and you look...pained." She says, her voice concerned. I sigh, scrubbing my hands over my face. I feel Bella move next to me and then she's leaning up, looking down at my face. I can see her eyes sparkling in the dark. "What's the matter?" She asks quietly.
"I just...don't know how to do this." I say, gesturing between us.
"What?" She asks.
"Go to bed...with someone." I explain. My voice sounds small and awkward and I don't like it. I avoid her gaze until I see her body shaking.
Fuck is she crying?
As I look back over to her I realise, no, she's not crying, she's fucking laughing. At me.
"Why are you laughing?!" I ask her incredulously.
"I'm sorry" she giggles, "you just sounded so...Victorian" She tells me. "I've never heard someone say 'going to bed with someone' before." She snorts slightly through her laughter.
Part of me wants to laugh with her because the sound is infectious but another part of me wants to run and hide. Bella obviously sees my expression and reins her laughter in.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm not laughing at you, it was just the way you said it." She explains. "What exactly don't you know how to do?" She asks me gently.
"All of it." I say after a moment. "I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Do we just go to sleep? Do we talk? Do we fucking cuddle? What?" I ramble to her.
"We can do whatever you're comfortable with." She says quietly. "There's no right or wrong baby." She says, reaching out and resting her hand on my chest. I feel myself relax a little and reach my own hand up, covering hers. "What do you want to do?" She asks me.
What do I want to do?
I don't know.
I want to be close to her. I want to touch her. I want to kiss her. I just want...her.
"I just want you." I reply with a shrug. She smiles down at me before speaking again.
"Turn over." She says. I look at her surprised. "Turn over" she repeats with a giggle. I roll my eyes but do as she says, rolling onto my stomach and resting my cheek against the pillow. I feel her straddle my back, sitting on my ass before her small hands start to rub against my shoulders.
"Mmm" I moan as she pushes at the stress in my neck and my back. She moves from one shoulder to the other before working her way down my back to just above my ass.
Fuck. That's amazing.
After a few minutes, she stops and slides to the slide, lying next to me.
"Any more relaxed?" She asks, a smile in her voice.
"Completely." I answer, turning onto my side to face her. "Thank you." I whisper before giving her a soft kiss.
She moves closer to me, sliding one of her legs between mine and tucking her arms against my chest. I throw an arm over her waist pulling her closer to me. The smell of her shampoo, the feel of her skin, the rhythm of her steady breathing make my eyes droop. I hear Bella's breathing even out and soon I'm fast asleep.