The Time We Did It Again
Part 2
Something is tickling my nose.
That's the first thing that enters my consciousness when I wake up in the morning. As my eyes flutter open, I see chocolate brown hair dancing in time with my breathing. As my eyes adjust to the early morning sunlight, I realise that Bella is cuddled into my chest, her head tucked below my chin, her leg hitched over my hip.
I fucking slept with Bella.
That's the second thing that enters my thoughts. I can't help but grin a little at the revelation. I have to admit, I like sleeping with someone. It's actually kind of nice to wake up next to somebody you care about. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by Bella moaning slightly in her sleep as she wriggles around. As she does I feel my hard cock press against her hip and swallow down a moan.
"Morning" I hear her voice say quietly.
"Morning" I reply, grinning at her as she tilts her face back to look at me, blinking the sleep from her eyes. "How'd you know I was awake?" I ask her quietly.
"I heard your breathing change." She tells me. We're so close our noses are almost touching. "So, was it as bad as you thought?" She asks me, smiling slightly.
"What?" I ask.
"Going to bed with someone." She teases. I roll my eyes, shaking my head a little as my mouth turns up into a smile.
"No. I think I shall live." I tease back. She scoffs and pushes against my chest making me chuckle. I trap her hand between our bodies, holding it against my chest. As I look at Bella my eyes flick over her face looking at the golden flecks in her hair, the freckles on her nose, the rosy blush on her lips.
I want to kiss her.
"What are you thinking?" She whispers after a moment of silence.
"That I want to kiss you." I tell her honestly.
"So why don't you?" She replies, biting her bottom lip.
"Because if I kiss you right now I won't be able to stop doing more." I tell her honestly, leaning my forehead against hers, breathing in her warm scent.
"So why don't you?" She repeats, looking me in the eye. I grin a little.
"Yeah?" I whisper.
"Yeah." She whispers back. I lean forward and give her a soft kiss, sliding my arm around her waist and pulling her closer to my body. The action makes my cock push against her more and I groan quietly at the feeling. Bella lets out a small moan, her own hands going to my hair, gently scratching my head.
I pull back from the kiss and move down to her neck, kissing a trail from her ear to her collarbone as I roll her onto her back, settling my body above hers. She smiles up at me when I look down at her before kissing me again. I swipe my tongue over her lip, asking for entrance which she grants. I rest on my forearms, keeping the majority of my weight off of her and with one hand reach down to palm her breast, earning me a moan.
After a few moments, Bella breaks the kiss and I lean up, pushing her nightshirt up to her waist. She slides her hands between our bodies and wriggles out of her panties, kicking them off down to the bottom of the bed. She then slips her fingers under the waistband of my boxers, pulling them down until I can kick them off. I hear my cock slap against my belly and she giggles at the noise, making me chuckle with her.
I kiss her again, bumping my cock into her clit causing her to gasp. I pull away and lean over to the side, grabbing a condom from the nightstand before leaning up on my knees. I fix it to myself before lying back down on top of her, pulling the covers up around us to keep her warm.
Bella gives me a small smile as I reach down with one hand and line myself up with her entrance. I push into her slowly making us both moan at the sensation. I start a slow rhythm pumping my hips all the way in before dragging them back, building us up to the brink. I move over her for a long time, bringing us both close to the edge before slowing my thrusts down again. A while later, Bella pushes on my shoulders.
"I want to go on top." She whispers. I grin before hitching her leg up to my hip and rolling us over. Bella giggles at the movement before lifting her arms and sliding her nightshirt over her head, leaving her beautifully naked above me. She starts to roll her hips over me, making me moan. My hands go to her hips, helping her move while my head pushes back into the pillow below, my eyes closing at the feeling of her.
"You feel so good baby." I groan, looking up at her. She moans in response before she does something fucking awesome with her hips. She circles them before flicking them forward, making me feel like the breath has been stolen from my lungs. My eyes roll back before they flutter closed.
"Oh fuck." I moan "Do that again." I beg, not caring if I sound completely desperate. Bella continues to move her hips in the same way, making my breathing turn hard and my head spin and my chest ache from lack of air.
"I'm gonna cum" she whimpers, leaning back to rest on my thighs, searching for that spot inside. She moans loudly when I reach up and rub my thumb against the small bundle of nerves.
"Yeah baby, cum for me." I groan as I feel her walls flutter around me, pulling me closer to the edge. I force my orgasm away so I can watch her. Bella lets out a breathy moan as her orgasm hits her, her legs shaking either side of me and her stomach tensing from the feeling. I stroke her clit until she starts to cum down before sitting up and wrapping my arms around her middle.
"Fuck" she gasps when she comes back to earth, wrapping her arms around my neck. I chuckle, kissing her lazily while she catches her breath. "You didn't cum" she says quietly.
"Not yet." I tell her, before flipping us back over so I'm on top. She squeals in surprise before laughing and then moaning as I thrust into her. "I wanted to watch you." I say quietly as I start to thrust harder.
Bella throws her head back moaning as I start to move over her faster than before, pulling her legs up to wrap around my hips. She groans and her eyes fly open as I tilt my hips slightly, searching for that magic spot that will send her over the edge again.
"Oh fuck, right there." She groans, looking at me with wide eyes.
"Yeah that's it." I groan, feeling my own orgasm approaching rapidly. "Come on baby, give me one more."
I thrust slightly harder before taking one of Bella's hands and snaking it between our bodies.
"Touch yourself. I'm not gonna last." I tell her breathlessly. She moves her hand down and starts circling her clit, crying out in pleasure. A few seconds later she brushes her fingers over where we're both joined. There's no holding back my orgasm after that.
"Oh fuck!" I groan, slamming my mouth to hers as I cum, feeling her own walls clamp down around me as I do. We groan into each other's mouths, all lips and tongues and panting breaths as we both ride out our highs. When we finally come back down, I pull away and look at Bella. We're silent for a moment until I hear my own voice speak.
"You're beautiful." I tell her honestly. She blushes, her eyes flicking between my own as she looks at me, really looks at me.
"So are you" she tells me honestly. I chuckle slightly before giving her one final kiss and rolling off of her to dispose of the condom. We lie on our sides for a while, just looking at each other.
"What do you want to do today?" she asks me.
"I don't mind. Do you want to do anything special?" I ask her. She thinks for a moment.
"I'd like to have a bit of a lazy day." She says. "I'm kind of tired from the week to be honest and I just want..." She trails off, her cheeks flushing a little.
"You just want what baby?" I ask her gently.
"I just want to be with you." She replies. I feel my heart stutter and give her a grin.
"I just want to be with you too." I tell her. "I think the first order of the day should be feeding the beast though. I don't want it rearing it's ugly head again." I tease her, referring to her stomach. She laughs before nodding and sitting up in bed.
I climb out of bed, brazenly walking to the dresser to grab some clean clothes as Bella digs through her overnight bag, throwing on some jeans and an oversized sweater. I quickly slide some clean boxers on, followed by my jeans and a thick sweater. I run my hands through my hair, trying to smooth it a little in the mirror before turning to face Bella. She's smirking at me.
"What?" I ask her.
"Are you beautiful enough yet?" She teases. I scoff and roll my eyes at her before heading for the kitchen, hearing her laugh at me as she follows.
"What do you fancy for breakfast?" I ask her, looking into the pantry.
"I don't really mind." She tells me. I move some items around, looking at what choices we have. I didn't really think about food so there isn't a lot to choose from.
"What about pancakes?" I ask her, looking over my shoulder. She nods and grins. I quickly grab the ingredients before starting to make a batter. Once it's prepared, I start frying them off in a pan while Bella lays the table and makes us both a coffee.
This feels very...domestic.
I like it.
Sucker.
I'm just sliding the last pancake onto the plate when Bella places two mugs of steaming coffee on the table. I take a seat opposite her.
"These look really good." She compliments before tucking into her food. I grin, taking a bite of my own, leaning back in my chair.
I didn't realise how hungry I was.
It's all the sex.
All. The. Amazing. Sex.
"So, having looked in the pantry, we might have to go to the grocery store for some provisions," I tell her, sipping my coffee.
"Okay" She tells me. "Want me to make a list?" She asks. I chuckle a little before nodding.
"What?" She asks, chuckling with me.
"Nothing. It's just...very domestic of us." I tell her. She gives me a bit of a funny look before grabbing her phone and opening a new note. We spend the next five minutes writing down the items we think we'll need to buy before I stand to clear our plates.
"That was delicious Edward." Bella tells me.
"Good." I reply with a grin before clearing away. "Do you want to head to the supermarket now?" I ask her.
"Sure." She replies. "Let me just grab my shoes." She stands, heading into my bedroom before returning a moment later with her boots.
"It looks cold out. Did you bring a jacket?" I ask her, grabbing my own from the coat rack.
"Er..no" She says sheepishly. "I took a cab here and didn't really think about anything other than..." She trails off, her cheeks flushing.
"The bedroom?" I smirk at her. She nods before laughing slightly.
"That's okay, I have one you can wear." I tell her before heading back to my room and grabbing a jacket from my closet, kicking the door half-closed behind me. "Here." I say, passing her the coat.
"Thanks." She says, slipping her arms through the sleeves. The garment dwarfs her and I can't help the slight ache in my groin that I feel looking at her in my clothes. We head out of the apartment, me locking up behind us before heading down to the lobby and out to the street. We decide to walk the short distance to the grocery store a couple of blocks away. As we walk, I pull Bella into my side, throwing my arm around her shoulders. I grin as I feel her own sneak around my waist, underneath my jacket.
When we arrive at the store, Bella pulls out her phone with our list as I grab a cart. We spend the next thirty minutes grabbing various items for dinner tonight as well as breakfast tomorrow. I also grab a bag of popcorn for this evening, grinning at Bella when she raises an eyebrow at me.
"For our movie tonight." I tell her. She gives me a soft smile before leaning up and kissing me on the cheek.
"What was that for?" I ask, unable to hide my own grin.
"Just because." She says with a shrug. I grab her hand, holding it underneath mine on the cart handle as we walk to the checkout. Once I've paid and our items are packed, I grab our purchases and we head back out the door.
"Let me carry something." Bella says as we walk out onto the street.
"I'm fine." I say with a grin, but eventually, give in when she insists. Plus, we can't hold hands if I carry everything. I hand her the lightest bag before taking her hand in mine and heading back towards my apartment. On the way back we talk easily, laughing occasionally at something on the street or stopping to look in a store window.
I wish all weekends could be like this.
Why can't they?
When we reach my building, we enter the lobby and take the lift to my floor. I hunt around in my jacket pocket for my key, before kicking the door open and placing our bags down on the kitchen table. We spend the next few minutes unpacking our purchases and putting them away in their proper place. When we're done, Bella looks at me.
"So...what now?" She says quietly.
"Wanna watch some TV?" I ask her. Bella grins before nodding.
"Sure." She says. I follow her into the living room before grabbing the remote and switching on the TV. We find the crime drama we previously started and decide to watch from the beginning as we got distracted last time and can't remember what was happening. I lean back against the side of the couch, pulling Bella's back into my chest.
"Comfy?" I ask her. She nods, stretching her legs out along the couch, before I grab the remote again, pressing play. We stay like that for the next couple of hours, before I hear Bella's stomach rumble. "Fancy some lunch?" I ask her.
"Yeah" She says with a small smile. We stand and head into the kitchen before we decide to make cheese sandwiches. I grab the cheese from the fridge, cutting some slices while Bella gets the bread. Fifteen minutes later I'm placing a big plate of sandwiches on the coffee table in the living room.
"God Edward, who's coming?" Bella laughs. I roll my eyes before taking my seat on the couch again.
"Look, I have had a rather energetic couple of hours" I tell her, grabbing a sandwich from the plate, "and it's made me rather hungry." I watch as Bella blushes slightly before grabbing a sandwich herself, taking a small bite. I smirk at her.
"Ready for the next episode?" I ask. She nods before I press play. For the next couple of hours, we eat sandwiches and watch TV. A while later, as I lie on the couch, Bella tucked into my side, I can't help but think how this entire situation would have been my worst nightmare just a few short months ago. But now, now I can't imagine anywhere else I'd rather be.
"I knew he was the murderer." I tell Bella a few hours later. We spent most of the afternoon watching TV, both of us becoming completely invested in the murder and who the elusive murderer could be.
"Oh you did not Edward" Bella scoffs at me as we head into the kitchen so that I can start making dinner.
"Did I not say like...three episodes in that the husband totally did it?!" I argue, pointing a stick of celery at her before turning back to the fridge to grab the rest of the ingredients.
"Yes but at one time or another, you also accused every other character in the plot. It didn't matter who had done it, technically, you had said their name!" She insists. I shrug before giving her a smirk around the side of the fridge door.
"That's how you win baby," I tell her, giving her a wink. She scoffs, shaking her head before announcing that she's going to use the bathroom. I chuckle a little as I hear her muttering as she walks down the hall.
I finish grabbing the ingredients I need from the fridge before walking over to the speaker on the side and putting some music on. As I walk back to the counter to start chopping the vegetables I find myself humming along. A couple of minutes later, I'm totally lost in my own world, singing along with the song and swaying my hips in time with the beat, when I hear a small giggle behind me. I turn to see Bella giving me a soft smile and a curious look.
"Yes?" I ask her, giving her a sly grin.
"I've never heard you sing before." She says, walking over to lean against the counter. "You're quite good." She tells me.
"Quite good?" I say, feigning hurt.
"Very good." She corrects herself making me chuckle.
"Well, I am a man of many talents." I tease, "Music being one of them I guess."
"I never knew you were musical." She says, looking surprised.
"Yeah well, when I was younger I learned piano and guitar for a little bit," I tell her, shrugging slightly. It's not something I tell many people.
"Really?" Bella says surprised. "How did I not know that?" She says, her face frowning.
"I dunno, I don't really tell people." I explain, avoiding her gaze as I stir the pot on the stove.
"Why?" She asks quietly. I'm silent for a moment, trying to work out how to word it.
"When I was younger I wasn't like this" I say, gesturing to myself. "I was quiet and shy and didn't have many friends. I had glasses and was kind of gawky...then I played piano to grade eight which was like...not cool at the time. When I got into college I decided I was going to...reinvent myself...kind of...so I got contacts and bulked up a bit, learned how to dress better and...hid the uncool parts of myself." I say with a shrug. "When I started at Northwestern, I suddenly had more people interested in me. I got more friends, people paid more attention to me...especially girls, which was a bonus." I tell her with a chuckle. "I guess I just...never told anyone certain things after that." I explain.
God, she's going to think I'm a complete fucking idiot.
Bella is silent for a moment and I can feel all my childhood insecurities bubbling to the surface until I feel her arms wrap around my middle, her cheek resting against my back. I turn to face her, lifting her chin to look at me.
"What?" I ask her when I see her eyes flick between mine.
"You're the coolest person I know." She tells me. I can't help but laugh, rolling my eyes a little. "I'm serious." She continues. "You're not cool because you've got contacts or because you dress well or because you're drop-dead gorgeous. You're cool because you're kind and funny and generous and intelligent and caring." She says, looking me dead in the eye. "You're cool because you're you.
"You think I'm drop-dead gorgeous?" I ask her after a moment, unable to help myself. She rolls her eyes, pulling away from me slightly. I grab her tightly though, stopping her from moving.
"Yes" She says honestly. "I think you're...amazing." She says, her cheeks flushing as I look at her.
"I think you're amazing too." I tell her. "And thank you...for making me feel cool," I say quietly. She giggles before reaching up on her tiptoes and giving me a soft kiss.
"I'll admit though" She says against my lips, "it does make me feel a little better knowing you were once a little uncool." She tells me, chuckling quietly. I laugh with her before pulling back. I wrap my arm around her waist before turning back to stir the pot on the stove, keeping her body fused to mine. A few minutes later once Bella has laid the table and I've dished up the food, we sit down opposite each other. I pour Bella a generous glass of wine before filling my own.
"I can't believe I didn't know you played the piano" Bella says, biting into her food. "I suppose we've known each other for so long I never really thought there might be parts of you I don't know about." She explains quietly. I nod wondering what I don't know about her.
"Let's play a game." I say after a moment.
"A game?" Bella asks, looking a bit surprised.
"Yeah. We'll take turns to ask each other questions and we have to answer them completely honestly. Okay?" I say to her. She chews her food slowly.
"Okay. Are there any subjects I should steer clear of?" She asks, taking another bite of food.
"No. You?" I ask her. She shakes her head. "Okay, so everything is on the table, you can be as cheeky as you like." I say, wiggling my eyebrows at her, making her laugh. "You go first." I tell her.
She hums a little as she chews, trying to think of a question.
"What did you want to be when you grew up?" She asks me, forking some more food into her mouth. I grin a little before answering.
"A doctor." I tell her. "Well...actually I think the first thing I ever wanted to be was Spiderman but unfortunately that role was already taken." I tell her, making her giggle.
"So you achieved your dream." She says. I shrug with a smile.
I guess I did. I never really thought about it like that.
"What about you?" I ask her.
"I wanted to be a teacher originally. I always loved reading and I didn't know you could be paid to read books so I thought I'd just talk about them instead." She tells me. I nod as I listen to her. "Your turn." She says. I think for a minute.
"What's something that annoys you?" I ask her, feeling fairly pleased with that question.
"Ooo that's a good question." She says, grinning at me. "I guess arrogance." She tells me. "I think it's good to believe in yourself but I don't think you should be arrogant with it. What about you?" She asks.
"I guess when a person makes someone else feel bad about themselves or like...not included." I tell her. She nods at me. "And when people let the door go on you when you're in a fucking store." I say making her laugh.
We continue to ask each other questions about where we grew up, our childhood friends, things we liked as kids before the questions start to turn more interesting. A second glass of wine has made us more relaxed, more open but also in Bella's case a bit more daring.
"Who did you lose your virginity to?" I ask her, taking a long swig of my wine. Bella laughs in shock before answering.
"Tyler Crowley. I was seventeen." She tells me.
Seventeen. That surprises me. I always assumed it was later.
"You?" she asks.
"Her name was Kate. I was eighteen." I say, playing with the stem of my wine glass.
"Worst pick-up line you've ever heard and..." Bella trails off, pointing at me, "the worst pick-up line you've ever used." She says with a triumphant smile. I roll my eyes as she laughs at me, the wine making her tongue loose and her eyes sparkle.
"Worst one I've ever heard is probably...I hope you know CPR because you just took my breath away." I tell her. Bella laughs loudly in response. "I didn't tell her that I do in fact know CPR" I say with a chuckle.
"And worst you've used?" She continues. I think for a minute before remembering one. I can feel my cheeks warm slightly at the memory and Bella notices. "Oh! You've thought of one! I can tell! Tell me, tell me, tell me." She insists. I chuckle slightly.
"Where have I seen you before? Oh, I remember now. It was in the dictionary under the word 'gorgeous'" I say, wincing slightly. Bella laughs so hard she snorts, making me laugh with her.
"That is pretty bad." She tells me, "But it's kind of cute." She says with a soft smile. I laugh slightly before speaking.
"What's your biggest turn on?" I ask her before I can stop myself. She looks at me surprised, staying quiet for a moment.
"Honestly, probably if someone can make me laugh. Physically..." She trails off.
"Physically?" I ask, my voice sounding deeper and my groin aching slightly.
"Probably...hands...or height" She says, surprising the fuck out of me. I totally thought she'd say something traditional like arms or chest or something.
"Why hands or height?" I ask her.
"I guess because if someone has large hands and is tall they feel like 'a man' to me. I don't know why. Maybe it makes me feel safe and secure or something." She says quietly.
That makes sense. I remember how she looked in my large clothes and see her point. I liked seeing her dwarfed by me. And I love the way her tiny frame feels under mine when we fuck.
"What about you?" She asks after a moment.
"I suppose it's when someone is themselves, they don't put on false pretenses, which in turn makes you feel like you can be yourself." I tell her. She nods.
"And physically?" She says, her eyes locked on mine.
"Physically...hips." I tell her. She raises her eyebrows a little before asking why. "There's something womanly about hips. Something...primal." I explain to her. She nods a little. "Plus they're good for holding onto." I say, sipping my wine, my eyes never leaving hers. I see Bella's blush spread to her chest a little before she clears her throat and asks a question.
"Have you ever sent someone a dirty picture?" Bella says in one big breath. I laugh as she takes me by surprise.
"No I haven't" I tell her. She looks surprised. "You're surprised?" I say. She nods a little.
"I just thought of all people you would have." She explains.
"No, it gives someone too much power over you. What if you stopped seeing each other and then they had a picture like that?" I say before continuing. "Have you?"
"No never." She says, "same reasons as you." I nod.
"Favourite position?" I ask her, biting the inside of my cheek to stop from smiling.
"Missionary." She says quickly, blushing brightly. I feel my cock lengthen in my pants at the omission. "Boring I know." She chuckles slightly.
"Not at all." I say, my voice rough as I picture Bella underneath me, writhing in pleasure. Her eyes meet mine as she sips her wine.
"What about you?" She asks quietly.
"Same actually." I tell her.
"Really? I thought you'd like.." She trails off.
"What?" I ask, curious what she imagined.
"I dunno...I guess I thought you'd like something more...adventurous." She explains. "Why missionary?" She asks after a moment.
"I like being in control." I tell her, my eyes never leaving hers. She nods a little and I see her breathing elevate. "But actually, with you, I quite like when you're on top too." I say quietly, my mind flooding with images of Bella moving above me, her tits bouncing with her thrusts.
"Really? Why?" She asks, her voice breaking through my thoughts.
"I like when you take what you want. When you control the situation. It's fucking hot." I tell her. Bella takes a long sip of her wine and I do the same.
"Favourite thing I do or have done to you" she says. My eyebrows raise in surprise.
"As in...sexually?" I ask her. She nods, giggling slightly from the wine. I think for a minute. "Um...I love everything you do to me." I tell her honestly.
"That's not an answer…" she says with a small smile. I laugh lightly before thinking again.
I like this flirty Bella. She's fucking hot.
"That thing you did with your fingers when you sucked me was pretty epic." I tell her huskily, looking up at her from below my lashes.
Even thinking about it now makes all the blood rush to my groin. No one has ever made me cum that hard.
"What about you?" I ask, curious now. She's silent for a moment, thinking.
"When I called you a minute man." She says. I laugh quietly, making her giggle with me.
"What about it?" I ask, thinking back to that night.
"You were just so...dominant." She says, her voice quiet, her eyes distant. "I thought I was going to die" she says laughing a little.
"I thought I was too" I tell her, my own mind reliving that moment. I take a long sip of my second glass of wine, the alcohol making my inhibitions diminish.
"What made you want to have sex with me that night?" I ask her, knowing that she knows which night I'm referring to. Bella is quiet for a long time before she speaks.
"I don't think there was anything in particular." She tells me honestly. "I think it was a combination of your actions, the drink and some...hidden feelings." She says quietly. I watch her, seeing her cheeks turn red. " What about you?" She asks.
"I just couldn't think of anything but kissing you. I kind of freaked out the first time I thought it but as the night went on I found I couldn't ignore it." I tell her. "I think as you say it was also a combination of drink and hidden feelings too." I tell her.
"You had feelings for me?" She asks, surprise evident in her voice.
"I don't think I realised I did." I tell her slowly. "I'd always thought you were beautiful but you always seemed so...out of my league so I never really explored it." I tell her, laughing when her mouth drops open.
"Out of your league?!" She says, unable to hide her shock. "How was I out of your league?!" She cries.
"How were you not?" I ask her, unable to understand her shock. "When we met I was this lanky eighteen year old that would flirt with anything that moved and you were so….good. You were so above the stupid pick up lines and obvious stares from those around you. You were just….you." I tell her, shrugging a little. "Anyway, then you became one of my best friends and that initial feeling of attraction dwindled and kind of...died into the back of my consciousness," I tell her. She nods a little.
"That's like me. When we first met at college I had a bit of a crush on you" she admits, her cheeks burning at the omission. I grin a little, pride surging through me. "But then we became friends and it kind of just….dwindled." she tells me.
We stare at each other for a moment before I speak again.
"And now here we are...undwindled" I say. She laughs brightly.
"I don't think that's a word." She says.
"It should be." I tell her with a chuckle.
"I have one more question." She says, my eyes meet her dark ones in the dim kitchen lighting. I raise my chin waiting for her to speak. "What's one thing you want to do to me right now?" She asks.
I'm completely taken aback by her boldness and I hesitate for a moment.
I want to do everything.
I want to kiss her, touch her, fuck her...
"What don't I want to do to you right now?" I say, my voice rough and deep, my senses overwhelmed with possibilities and my cock now rock hard. Bella laughs but stays silent waiting for me to answer.
"I want to fuck you." I tell her honestly. Bella's eyes darken at my words.
"How?" She asks quietly. Her eyes flicking to my mouth and back to my eyes.
"However you want." I reply, my eyes moving down her body taking in the way her hair curls over her shoulder, her chest rises and falls with her quick breathing, the curve of her breast...All the blood has officially gone to my groin and I feel a strong ache there. Suddenly Bella stands from the table, sipping down the last of her wine before placing the glass back down.
"Well," she says, moving away from the table. "You better finish your drink then." She says, giving me a tipsy smile before walking backwards towards my bedroom door.
I stand up so abruptly the table squeaks slightly as my thighs knock into it making Bella laugh. I neck the rest of my wine in two gulps, watching her as she opens my bedroom door and leans against the wall next to it, giving me full-on come hither eyes. I stride towards her and make the journey in about four steps. Bella laughs at my haste before I slam my mouth to hers, earning me a moan.
"Fuck, I want you." I groan, pulling my mouth away from hers and walking her into my room, kicking the door shut behind us. Bella giggles before kissing me again, harder. We're all lips and tongue and teeth and I feel like I'm completely alive and dying at the same time. The alcohol has obviously made Bella more confident than normal because suddenly she steps away from me, breaking the kiss.
"Take off your clothes." She says quietly, her own hands going to the hem of her sweater and yanking it over her head.
Fuck yes.
I quickly rip my own sweater over my head before tearing at the button of my jeans and shoving them down, kicking them off.
"All of them" she says, her voice husky. I quickly strip out of my boxers, watching as she steps out of her own jeans and underwear leaving us both completely naked.
"Get on the bed" she tells me. I move to the bed, scooting up the mattress and lying on my back, resting on my elbows. Bella crawls up my body, straddling my thighs. I can feel her wetness against my skin and I let out a groan.
"You said you wanted to fuck me." She says, her mouth inches away from mine.
Hearing her say fuck does weird things to my insides.
"But you also said you liked when I took control." She continues. I nod wondering who the hell this Bella is and how I can make her stay.
"You want me to control you baby?" she asks me, running her hands up my chest before dragging her nails down gently.
"Yes" I groan at the thought and the sensation.
Oh shit. She's so fucking hot.
"You want me to be rough or gentle?" She asks, bending her head to kiss along my collarbone before sucking on my nipple, biting it softly. I groan at the feeling, my head hanging back on my shoulders, my cock getting impossibly harder.
"Rough" I say, my voice deeper than ever before. I hear Bella chuckle before leaning up and kissing me roughly. I moan as she twists her fingers into my hair, pulling hard, a jolt of pleasure stabs my groin. I groan loudly at the sensation, dropping onto my back, my hands moving to Bella's waist, wrapping my arms around her middle and holding her to my body. She breaks the kiss a moment later moving down my body, kissing and nipping a trail to where I want her most. My hands fall to my sides as I twist the bedsheets in my fingers. She wastes no time, quickly taking me in her mouth, sucking me down as far as she can go before swallowing around me.
Oh fuck. I'm gonna die.
"Fuck" I choke out, feeling like I might cum on the spot. My hands fly to her head, holding her to me as she keeps me deep in her mouth. I wrap her hair around her fist so I can watch and groan as she repeats her actions before lifting back up and fluttering her tongue around the head. I try to burn the image into my mind. My eyes flutter in pleasure before closing completely as she starts a quick rhythm. I'm a mess of moans and groans as Bella continues to work me over. I groan loudly, my eyes flying open and my head lifting so I can look down at her as she snakes a hand between my legs, playing with my balls.
"Shit, shit, shit" I pant before she moves her hand further back, stroking the soft skin behind them. "Fuck, baby you're gonna make me cum" I groan, my eyes closing and my head falling back.
I feel my orgasm rapidly approaching. My stomach tenses, my legs start to twitch and then suddenly...she's gone. My eyes fly open again and I lift my head to look down at her.
"What- what are you doing?" I ask breathlessly, feeling like I might spontaneously combust at the loss.
"Oh you thought I was just gonna let you cum?" She says sweetly and my stomach drops slightly. "Oh baby I haven't even got started yet." She tells me, smirking.
For some reason, the thought of being dominated by Bella makes my cock even harder than before. She kneels up, moving up my body until she's hovering over me. She leans over grabbing a condom, tearing the package open with her teeth and rolling it down my length. She leans back up, placing her hand on my chest. My own hands go to her hips to steady her as she reaches down, taking me in her other hand and lines me up with her entrance. Slowly she sinks down on me, pulling a deep groan from both of us. Her ass hits my thighs and she stays completely still. Reaching down and taking my hands in hers, she leans forward pinning them either side of my head.
"No touching." She says, I groan in reply. Honestly, I could easily overpower her but I want her to control this right now. Its fucking hot.
"Hold on to the headboard or I'll stop" she tells me, throwing my own words from all those weeks ago back at me. She smirks as my eyes widen slightly and I raise my hands, wrapping my fingers around the metal bars of my bed. Her eyes meet mine before she lifts up and drops back down hard.
"Urgh" I groan, feeling her ass slap against my thighs with the force, my fingers tightening around the headboard. She starts a quick, hard rhythm and pretty soon we're both panting and moaning loudly.
Watching Bella is better than anything I've ever seen. She uses my body for her own pleasure, leaning on my chest for leverage. She moves her body like water, bringing us both close to the precipice of that blissful cliff before slowing her movements again.
"Fuck" I gasp when she starts doing that fucking awesome thing with her hips. The longer she carries on the more I feel like I might cum.
My entire body feels on edge. I'm sweating from the strain, my hair sticking to my forehead, my fingers are cramping from how hard I'm squeezing the bed frame and my every muscle in my body is tightened. She brings us both to the edge again and again until I seriously consider flipping us both over and fucking her until we both cum. Suddenly, Bella gasps finding that magic spot inside herself. She reaches down and touches herself, making me groan at the sight.
"So fucking hot" I moan. Bella moans in reply as she circles her clit quickly bringing herself to the edge.
"I'm gonna cum" she whimpers.
"Yeah baby, cum" I moan as she suddenly tightens around me. The feeling makes my vision go fuzzy and my head spin and the view is something to behold. Bella throws her head back, her eyes shut as she groans through her orgasm. One hand continually rubs her clit as she flies off that cliff while the other grabs my waist almost painfully.
I'm so fucking close, I can almost taste it.
When Bella comes down from her high she stops moving her hips and leans forward, kissing me hard. We pant into each other's months, trying to breathe. I try to thrust up into her desperate for release but she rests heavily on her ass, pinning my hips to the mattress, making all efforts futile.
"Fuck baby, please." I beg her, not caring if I sound pathetic. At this point I'm not sure whether I'll die or cry from the lack of release.
"What?" She whispers, her breathing heavy and her eyes glazed. "What do you want?"
"I wanna cum" I tell her desperately.
"Yeah?" She says. "What do I get if I let you cum?" She asks.
"Fuck" I pant, feeling as if my entire body is on edge. "Anything baby. You can have whatever you want just…" I trail off feeling like I'm going mad with need.
"Just what?" She whispers, nipping my bottom lip lightly.
"Please" I whimper. "Please baby...please." I let go of the bed frame and move my hands to touch her but she leans back up.
"Nuh uh." She says, "keep them up there".
"Urgh" I groan, placing my hands back on the headboard, gripping it for all I'm worth and trying to ignore the itch I feel to grab her, hold her, feel her. She starts to move over me again drawing a deep groan from my mouth. She circles her hips slowly building me back up but I need more. I need harder. Faster. She continues her slow movements before she suddenly she leans forward, grabbing my hair at the nape of my neck pulling hard, yanking my head back slightly and exposing my neck.
"Urgh" I groan, my hands aching from the force of my grip on the headboard.
"You wanna cum?" She pants, continuing to drop down onto me.
I nod madly, my mouth open, sucking in great lungfuls of air, my eyes barely seeing.
"Then make yourself cum" she moans, lifting her hips slightly so I can thrust up into her. I immediately start a brutal pace, making Bella moan and groan in response. Her hands stay clinging to my hair as I move under her, the slight pain of the pull adding to the pleasure.
"Fuck...fuck...fuck" I pant, feeling my orgasm racing towards me. "Cumming!" I choke out just before Bella slams her hips down on mine, pinning me to the bed.
"Fuuuuuuck" I roar as I cum for what seems like forever. My vision goes white, my back arches and my fingers grip the bed frame tightly and I vaguely hear a metallic sound. When I finally come back down Bella is lying on my chest, kissing softly along my collarbone.
"Holy shit" I pant out. "What the fuck was that?" I ask with a chuckle. Bella giggles slightly, the feeling vibrating against my skin, making me twitch inside of her.
"I don't know but I think you broke your bed." She tells me, her eyes meeting mine. I look up at the headboard surprised and see that I've bent a piece of metal from gripping it so hard.
"Shit" I chuckle slightly, moving my hands down to wrap around Bella's body. I flex my fingers slightly, trying to get the blood back into them. Bella giggles a little before lifting off of me so that I can dispose of the condom. I drop it in the bin by the bed before lying back on the mattress, my eyes closing in pleasure. We lie side by side for a minute, me trying to regulate my breathing until I see Bella shiver slightly. I pull the covers up over us and she smiles at me in thanks.
"Wait here. Don't move. And definitely don't get dressed" I tell her after a moment before quickly climbing out of bed and running from the room completely naked. I hear her laughing at me as I reach the kitchen, pouring two new glasses of wine. I'm just about the head back to the bedroom when I stop at the pantry, grabbing the bag of popcorn. I return to the bedroom, passing Bella a glass of wine before climbing back under the covers and placing my own on the nightstand. I then open the bag of popcorn, offering her some. She takes a piece giggling slightly before popping it in her mouth.
"What's all this about?" She asks as she chews slowly.
"I just didn't want to move but also wanted to continue drinking and playing that game with you." I tell her, leaning back against the pillows, sipping my wine. "It's worked in my favour so far." I say with a wink. She chuckles, nodding.
"So who's go was it?" She asks, taking another piece of popcorn.
"Mine I think." I tell her, "What's a sexual fantasy you have?" I ask, wiggling my eyebrows. She tilts her head to the side thinking and I take the opportunity to ogle her breasts.
"I guess...maybe having sex somewhere a bit risky." She tells me, her cheeks flushing slightly.
"Like where?" I ask, unable to stop my grin or the stirring in my groin.
This woman is going to be the death of me.
"I don't know. Maybe in a car or something?" She shrugs a little. I nod, filing that information away for a rainy day. "What about you?"
"I guess I'm into the risk thing too." I tell her. "I kind of liked when we had sex that night after the bar, when we had to be quiet." I say quietly, unsure whether that's too much information or weird.
"Oh yeah?" She asks, grinning at me before sipping her wine. "It was kind of hot when you put your hand over my mouth." She tells me, her eyes sparkling. I wink at her, trying to ignore the fact I'm already getting hard again.
"Your turn." I tell her, swigging my wine and grabbing a piece of popcorn.
"Have you ever done anal?" She asks suddenly, making me choke on my wine in surprise. Bella laughs before patting me on the back. When I've recovered I turn to look at her.
"I never expected you to ask me that." I chuckle. "But no, I haven't." I tell her.
"Huh, that's surprises me." She says, sipping her wine again.
"Why?" I ask, looking at her over my wine glass.
"I don't know. I suppose because of your history with women I just assumed you'd have done everything." She shrugs.
"I might have had my fair share of sex in the past Bella but I'm not a sex god or anything." I say, chuckling slightly.
"Could've fooled me." She says, smirking at me as she sips her drink. I feel my ego bloom as I wink at her and try ignore the pull in my groin.
"Have you? Done anal?" I ask her. She shakes her head.
"I don't know if that's my thing. I always thought it might hurt." She tells me. I nod in understanding. It's not at the top of my list either.
"What position do you want to try?" I ask her, sitting up slightly and turning to face her more. She blushes slightly before speaking.
"I've never really done...from behind." She says quietly. I feel a laugh bubble in my chest and I try to fight it off, I really do, but in the end I can't and it bursts out.
"Why are you laughing?!" Bella asks, shocked at my reaction but giggling with me.
"I'm sorry. It was just the way you said, 'from behind'." I tell her. She giggles a little more in response. "I'd like to do that too." I tell her, my eyes meeting hers. She smiles slightly before looking away.
"What's your favourite part of my body?" She suddenly asks. I raise my eyebrows in surprise. I look at her, my eyes moving down over her body, or at least what I can see from here.
"Hmm" I hum, placing my glass down on the nightstand and moving the bag of popcorn out the way. "I don't know. I might have to do some research." I tease, moving over to her and pulling the covers down, exposing her to me. She laughs before I take her own glass and place it down on the nightstand. I kiss her softly, my tongue swiping against hers before I pull back.
"I really love your kisses." I tell her quietly before kissing down her neck to her collarbone. "And your neck..."
I then move my mouth further down her chest, kissing along the top of her breasts before sucking lightly on her nipple. Bella moans quietly, her hands going to my hair, scratching my scalp lightly.
"And these...these are pretty incredible," I tell her, pulling my mouth away from her breasts before moving further down her stomach, my tongue flicking into her belly button. She tastes of salt and skin and something uniquely Bella.
"And your stomach is so soft...so smooth." I groan slightly as I move to her hips, my hands holding her tightly and my mouth nipping lightly at the skin, drawing a breathy moan from her mouth.
"And your hips. Fuck...you have such curvy hips." I say, my voice deeper than before.
"Edward" Bella moans, turning her head to the side, her eyes fluttering as I get nearer to her centre.
"What baby?" I ask quietly, kissing along her abdomen. Suddenly, I'm pulled out of my dirty thoughts by her voice.
"Oh my god, what's that?" She says, leaning up on her elbows and staring at my closet.
"What?" I ask, a stab of unmasculine panic going through me.
If it's an axe murder I am not the guy for this. I never handled confrontation well...especially when naked.
"That?" She says, pushing me off of her slightly and standing up from the bed, pulling the closet door open and grabbing something from the floor. A moment later she turns around to face me, grinning triumphantly. In her hands she's holding a cowboy hat. "What is this Edward?" She says, giggling as she takes in my expression.
Fuck. I totally forgot that was even in there.
"A hat." I tell her, trying to ignore how my stomach feels right now.
It's just a hat. No big deal.
It's a fucking cowboy hat.
Good point.
"It's a cowboy hat" She says, giggling. "Why do you have it?" She asks, turning it over in her hands. I sigh, rolling onto my back and rubbing my hands over my face, my hard-on diminishing slightly from the initial fear of a murderer and now the embarrassment of being caught with a fucking cowboy hat.
"Remember when Emmett and I went with Jazz to Texas for Spring Break? You girls went to New York with Alice." I say, she nods before her eyes clear with understanding.
"And you bought a cowboy hat?!" She says laughing.
"Fuck off B it's not that funny." I tell her, trying to hide the smile threatening to spread across my face.
"It's totally fucking funny." She says, placing the hat on her head and looking at her reflection in the mirror.
"It suits you" I tell her, placing one arm behind me head and watching her as she turns to face me, grabbing her wine from the nightstand and taking a long sip. Looking at her now brings to mind a song I heard last week on the cab ride home. I lean over to my nightstand and grab my phone, finding my Spotify app.
"You better not be taking a fucking photo of me Cullen." She says, sipping her wine.
"I'm not. You just reminded me of a song I heard." I tell her, grinning when I find the right one and click to play. Suddenly, the room fills with the country guitar and Jon Pardi's voice floats through my phone speaker.
"I like this" Bella says after a minute of swaying her hips. "I'm quite partial to a country song" She says, making me chuckle.
"Me too." I tell her honestly. I normally wouldn't admit that but I feel like I can tell her anything and the third glass of wine has made me feel light and heady.
"Wanna stroll cowboy?" She says in a terrible Southern accent, the wine making her act silly and free. She knocks the brim of the hat with her index finger and winks at me. I can't help but laugh at her, then laugh harder as she starts to do this stupid dance in front of me, turning in a circle. She starts to sing along, spinning with her wine glass in her hand.
She's never looked better. Or more ridiculous.
"Dancing round the bedroom, moonlight through the window, country on the radio, silhouette beautiful" She sings in a sweet voice. "Sing it baby." She says to me making me laugh at her.
"Give me some of that, baby you look so good in nothing but my cowboy hat." I sing along with her, making her grin from ear to ear. A special smile just for me. As I lie there, looking at her standing completely naked in my bedroom wearing that stupid cowboy hat, I feel something stir in my chest. It's gone as quickly as it arrives and I know somehow that I'm not quite ready to feel it yet. I sit up, leaning my elbows on my knees as I watch her, the sheet covering my hardening cock. She laughs brightly as she points at me while singing, swaying her hips from side to side. I reach out, grabbing her hand and pulling her towards me.
She giggles as she falls into my lap, a knee on either side of my hips. I chuckle darkly at her and tilt the hat back slightly on her head leaning in to kiss her softly. She moves her free hand to my hair, holding my head to hers. She pulls away, breaking the kiss and takes the hat off, placing it on my own head.
"I'll admit, you look pretty hot" She tells me, grinning slightly. I laugh quietly at her before kissing her harder. She moans a little, placing her glass blindly down on the nightstand before leaning further into me, wrapping her arms around my neck. My own arms twist around her middle, holding her body to mine. We kiss heatedly for a few minutes until my lips are swollen.
"Edward" She moans quietly as my mouth moves to her neck.
"Mmm" I reply, sucking lightly on the soft skin behind her ear.
"I want you again" She moans. I pull my face back from her and meet her eyes.
"Yeah?" I ask quietly.
"Yeah" she says, taking the hat off my head and tossing it towards the closet. "But this time, I want you on top." She tells me. I grin at her before rolling us over, settling myself between her spread legs.
"Whatever you want baby" I say quietly, reaching over to grab another condom just as the next Jon Pardi song comes on. Ironically it's Night Shift.
Bella giggles as she hears the song and I quickly fix the condom to myself before pushing into her slowly. Bella lets out a small moan before her mouth finds mine. I move above her slowly, hitching her legs around my hips and keeping my weight off of her by leaning on my elbows.
"Urgh, yeah" She groans as I lift up slightly, tilting my hips to grind against her clit with each thrust.
"Fuck. I'm never gonna get enough of you." I moan into her hair, resting my head in the crook of her neck.
"Me too. You always feel so good." She moans, tightening her legs around my hips, pulling me further into her, making me groan.
"I want you all the time. I feel like I'm going mad." I tell her honestly, increasing the pace slightly. Bella gasps as I hit that magic spot inside her again.
"Right there" She moans quietly into my ear, making all the hair on the back of my neck stand on end.
"Urgh yeah baby" I groan, focusing my efforts on that spot. I can feel the tingle of my orgasm in the base of my spine and move my face back to hers, kissing her hard.
"I'm gonna cum" she whimpers against my lips making me groan. I continue to move over her, swallowing her moans and gasps, her hands clinging to my shoulders and her legs tightening around my hips even more. Within a few seconds, Bella is falling over the edge, dragging me with her. I groan into her mouth, as my orgasm hits me, my kisses swallow her whimpers as she shakes around me. When we finally come down I pull away from her mouth, my eyes meeting hers. She gives me a goofy grin and I can't help but give her one back.
"I need to clean up" I say quietly. Bella nods as I pull out of her and remove the condom, tossing it in the bin before grabbing my phone and turning off the music.
"You tired?" I whisper, looking over my shoulder at her. She nods, stifling a yawn.
"You wore me out Cullen." She says with a chuckle. I chuckle along with her.
"Why don't you use the bathroom and I'll lock up." I say, sitting up and swinging my legs out of the bed. I grab some boxers and slide them on before heading into the kitchen, placing our plates in the dishwasher before turning it on. I check that the door is locked before flicking off the lights and heading back to the bedroom. Bella's standing by my dresser, slipping her nightshirt over her head. She smiles at me before crawling back into bed. I give her a small smile before quickly heading into the bathroom. I take care of business before cleaning my teeth and heading back to my room.
"Shall I turn off?" Bella asks, pointing to the side light.
"Yeah" I nod, lying back on the pillows. She flicks the light off before lying down next to me.
"Come here." I say, opening my arms and pulling her into my body.
"You sure?" she says quietly, resting her head on my shoulder. I nod, wrapping my arms around her, keeping her tight to my side. We lie like that for a while, my hands slowly moving up and down her back, my eyes watching the shadows dance in front of my face, my breathing steady.
"Hey Bella?" I whisper into the dark.
"Yeah?" She whispers back, her voice loud in the otherwise silent room.
"I really like you." I whisper. I feel her giggle quietly against my body.
"I really like you too Edward." She whispers back. Even though I knew her feelings, hearing her say those words out loud makes my heartbeat race and my skin tingle. I grin into the dark before squeezing her tightly. A few minutes later, my eyes start to droop and I bury my nose in her hair, breathing her scent in deeply. Soon, I'm sound asleep.