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Blink opened his eyes slowly his eyes burning from the light that shined in on him.

"He's awake. Kloppman, he's awake." Mush called out.

Blink tried to sit up but was soon pushed back down by Mush. "Hey careful Blink."

Blink sat back down and closed his eyes. Once they were shut memories of what had happened flooded into his mind. He felt his heart being crushed again. He rolled to his side and curled up into a ball as tears fell from his eyes. "God…Becca. No."

Mush frowned and looked to the doorway glad when Kloppman entered. He had no idea how to help his friend and he hated that. Kloppman motioned for Mush to leave as he walked over to Blink. Mush nodded and headed out the door to tell everyone that Blink was awake.

"How are you feelin'?"

"She's gone. I couldn't save her. I promised her and I…"he broke down. Kloppman patted his back.

"Her funeral is today…"he informed him. He didn't know how Blink would react but he needed to know.

Blink waved him away. "I need to be alone." He said his voice shaky with emotion. Kloppman sighed and stood up.

"Call if you need anything." He said sadly as he walked out the door.

(Ok the break line is not working so now im going to just put 'break' in perenthesis so youll know when theres suppose to be a line. I know i Know why dont I create my own. Because it wont stick. I tried it and apparently hates me. :( ))

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Blink looked down at the wooden casket that encased Rebecca. I'm so sorry I let you down. You would still be here if I hadn't entered in your life. He shook his head, mentally kicking himself. I'll get him. He'll pay for what he's done. I will always love you Becca. Don't forget that, my beautiful flower girl. Blink walked up and dropped a flower on her casket and turned away as they started to throw dirt on it.

Snaps walked up to Blink. "You gonna be ok?" she asked him slipping her arm through his.

"The girl I loved, just died and your wondering if I'm gonna be ok. What do you think?" he growled and pulled away from her. "Just leave me alone." He headed off leaving Snaps staring after him.

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Snaps wiped the tear from her cheek as she looked over at Blink's bunk. She couldn't take it anymore. She blamed herself terribly for what happened. She swung her bag over her shoulder and walked over to his bunk laying the folded up paper on his pillow.

"I will always love you Blink." She said quietly and then went out the window.

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Blink didn't know where he was going he was just walking. He was thinking of ways to get back at Rebecca's father and knew it would be near impossible.

He stopped and looked up. He was standing in front of the alley where he had first told her he loved her. He remembered how she was ashamed for cutting her hair. He shook his head.

"You were always beautiful." He said aloud to himself. His anger grew again as it fed his bitterness. He narrowed his eyes and started walking again.

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Blink pulled the gun out of his pocket. The past hour had been a blur to him. He barely remembered going to the bar and getting drunk and then buying the gun from the man in the alley. He soon found himself in front of Rebecca's house staring up at her window. He started to climb the gutter. He slipped a few times and almost fell from the balcony, finding it harder to balance in his drunken state.

He frowned, finding the window locked. He hit it with the gun breaking it and then reaching in to unlock it. He opened the window and climbed in. His eyes had to refocus to the dark room and what he found angered him more. The room was cleaned and was now filled with photos of the family members minus Rebecca. It also had a piano and sitting couch in it. His anger grew more and he opened the door walking out. He walked down the steps to the next floor where he knew the rest of the family had slept.

Blink slowly opened the first door and frowned, finding himself in a closet.

"Stupid closet.' He growled and closed the door. "Now where are you Mr. Dick head." He frowned, his words slightly slurred.

He was rewarded when he opened the next door finding Rebecca's parents sleeping quietly in their bed. He laughed lightly but it was a hollow empty laugh. Rebecca's father mumbled something in his sleep and rolled over facing Blink.

Blink looked into his face and took a step closer his hip knocking into a small table by the door and something fell to the floor breaking.

"Wha…what's going on?" Her father woke up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. "Who's there?" he said his eyes slowly making out Blinks form.

"Say your prayers." He said and raised the gun. He hesitated for a second then fired a shot into his arm sending him back. His wife woke up at the gunfire.

"Warren? Oh my god!" she screamed.

"Jenny get out." He said his breath shaky as he held onto his bleeding arm.

Blink moved forward and shot at him again this time hitting him in the shoulder. He shot one more time this time nailing him between the eyes. He fell back onto his wife who was trying to scramble off the bed. Her screams continued to ring throughout the house.

Blink scrambled to the window just as Adrianna ran in with a candle. When she saw the bloody mess on the bed she became hysterical herself. Blink opened the window quickly and jumped down onto the fire escape and hurried away dropping the gun in the garbage.