A/N: Ohayo! Another songfic. My second in total, but my first one for MR. Also my first posted MR fic. I've got another that my beta, Yaoinessdotcom is reading, so I will post that later.

This is "I wish I had an Angel" by the wonderful band Nightwish. Hope you enjoy it

I wish I had an angel

For one moment of love

I wish I had your angel tonight

"Max is mine." How many times had I said that to the other Erasers before a fight? How many more times would I have to suffer the humiliation of failing to bring her with me? I loved Max, no matter what others believed. Even if I was only eight years old. I wanted her, and I would have her.

Deep into a dying day

I took a step outside an innocent heart

Prepare to hate me fall when I may

This night will hurt you like never before

I used to hate her, and her freak show of a family. My father loved them more than he loved me, and I knew it. He left me to keep them safe when I was three. THREE! I used to want to kill her on sight, making sure I tore her limb from limb. But that hate faded, becoming a mild annoyance at never being able to catch her. Then, one mission, I realized I loved her, and that she belonged to me.

Old loves they die hard

Old lies they die harder

She stole my only family, the loneliness driving me to become what I was now. I wanted to be like them, because if I were, if I became a mutant, my father would love me, as he loved them. But he didn't, only looked on me with mild disgust. Of course, when he learnt of my ambition to own Max he was proud of me, but only for following my wants, not because of any paternal feelings toward me.

I wish I had an angel

For one moment of love

I wish I had your angel

Your Virgin Mary undone

I'm in love with my lust

Burning angelwings to dust

I wish I had your angel tonight

When I caught her, the first thing I would have to do was take her wings. They were so perfect, but they were a danger, while they still belonged to her, I would never be able to keep her. Once they were gone, she was mine, to do with what I pleased.

Greatest thrill

Not to kill

But to have the prize of the night

Hypocrite

Wannabe friend

13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

Part of me was a murderer, but sometimes it was thrilling to be able to leave someone alive, for later challenges, or to take them alive. If I had them as prisoners, maybe daddy would love me again. They betrayed me, and I wanted, needed, to punish them for that, in any way possible.

Last dance, first kiss

Your touch my bliss

Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

Because of them, I lost my child hood, lost all chance of a normal life, experiencing everything that, if I had been 'normal' would have been given, and taken for granted. Maybe I could still live those moments, with Max at my side, two freaks in a world full of perfect humans.

I wish I had an angel

For one moment of love

I wish I had your angel

Your Virgin Mary undone

I'm in love with my lust

Burning angelwings to dust

I wish I had your angel tonight

One day I would find her. I would get her, and she would be mine, forever. But for now, another attack by night, another chance that I would somehow fail to take. It was becoming like a routine.

"Remember, Maximum Ride is MINE"

A/N: Well, was it good? Tell me in a review! I love to hear from my readers, and some pplz are so nice to me! I don't care if I get flames, but really, they aren't much fun.

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