Gippal let go quickly and now regretting what he just did and gave me the stupid look.

"It's raining" Baralai said in a calm and soothing voice

I felt horrible when I felt a rain drop land on my shoulder, It pricked me like a heavy piece of hail. Suddenly my insides ached and I turned around with a tickling sensation in my mouth and vomited seeing not stuff but blood and I fell backwards ready to faint, when at the last second felt a pair of reassuring hands grab me, then my world was black yet again, then in the next couple of seconds found Gippal and the others next to me with a burning fire set up, it was night, the birds where calling, the breeze was light, the atmosphere was perfect.

I saw the group talking causally in a random conversation, Wakka and Gippal where sitting on a huge log (of course with Wakka holding his child) and Gippal with a beautiful eye looking at me with a spark of serenity, then I blinked again now seeing him and Wakka talking to the others.

"Hello guys" I said unsure and unsteadily, afraid of looking like a clown

They all looked at me with friendly smiles printed on their faces and delights just waiting to be set free.

"hey Rikku you okay" Wakka said in his easy and carefree voice

"Yeah alright for a person like myself" I said Happily (covering the frown inside)

I quickly jumped up uncomfortably in front of the others and smiled in the way that made me unsure of my surroundings.

I thought if I said something causal It would break the silence so I said "well do you guys know the time" the faces where happily gazing in mine, a couple where looking at their watches then.

"time for sleep" Paine said dully

So there I was In a bed in Lulu's hut haunted by myself at what 11:30,well its better than to dream again in my sleep, I heard talking outside, I knew it was not Yuna and Tidus or Paine because I know all of my friends voices, it was ……… Gippal, Baralai, Nooj and Lulu … wired.

Everything felt warm, comfortable and perfect, something inside didn't feel lovely, something felt missing, the quality of life is slumbering never to wake again since I remember the blood, the cries and the hunger for a saved soul, and as I am now lying in bed I hear from the voices.

"look, as much as I love cid's girl she's acting very wired and fragile I guess " Gippal stated In the last part though he was murmering he was also using his 'oh I am so cool' tone (reminding you I am not stalking him)

"I don't know what she is thinking or what is happening" Lulu spoke wisely, "I think she was learned the weakness of depression"

"NO!…I mean sorry" Nooj said sarcastically

"what could lie in that brain of hers" Baralai said jokingly although hes jokes are not funny or cool there just lame and at this point of time no use

Baralai was making wired noises softly (it sounded like a pregnant male cow)

"Lets think another day please" Nooge said

"yeah a man needs his beauty sleep" Baralai joked

"yeah a man needs a wet dream" Gippal said, pleased at himself (I wonder how long it took him to prepare for that show)

Then afterwards all I could hear where the footsteps trailing of to their huts (and Baralai cracking his pants)

I looked at the candle burning so brightly, burning with hope and justice. I felt not just warm on the outside but on the inside too. So I lay until my eyesight was formed into a pit of darkness, this could be the best dream I have had in ages.