A/N: Hey thanks for the reviews. I love Sellie so it's fun writing it and everything. Someone also put it in his or her C2 community and that's so cool thank you. I never update this soon but I couldn't wait to see where my mind takes me. Oh BTW I don't have this planned or written out or anything so if you have any suggestions please tell me. Sorry to say but my next update won't be until like Wednesday or Thursday, I'm going to a different city so sorry but that will give me time to think more and hopefully start writing it. Ok I hope you like this.
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Chapter 2: Scream: Not fine
The kitchen was quite with a whole lot of emotion shock, fear, worry, and even a little disbelief.
They didn't know what to say they loved Ellie and to hear this about her. She promised she wouldn't do it anymore that's what Sean said, but I guess you can't really of expected her to keep that promise when Sean himself broke his promise to her. Plus with everything going on how could she stay true to her words. How could they not have know or at least suspected this.
"I can't believe this. I mean she seems so ok, so kept together all the time. I guess it was an act to keep us from worrying." Emma was on the verge of tears she couldn't believe Ellie was doing it again.
"Like that's suppose to make me feel any better. She told me she wasn't going back to that, she said she wouldn't do it again. I want to be mad at her but I can't." Alex wasn't crying but you could hear that she wanted to in her voice. She had been there when Ellie was going through the pain of losing her dad and she said that it wasn't going to happen.
"Oh my... I feel horrible. I saw her I think one day. I walked in the bathroom and she was getting dressed and I saw her hide something and I saw blood on the floor it wasn't a lot so I didn't assume anything when she said she cut herself shaving. But man that was over a month ago." Jimmy was dumbfound at the fact that he could have seen this over a month ago and not thought nothing of it.
Wait, over a month ago? You mean this has been going on for over a month?" Emma was now mind blown at this. She spent time with Ellie and she didn't know anything about it.
"I guess. So what's the plan? I mean do we confront her as a group?" Jimmy wanted to do something anything. He couldn't imagine something bad happening to Ellie.
"No we can't, at least not today. It's her birthday and what with Sean coming back and all it's already going to be bad." Jay had already planned this out. He didn't want to ruin her birthday and he didn't want to just come right out and say it so he was going to wait until he knew for sure what he was going to do.
"So we wait and then what go up to her and say "hey El let me see your arm." No way that wouldn't do any good." Emma was trying to be sensible and think of ways to approach this without Ellie freaking out.
"I can't wait around and do nothing knowing she's in there hurting herself. What if something happens, what if she cuts to deep?" Alex was mad, mad at the fact that she couldn't do anything to help her friend.
"Then what do you suppose we do Alex huh? If we just throw it all on her she's going to freak out and run and hurt herself. I agree with Jay we need to wait and come up with a plan." Jimmy didn't want to wait either but what could he do.
"So we wait and plan it out. Tomorrow at breakfast we sit down and discuss it. But there has to be no sympathy. Sean said she hated it when people tried to get all sympathetic and try to make her get help. We simply tell her were worried and that we understand why she's doing it and that we're here for her, but we wish she would stop." Jay was satisfied with his plan, which would work as long as no one yelled or cried.
"Oh G-d what about Sean, I mean he's coming back and he's going to want a place to stay and Ellie's going to be upset and Sean can't know she's doing it again. As much as I'm mad at him for leaving her he can't no he was one of the reasons no one should be forced to live with guilt of knowing that." Emma was right they all agreed Sean couldn't find out about this.
"So where's he going to stay? My mom and dad would freak and say hell no just at the mention of someone else staying there especially a boy." Emma really couldn't her parents already had to take care of Manny; they would not be up for taking care of anyone else other than their own kids.
"Well he defiantly can't stay at my place I mean my mom would either try to hit on him or her boyfriend would hit him. My place is out of the question." Alex answered knowing what would happen and plus she was pissed at Sean and would probably cuss him out.
"So I guess that leaves my place. Fine my parents are never home anyway, but only for a couple of weeks." Jimmy agreed. It had all been settled just in time to because Ellie just opened her door and came into the living room first looking around the room suspiciously and then into the kitchen.
Alexandria Renée Nunez, if you do not get in this kitchen and clean up right now the only places you'll be going for the next two weeks are and bed." Ellie joked thinking everyone was still in the kidding mood. After a "Play along act natural" look from Jay Alex got up and went along with it.
"Yes ma'am, sorry mom." Alex joked back half-heartedly. Jimmy tried to lighten the mood and started laughing.
"Ha ha busted, slacking on the job." Ellie turned to Jimmy and gave him a playful stern look.
"Just for that you have to help her." Emma was about to laugh but saw that Ellie was going to give her the same punishment if she did so she stifled the laugh.
"But ma..." Jimmy protested but Ellie cut him off.
"Don't you but ma me you know better than to make fun." Ellie was enjoying this and so were Emma and Jay. The mood had lightened and all was back to normal again.
Jay sat down on the couch and Emma slid onto the couch and rested her head in Jay's lap, which ensured a suspicious look from Ellie and everyone else as they walked over and sat down. Ellie was in her bean bag chair that she loved so much and Jimmy and Alex were sitting together in the love seat.
"I think Daddy's steppin out ma." Alex joked seeing Emma and Jay hugged up on the couch.
"Yeah mom, I think he's having an affair. Better call the lawyer and I will not go along in the custody battle. I choose to stay with mom." Jimmy was laughing at his own statement along with Alex.
"Jay how could you do this to me? I thought you loved me, it's over and I'm taking the kids."
Ellie, Alex and Jimmy bust out laughing and Jay and Emma sat slightly amused but still didn't move.
"Ha ha you guys are so funny, Emma don't you think they're just so funny?" Jay was speaking sarcastically. They all laughed and joked about it.
"No but seriously what's up with you two, do ya'll like secretly go out or something?" Ellie asked, only because she knew Jay liked Em and Em liked Jay so she wanted them to get together.
"No we don't there's nothing going on. Ellie you lay in my lap all the time." Jay told her he was right but this was different he knew, Emma knew it, hell everyone knew it.
"Yeah but remember I'm like your little sister, so it doesn't count. I mean you never do it with Alex." Everyone laughed but Ellie she didn't catch on.
"Thank G-d for that." Seeing that Ellie didn't get it she told her what they were laughing at. "Ellie think about the last line you said.
Oh, eww, guys I didn't mean it like that." Ellie laughed at how slow she was and at what she said.
"I know what you meant Ellie and Jay and I are just friends nothing more right Jay." Jay simply nodded his head thinking that he wanted to be more than friends.
"Ok whatever. So let's take it to a vote. Who thinks Emma and Jay should get together?" Everyone raised their hand even Jay which caused everyone to start laughing.
"Jay, you voted against me on the subject?" Emma asked not really playing but more serious. She wanted to go out with Jay and she hoped that he was serious.
"Well of course you knew I liked you." Jay looked down at her and she smiled at him who caused Jimmy and Ellie to go aw and Alex to go ew.
"So then it's settled Emma and Jay go out. That's so cool Em and Jay me and Alex..." Jimmy stopped noticing what he was getting at he could hit himself but he was to late Alex did it for him.
"No guys it's ok, I'm cool. I have to go to the bathroom I'll be right back." Ellie got up to leave but only made it to the hall as Jay called out.
"Eleanor Mackenzie Nash hold it right there." She stopped and turned around to look at him, a bit suspicious and surprised he used her whole name. But she didn't have much time to think about it as the doorbell rang. Jay quickly found a cover up.
"Will you answer the door please?" Everyone looked at Jay like as to say "you idiot". But all he could do was mouth I'm sorry. Ellie walked to the door and answered it. There was an excited Manny and a confused looking Craig standing there. Manny didn't even wait to be invited in she just ran over to the couch and grabbed Emma's hand. Craig walked in and sat down.
"Sorry guys she asked me to drive her over here and didn't tell me why hope we're not intruding ." Craig apologized as the rest just shrugged and wondered what the hell was up with Manny.
"Em you'll never believe who I just saw at the dot." Manny was obviously excited as the rest of them except Craig and Ellie caught on. They had to get Ellie out of the room before she heard.
"Um hold on, Ellie where's your cell phone?" Emma asked trying to get rid of her.
"In the room why?" Ellie wanted to hear what Manny was talking about so she really wasn't paying much attention to Emma's plan.
"I think I heard it ring." Ellie eyed her suspiciously and looked around the room and everyone except Manny and Craig nodded so she went to go see.
"Em what did you do that for, whatever anyway I saw Sean at the dot. He was so cute you guys should totally hook back up. Well I set it up for you anyway 'cause you were talking about how Craig and me are always together and so now you'll have someone to hang out with. And don't worry about Ellie I made sure she wasn't going to be in the picture. Anyways I told him you were over here and he should be here in about five minutes. Em aren't you excited, you can get back together with your first love. This is so cool." Manny seemed to be the only one that looked excited. Emma had her mouth open in shock, Jay closed his eyes and threw his head back banging it on the couch a couple times, Jimmy shook his head and leaned his head back to, and Alex was just expressionless. Even Craig had more expression his matched Emma's a little.
"Manny three things. First you had no right to meddle. Second I have people to hang out with, and third what do you mean you made sure Ellie was out of the picture. Did he say he didn't like her anymore?" Emma was a little curious she knew how devious Manny could be.
"Oh no I just told him that Ellie had totally hooked up with someone else. Bye the way there was no ringing phone is she really that dumb to believe it to be gone this long." Manny said this and Jay shot up realizing Ellie had been gone a long time. Then it hit him he remembered she tried to get away earlier. He figured the rest of them just realized it to 'cause they all had a worried look on there face.
"El, what's taking you so long?" No answer Jay got up and was about to go after hr when the doorbell rang. Trouble was about to ensure. He went and answered the door and there stood Sean Cameron smiling. Manny squealed and dragged him inside.
"Hey guys what's up?" He in return got a look of evil from Alex who got up and went to find Ellie Emma just looked at him Craig said hi and Jimmy said hey.
Alex walked into Ellie's room and didn't se her there so she went to the bathroom and saw Ellie sitting on the floor crying while she was holding her bloody arm and the razor set next to her. Alex ran over to her and grabbed a towel and covered her arm.
"Alex I'm so sorry you shouldn't see me like this. I know how painful it is for you." Ellie was referring to the time Alex came over and saw Ellie's arm covered in blood she called 911 and she almost died. Alex had agreed to keep it a secret as long as Ellie agreed to stop. Ellie was crying and apologizing at the same time.
"Oh Ellie it's ok I'm here. I should be the one apologizing I let this happen, I'm so sorry." It would have been amazing if Ellie were in the right state of mind, to see Alex was actually crying. Alex ran back in the living room with tears in her eyes. Everyone turned to look at her. Jay asked was it Ellie without even speaking. Alex nodded as Emma became to cry and Jay's eyes started to water.
"Damn it." Jay yelled before he took off Craig, Manny and Sean looked confused not understanding what was going on. They all stood there then they heard a bang and yelling. The yelling was so clear like they were close.
"Damn it come on." Jay was yelling at Ellie as she tried to fight with him.
"No Jay I 'm sorry please I'm so sorry". Ellie was crying in his arms.
"Alex what the hell is going on? Who's he talking to?" Sean asked a little disturbed at what he could have just walked in to.
"How bad is it?" Jimmy asked still leaving the others confused
"I don't know she was crying but only made one." Alex responded not answering Sean question.
"Ok will someone please tell me what's going on here; 'cause I'm starting to get a little freaked out." Sean asked but no one answered his question at the time Jay walked he looked as if he'd been crying.
"How is she?" Emma asked as she went over to Jay and he wrapped her in a hug and received a suspicious look from Craig Manny and Sean.
"She's ok for now, I gave her some sleeping pills. Don't worry I took the bottle. Um Craig Manny I think you guys should leave now. Sean you'll be staying at Jimmy's is that ok?" But before anybody could move Ellie walked in and went over to Jay who had let Emma go.
"Hey I don't want the pills. Guys I'm so sorry I know I promised." Ellie didn't see Sean or Manny and Craig.
"It's ok maybe you should get back to bed." Jay said trying to block Sean from view. Ellie was talking so low that only Jay, Emma, Alex, and Jimmy could hear.
"No I have to say this. Guys I'm so sorry." Jay was still trying to cover Sean's view as he was trying to see. He didn't notice Ellie swaying. Then Emma screamed and it became apparent Jay looked down and saw what Emma was screaming at. Ellie had blood all over her arm. Sean and Manny and Craig had moved around and saw the scene before them a little more as Ellie passed out.
""Ellie damn it girl you stay with me. Someone call 911." Alex started screaming and Emma broke down crying on the floor Craig called 911 as Jimmy ran over to Ellie and started trying to help Jay. Sean had just realized what happened as Jay was screaming for Ellie to get up all Sean could do was stand there then he spoke one single word.
"Ellie."
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