Kurt teleported to the other side of the fence, where the girl had disappeared.

I was about to phase through, but then I saw a tree right next to the fence and an idea came to me.

I climbed up and smirked as I got a really good view. I could see Kurt and the girl without being seen by them.

Now I could examine the girl better.

She had short brown hair with white bangs, her clothes were in dark colors, a black skirt and a see through dark green shirt, inside she wore a black tank top and black boots. Her make-up was purple lipstick and eye shadow.

She also wore a black glove on her right hand its length stopped at her wrist.

But why only one glove?

Is it a styling thing?

"I used to be like you, you know, I didn't know who I was or what to do, I was afraid to show my face. Can you believe it?" said Kurt, waving his hair, and surprisingly his words had an effect on the girl.

She seemed so lost and scared, I could relate.

Kurt suddenly looked up at me and then she saw me.

She gasped

"You!" She said with wide eyes, fear had gripped her.

"It's okay," I said as I got down

"No, you are not going to take me!" She yelled

She tried to run, but Kurt grabbed her by the shoulders.

In an attempt to free herself, she hit Kurt's image inducer and his true form was revealed.

The girl screamed and pushed him away.

But when her right hand met his face, they both cried out in pain.

I shoved both of them away from each other. When the girl hit the ground, she disappeared, she teleported.

I turned to Kurt and my eyes widened.

I panicked at the sight. Kurt was lying unconscious on the ground.

"Oh shit, oh shit, Kurt, can you hear me?" I asked, rushing to him.

I placed my hand on his neck, searching for his pulse, thank God he had one.

"What the hell am I supposed to do now?" I asked myself, out loud.

"Wait, Jean said that she can hear my thoughts," I talked to myself again.

"Jean? Jean? Can you hear me? Please Jean! Redhead!" I screamed in my head.

"Kathryn, slow down, get your thoughts in order," she said in my head.

"It's Kurt, she did something to him,he passed out! What if he's in a coma? What if this is my fault, I should have done something, I could have stopped it," I said, looking at Kurt's now vulnerable body.

"Hey, relax, everything is going to be okay, help is on the way, didn't expect you to care about Kurt,"she said, and cut the connection between our minds.

I don't care about him, maybe a bit, or a bit more than a bit.

I can't believe it. I have been mean to him all day long,

Why am I such a fucking mess?

-Time skip -

Half an hour had passed and no sign of the others. She said help was on the way, and if so, where were they?

A sudden rain shower had started, so I moved Kurt onto my lap and hugged him tightly, trying to protect him from the elements.

"Come on Kurt, wake up, I may not be a big fan of sudden teleportations, but it started working for me," I whispered to him, waiting for an answer, maybe just a movement, but nothing happened.

How could I let this happen to him?

"I am sorry, I didn't mean to be mean or make you feel bad about yourself, I just don't know how the hell to care for someone, even though I know I do, I don't know how to open up, how to be supportive. I don't know shit, okay!? And believe it or not, if I could take your place right now, I would, because you are good, you are kind, you're funny, and I am stupid, aggressive, and mean. You were trying to approach me ever since I came to the Institute, but I guess I am unapproachable."

I yelled at him, but he didn't even flinch.

He couldn't hear me.

My tears were now one with the raindrops, both falling on the cold, wet ground.

I took a deep breath and tried to pull myself together and control of my emotions.

-Time Skip-

The rain had stopped and so had my tears.

"Half pint" I heard Logan shout.

"Over here!" I yelled back, my voice dry and barely audible.

He jumped over the fence and ran to me and Kurt.

"Are you alright?" he asked me as he took Kurt into his arms.

I nodded.

He didn't seem convinced but didn't push the matter farther.

"Let's go," he said softly.

A tone of his voice which I haven't heard since the day we met, somehow it relaxed me.

We walked into a destroyed graveyard.

"What the hell happened here?" I asked

It was as if a hurricane and a float had passed by at the same time.

I spotted Jean, Scott, the professor, and an unconscious Ororo, who Scott was holding in his arms.

I noticed Logan's eyes widen when he noticed Ororo, he must really care about her.

I wish someone will care about me the same way someday.

When we finally reach them, Logan was standing next to the professor.

"What happened?" asked Logan

"The girl touched Storm, and she absorbed her powers, which she couldn't control," said the Professor.

Well, that explains the mess and the sudden storm, I was wet from head to toe and so were the others.

"I also think that someone else was involved in this," the professor said and Logan sniffed the air and growled.

"Mystique," Logan said.

I was sure I had heard this name before, and then it hit me.

"Wait, do you mean the lady with the blue skin who almost beat me to death?" I asked before I could stop myself.

Logan bit his lip.

"Yes, that one," he said, and once I met his eyes, I saw anger in them.

He looked away immediately.

Everyone's attention was focused on Kurt, who began to move.

"What?" asked Kurt, and Logan slowly let him down .

As soon as Kurt regained his balance, Logan walked over to Ororo and took her from Scott's hands.

"Seems like I have lost a big party," he said, while looking around.

"I am glad you are okay," I said uneasily.

"Me too," he said, rubbing his head.

"I feel dizzy," he said, and began falling to the ground.

I grabbed him by his waist and put his arm around my shoulders.

"Don't you dare! You are not passing out on me again!" I said and he smiled at me.

"Aww, you care," he said and laughed

"Do not challenge me, Wagner, because I'll drop you," I said, causing jean and Scott to laugh, and the professor to shake his head in annoyance.

-Time skip-

I was sitting at the edge of the balcony and stared up at the night sky.

The stars were bright, but the moon was hidden behind dark clouds.

Everyone else had gone to bed for the night, but I couldn't, I wasn't ready, the thought of Kurt kept me awake.

Today I told him, I admitted that I cared about him.

But do I really?

How can I know that I really do?

What if I think I am doing it, but in reality, I am not?

I groaned in frustration.

I thought that everything would be easier once I came to the institute, but no.

I am still a mess.

"Trouble sleeping?" I heard someone say and I gasped.

"It's me," Kurt said and sat down next to me on the balcony.

"Sorry, I should have known, who else would come out of nowhere in my room, in the middle of the night," I said, laughing at being so talkative.

"The stars are beautiful tonight, too bad the moon is hidden behind the clouds," he said and I smiled.

I nodded.

That was exactly what I was thinking.

"You know, when I was sad, I used to climb on the roof of my house and stare at the night sky. No one could see me there. I would think about my appearance and how much people hated me for it and that it was all my fault somehow," he said and I looked at him.

It must be hard growing up being hated for the way you look.

"It isn't your fault, none of it was your fault, bad things just happen," I said, trying to comfort him.

"Exactly!" he said his voice full of joy and a huge grin spread across his face.

"What?" I asked, surprised at his sudden change of mood.

"Bad things happen, but that does not mean everything is bad, for example, if I wasn't blue and fuzzy, I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't have met you, Professor Scott and Jean. What I am trying to say, we are lucky to even exist at all"

He said, and I scoffed.

"Yeah, lucky to exist," I said.

"Oh, come on, Katzchen. There must be something that you like about your life" he said raising his eyebrows at me.

"My powers, I guess," I said unsure.

"What, does that mean I am not one of the good things about your life? Katchen, you shattered my heart in pieces," he said playfully as he pretended to be hurt, his smile never leaving his face.

"That wasn't what I meant," I said, laughing awkwardly.

"That means I am one of the good things in your life," he said smirking and his face coming so close to mine.

I burst out laughing and pushed his face away from mine.

"Half-pint! Elf! Go to your rooms," Logan shouted from his room, which was right next to mine but had no balcony, just a window

Me and Kurt were trying to suppress our laughter, but it was impossible.

I could get used to this!