Yea I know I suck huge for not updating in forever, but I was stuck, big time writers block, and between this story and my other one, I was going INSANE trying to come up with new ideas, and when I came up with new ideas, they pretty much SUCKED HUGE, anyway hope you guys are still with me, and I hope you like this chapter, and THANK YOU, so much for those of you who reviewed, it makes me feel Special, to know people actually like what I write.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN INSTANT STAR OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS.
(Chapter Six)
In Studio A
Quest: what is this all about Jude? He asked taking a seat on his chair, and motioning for Jude to take the seat right across from him. Jude did as instructed, she then put her head down, not wanting him to see the hurt in her eyes, come on Jude, you know you can tell me anything, he spoke softly, she looked up at him, and told him everything, and how it would be weird for her and Tommy to work with each other, and how she's pissed that he told her to forget what they shared.
Quest: wow, was all he could say
Jude: yea, she sighed
Jude: you know what, I don't even care, I'm happy to be working here, with you, this made Quest smile, he secretly had a crush on Jude a while back, when he first met her, but never acted on his feelings, because of the o- so obvious reasons.
Quest: girl, stop playing, you know if it wasn't for the "incident" you would still want Tom as your producer.
Jude: nope, I get to have you now, she said jokingly flirting, he kept smiling flirting with her back, he moved his chair closer to hers, and softly said, ooh so you're happy I am your producer. he said in a flirtatious tone.
Jude: yup, you know, I don't know how I'm going to get any work done with you looking all sexy.
Quest: same here, your looking good today... in last weeks jeans, he said flirtatiously cracking a joke, Jude playfully slapped his arm, then put her arms around his neck, as he was putting arms towards his waist, someone made a ridiculously obvious fake cough sound, they, both turned there gaze towards the door, and saw Tommy standing there with his arms crossed over his chest, and an evil look in his eyes.
Tommy: so sorry to interrupt fun time between Artist and Producer, he said loudly, Quest pulled his hands away from Jude, but she kept her arms around Quest' neck
Jude: it's ok we're just having a little careless fun, you know when it's over with we'll just pretend it never happened, she said sarcastically, Quest, feeling awkward took Jude's arms off from around his neck, she looked at him puzzled.
Tommy: Jude stop acting like a little girl,
Jude: you know Quest doesn't think of me as a little girl, in fact, he was just telling me how hot I looked today, Tommy grew furious at both of them.
(Quest thinking): Tommy looks pissed right now, I like Jude but I can't go there, first she is so in-love with him second of all I gave Tommy that whole lecture yesterday about him being to old for her, and I am only a year younger than him, I could get in serious trouble, and last but not least he his completely in-love with her, any idiot can see that, just by the way he looks at her, snapping out of his thoughts, Jude and Tommy continued to argue.
Tommy: you fired me off of your album, because of what happened last night didn't you? He said rather loudly.
Jude: you know what Tommy, I just want to get to work I don't want to argue anymore she said while rubbing her eye's, exhausted from lack of sleep, Tommy could tell she was exhausted and decided to grab his belongings, and leave, after grabbing his things he headed towards the door, he turned around and looked at Jude, she was looking back at him with sympathetic eyes.
Tommy: Jude, can we at least talk... alone, I really think we need to talk, she could sense the hurt in his voice, but she quickly said, I can't, I'm busy, I have to record, and then when I'm done I have to...ummm...go home and ummm...clean the house.
(Jude thinking): clean the house, is that the best I could do, maybe he'll buy it
Tommy: clean your house, come on Jude I'm not that naive
Jude: it's true Tommy, I have to go and clean, and besides we have nothing to talk about anymore, when you were my producer yes, but your not anymore so therefor we have nothing to discuss, she said not being able to look at him
Tommy: really, Jude, that' how you've always thought of me... as just your producer?
Jude: Tommy, don't even give me that, it was you who said that you were my PRODUCER, and nothing could ever happen, and that I should forget it, she said her voice cracking from emotion.
Tommy: yes, I said all of that, but it doesn't mean that I don't care about you as more then my artist, I said it, so things can be easier, he said, with every word dripping with sadness.
Jude: you know what Tom, things are going to be soooo much easier now, ok I'm not your artist anymore, we don't have see, or speak to each other, anymore, now is this she said pointing a finger at Tommy then back to herself, finished, I really need to record now sooo... she said this then rolled her eyes. Tommy couldn't believe how cold she was being towards him, I mean yea he deserved some coldness for what happened, but she was acting so different, he really started to wonder, if she really did ever care about him, as much as he cares about her, here she was the LOVE of his life, and yes he finally let himself admit it last night when he couldn't sleep tossing and turning thinking about the kiss he share with Jude, it wasn't just a kiss, it was everything, like there hearts, and souls had become one, or so he thought, right now he felt as though the world caved in on him, and shattered his heart, he put his head down and said: ok Jude, you never want to see, or speak to me again, I'll respect that, but just know that I haven't thought of you as just my Artist in a long time, he then turned his back, head hung low, and made is way out of the Studio A, Jude had her back towards Quest but he could here her soft sobs.
Quest: Jude are you ok? He ask ever so lightly placing a hand on her shoulder.
Jude: yea I'll be fine, it was best, ya know for my album, he'll be fine right ?she asked turning to look Quest in the eye, with tears pouring down hers.
Quest: yea I'm sure he'll be fine, but I know he's going to miss working with you,Jude you have to understand how hard it is for Tom to admit his feelings, and I'm pretty sure that's the real reason he told you to forget that kiss, he's scared Jude, scared of how he feels, and scared he's going to hurt you, trust me I've known him 10 years, I know how he gets, he said brushing away her tears.
Jude: thanks Quest, but as much as I wish Tommy did care about me as much as you think he does, I know it's not true, he doesn't know how to care for anyone but himself, so if it's ok I'd rather not talk about it anymore, I just want to record, ok?
Quest: ok Jude, so get in there, and blow me away with your amazing voice, he said with a small smile trying to lighting up the mood. Jude smile lightly at him and made her way into the recording booth.
(Quest thinking): I wish Tommy would just take that step and tell her how he feels, because she is going to crack soon, and I can't see that happen to her, so if Tommy doesn't act on his feelings for Jude then I am, I may not be in-love with her, but I do really like her... a lot, so Tom you better make your move or I will.
You all are probably like, no no no no no, Quest likes Jude EEEWWW GROSS, lol, but I just wanted to add some drama, but let me remind you all, I am all about JOMMY, it might take a while, but don't worry, hope you all liked it, please please please let me know how I'm doing, all ya gotta do is review )
