Beast Boy and Terra's Songs Chapter 5: Here Without You, a teen titans fanfic

I do not own Teen Titans. Or the song "Here without you"

By: 3 Doors Down.

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Here Without You.

The night sky was crystal clear, sparkled with diamond stars, and sung to by the wind pushed lake. The night was perfect, everything seemed just right.

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same

Beast Boy sighed, happily though as his arm tightened its grip around the blonde that was laying on his chest. He opened his eyes and looked down, half smiling. When she looked up, his smile grew.

"What?" Terra giggled.

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

"Nothing," He laid back down on the rocky, but some how, comfortable ground. Terra pushed herself up, a hand on either side of his torso.

"Don't lie, your no good at it." She joked. Beast Boy looked up at her, no longer smiling. He turned his head so his cheek rested on the rocky floor. Terra's smile also slipped from her face. "Oh, that."

"Why not?" He muttered.

"Beast Boy, don't, please." Terra sighed and pushed away from him completely and sat up.

"I just want to know." He muttered, sitting up as well with a solemn face.

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

"No, you don't." Terra turned away from him, bringing her knees to her chest she laid the side of her cheek on them and closed her eyes.

"Yes I do! Just tell me-"

"Tell you what?" Terra snapped her head back to face Beast Boy, her eyes showing a tint of yellow as she yelled. "Tell you that I don't want to be a Titan? Tell you I need to stay away? Tell you I have to life every day of my life in shame because of what I did? Is THAT what you want me to tell you!"

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

Beast Boy stared at her, "No... its not-"

"Then stop asking!" She snapped next before digging her chin into her knees and letting out a sob. "Its hard enough as it is. I wish you would just... leave me alone about it." Her eyes closed, shielding her blue eyes from the heart broken green face. "Accept it."

"No! I can't, I won't! How could I?"

"Beast Boy-"

"No. I'm tired of having only memories left, everyday I have to keep myself from knocking on your door to see if your awake yet, Eveready I have to remember that your not you anymore. Everyday I have to deal with it again and again! Do you have any idea what that is like! To know that the one person you want more then anyone else can't be yours? To know that no matter what you do, it wont make a difference!" Tears welled up in Beast Boy's eyes as he yelled.

Streams of salty wetness made their way down Terra's cheeks. "Yes." She opened her eyes and looked over at him before grabbing the changeling in a hug. "We can't be... I'm sorry...Beast Boy. Sometimes... the past just can't be fixed."

Beast Boy didn't argue anymore, he just wrapped his arms around her tightly and buried his face into her hair, not bothering to hold his tears back anymore. "I love you Terra." He whispered.

"Then let me go," she whispered back, burring her head into his neck.

"Not yet."

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

Beep Beep Beep Beep-

Beast Boy lifted his head up from his pillow and looked around his messy room. His face felt irritated, and he glanced at his pillow, to see it soaked with tears. His throat felt clogged, making it hard for him to breath as he jumped down from his bed and walked to his window. Staring out at the bright new day, the sparkled water, clear sky, and busy city bridge. "Just a dream..." He whispered to himself, then hung his head. He knew it had been real, in some way he couldn't explain, Terra had been there... some how. He just wished she was still here now.

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Did I fool you? xD I hope this wasn't too confusing. Thank you for reading too, I got the next few already planned out and ready to write x) Hopefully they will be out soon. Thanks again!

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