an.

animeang3l7: so hyper! yipee!
kim: yeah, we can see
aa: you're so rude
kim: ah! you call me rude? your the one writing all the swear words! and being mean by writing this story!
aa: as i said before this is just a story and its plot!
kim: i quit!
aa: no! dont go, your my main character and my muse please dont go!
kim: im really your muse? awh
animeang3l7: err...yes?
kimiko: awh
animeang3l7: okay...a few thank you's to the reviewers and some messages.

Thank you Kosmic! You're so great. rai-kim fan: Thank you! This chapter is for you! And maybe I will start a xs section! who knows? Heres the next chappy aunaunomaus...i tried to get it updated quick! Cherryblossomrox...well here it is - yeah so true. Thanks so much for the review. Did kim kiss him back...find out soon...btw Kim and Raimundo are my favourite characters too. Maria... Thank you so much! Love the chapter! well very gud! it was dedicated to you. I will not tell you about this story! Aperson...thanks so much, it means a lot for you to review.

Always and Forever, Yours

Chapter 3

Out of control

by animeang3l7

Kim's POV

He leaned in and my lips were fused with his. His soft lips kissed me. This can't be happening, I'm supposed to be angry at him and hating this, but I'm...Im not. Snap out of it, snap out of it! Any time now Kim you'll slap him and give him a piece of your mind. Any time now...oh just fuck this...I just swore? This isn't right.

He let go of the hold he had on my lips, I opened my eyes, and saw him staring at me with those dazzling emerald green eyes. Giving into temptation... He stepped forward and once again, that moment when your lips touch thats to intense it gives you shivers, began.

I lost all faith of putting a halt to this kiss. I returned it, with more passion each second. His tongue moved in, I let it, and they danced on mine. I just couldn't stop it. It was so intoxicating. His right hand slid down from my waist down to my hips but more of a gentle way. I leaned against the wall and felt the coldness hit me. I turned around to get some air, while his mouth explored, down my neck. I turned to the side and hit the wall, I moved back and hit the armrest of the couch and fell. I tried to grab hold of Raimundo but he ended up falling down with me. My hand was on his face, I kinda got a cramp for keeping it there for too long so I let go. Then I whacked my ipod, I really didn't care. I felt the pain spread through my hand. I tried to ignore it but the pain wouldn't go away. We weren't doing anything by now just listening to the music that randomly played.

Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm fallin'

I just sat there thinking what the heck was I doing. I mean, could I jeopordise my friendship with Raimundo for this moment. I don't know why this is happening or why we're doing this or even why I won't stop it.

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic

"Rai..."

Rai's POV

I pressed my lips against hers, this time it seemed more sincere than forceful. Then as a couple of seconds passed by something got into me and then I just snapped...

"Kim..." I started to undress myself, I took of my shirt and then my trousers. Maybe she doesn't notice that I'm getting undressed, maybe she wants me to do it for her. I don't know, girls are hard to figure out? Am I going to fast? I don't know. Woah, lots of adrenaline pumping right now. I threw my trousers somewhere, and then got my hands on her shirt, I tugged on it and pulled it up, until...

"Rai? What are you doing?"

"I thought? Um...you wanted...um?...we were?...um? Nothing!"

"You thought we were going all the way didn't you? God Rai, is that all you ever think about just having I can't even say it! S-e-x? And I bet that it doesn't matter to you who with, I bet that you just want it!"

"Kimiko, thats not true.." I tried to reason, but it didn't work.

"Shut up! I'm doing the talking here. And don't you dare interrupt. You're just so desperate aren't you, to get down into my pants, you can't live without it. God, you might have always got what you wanted back in Brazil, with all those slutty girlfiends of yours, but you're not going to get it with this girl and take advantage!"

I didn't know what to do. Maybe she is right. Well she is right. I guess I still miss all that attention form the girls. I might have taken advantage of her just to get some. I don't know? Or maybe I just did it because, I lo-love her. I do love her.

"Kim, I lo..." I began the sentence, but to late Kim was gone. The door was open and flapping open and shut. The wind was fierce. I rushed to the door to see if she had really gone and I saw nothing. A site with only trees and mountains now hardly even noticable because of the snow. It covered the scenery and spread like a disease. I didn't care how cold it would be, I just rushed out without thinking. I dragged my feet through the white. I looked back at the cabin. There stood no one. She really had left. I need to go and find her.

"Kimiko."

an.

fini...end of chappy um 3? real short, a change from me...LoL. plz review, n sai if i shud discontinue? im jus loosin faith ere peypol...i dunt feel lyk meh ne-mor. by di way, dis message ish so far from da tops wun, wen i woz happi :( um, lots of durty fings goin on...bad raimundo! newayz, did kim really run away? was she rite about rai's past? does he love her? wats gonna happen? find out shortly...