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Hallo! Yep im back! and not bothered to say much cause im still jet lagged so i'll go on with the story! Oh yeah plus I do not own the song 'stay'. i really like this song, and it inspired me for this part of the fanfic.

Always and Forever, Yours

Chapter 5

Stay

Rai's POV

She hesitated for a while, i looked on. The flames reflecting on my eyes as i stared at it, and then...her. I felt cold, almost shivering sort of cold. Yet I was sitting right next to the fireplace. I gulped, I had no idea how and why? i felt like this. I shivered as a chill ran down my spine. Oh no...

"Well...come on..." Crap, why am I so impatient. I ALWAYS have to say a stupid remark. Argg. She made a blank look at me, but although on the outside she seemed empty and clear, you could tell she was inside hurting deep down. I had no proof yet it was a strong feeling I had. Thats how well I knew her. That thought ran through my head, and made me tense.

"Yeah, actually...I choose to go to go."

"No, I'm really sorry Kim. I just feel a bit um...you know, tense." No! What am I doing! Come up with a, I mean explain a better explanation! Im confused!

"Kim please, I still feel bad. I mean...um. Please you know, Im so bad at words and stuff..."

"Yeah, I know." she carried on. "Fine I'll stay."

"Thank you."

The song ended, what could I do to make this more better and still show I want her, I mean I want her to stay. But honestly I do want her. I noticed I was still clutching the MP3 player. I scrolled through the list of songs and found a very interesting one...

I believe

we shouldn't let the moment pass us by,

lifes too short

we shouldn't wait for the water to run dry.

Think about it

cause we only have one shot at destiny

all im asking could it possibly be you and me?

Perfect.

So if you'd still go, i'll understand

would you give me something just to hold on to?

and if you stay, i'll hold you're hand

cause im truly madly crazily in love with you.

"Sorry, an awkward choice of song."

She remained silent.

"Oh yeah, you didn't answer my question."

"Erm..."

"Truth or dare."

Again, she hesitated; while I kept my mouth shut. No remarks mouthing of loose. Not gonna ruin this moment.

"O kay, I guess...truth." I searched my mind for a good question.

"Have you forgiven me for, you know what...?"

"I..."

"Crap, im really sorry. Um you don't need to answer that."

Kim's POV

For the first time in a long time, I actually saw the sincere, kind and sweet Raimundo I fell-I actually truly fell in love with.

So if you'd still go, i'll understand

would you give me something just to hold on to?

and if you stay, i'll hold you're hand

cause im truly madly crazily in love with you.

What did I say? I mean get back to the present...What should I say? Have I actually forgiven him. Or am I going to end this friendship and i guess my feelings for him by saying I didn't, right here, right now.

"And destroy one of the greatest things I have going for me." I whispered.

I have to make up my mind up now. Past and present, included in this decision. What is the answer yes or no?

Wait what am I doing? I shouldn't be deciding, I should just trust my heart. Trust in me.

"Yes or no?" I whispered again.

"Erm..did you say something?" Crap, he heard me. Or heard me say something. Pretend to ignore him.

--"I guess she still hasn't forgiven me." Rai thought.--Then he got up and started to walk to the door.

--"I was such a jerk she has the right to not forgive me. Bye...Bye Kim."--

I choose our friendship.

"No. Wait Rai. I have...I-have forgiven you." He turned round to face me. And stare into my eyes, with those round emerald ones.

Rai's POV

Did she just call me Rai? Did she just call me Rai? And d-d-did she just say 'I have forgiven you' Yeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

In a split second a created motion and instinctly ran to her. Lifted her up and hugged her while swinging her around and around.

"Okay, okay." I was so happy that I just didn't want to put her down. "I think you might kill me and then I won't forgive you."

"Yeah, um...so"

"If you say sorry one more time, then I might take that reconciliation um back..."

"Okay."

"Come on..." She ran back to the fire and i followed. When we were both in front of the fire again, we began.

"Truth or..." I began, but was shortly interrupted.

"Hey wait, you went first the last time its mine turn now."

"But,"

"But nothing. Besides, it'll be more inter-resting." she gave me that sweet yet sexy look accompanied by a grin. Ooh la la. Not the time Rai, definitely not the time.

"Fine."

"Truth or dare?"

"I feel a bit daring so i'll pick a.."

"Okay a dare...lets see." Yet again another interruption.

"Hey, chika? You never let me finish, i was gonna pick truth." i broke the news to her.

"Oh, OH. Oh."

"Yeah, so go on..."

"You have to speak the whole truth and nothing but the truth."

"Yeah yeah. Begesus, its not supreme court you know. Its only a game of truth or dare."

"Wateva, n-ways. A truth question."

I breathed in deeply...then out. And prepared myself for a horrific question to answer. Okay, in and out rai, in and out.

"Whats the most horny and crazy thing you ever did?"

"Oh, um ooh great." I smacked my head side to side in my mind as if it were a foreign thing on my shoulders.

"Go on Rai...you know you want to kiss and tell, or maybe just tell."

"I, um, never did anything horny in my life except from you know. Um im a good boy!"

"Yeah right, good boy my japanese ass. You have quite a lot of tricks under your sleeves, and I wanna where you got them from and when and with who..."

"This is gonna be a long night." I slapped my head.

"It sure is." I heard that statement ring and it echoed over.

" (sigh) Here goes...I made out with someone in my sex ed class, and I gave her 5 hickeys but the teacher caught us."

"What! Omy gawd...OMY!"

ends here...at least i said what he did! please review, i like reviews, hehe. buhbi! animeang3l7