Hey guys I just wanted to point out, I deleted my other story, Love Me Like There's No Tomorrow due to complications, I just want to apologise for that but, on the bright side I can focus more on this story so here's the next chapter for The Beginning...
Ahsoka's POV
I woke up at the crack of dawn, to notice I was securely wrapped in Lux's arms. Looking down, I saw I was naked, that's when all the memories of the past night came flooding back. Last night was my first time, and it was with Lux...it was wonderful. I looked back at Lux and I saw how his nose kept twitching, I couldn't help but lightly chuckle. He began to stir and his eyes opened.
"Good morning, twitchy." I evilly smirked.
"Good morning to you too." He giggled.
"Last night was wonderful."
"You're still okay with it? I mean, you don't feel I took advantage of you?"
"No, Lux, you didn't take advantage of me, I wanted you to do it, because I love you and you love me."
"I do love you, and always will." I smiled at him and buried my head in the pillow to hide my blush.
"Why are you trying to hide your blush?"
"Because I don't want you to see me like that."
"But I find it cute." I blushed again luckily, my head was still in the pillow.
"Darling, don't be ashamed of it." Wait, what did he just call me?
"Darling? Since when do you call me that?"
"Well, I just thought I might as well." We both smiled at each other.
"Great, another nickname." I said with a hint of sarcasm."
"Another?"
"Yeah, my master has this name for me too, he gave it to me when we first met, only calls me Ahsoka if we're in front of the council or, when he's giving me a lecture, or when he's mad."
"What does he call you?"
"Snips, because I'm very snippy at times."
"Really, I hadn't noticed." I squinted my eyes and playfully punched his arm. I got changed and ran into my room so no one would suspect what Lux and I did. Soon after, Padme came to the door.
"Ahsoka, are you ready?"
"Yeah, just finishing off my packing."
"Okay, we leave in 5 minutes." She left and went down stairs. I really didn't want to leave, for Lux's sake but, I did for the sake of the republic. I've made an attachment to Lux, something that is completely forbidden for me. It's not fair, love doesn't turn you to the dark side, Anakin hasn't turned and he's married! It's just not fair. Just at that moment, Lux knocked on the door and walked in.
"Oh, hey Lux." I said facing the wall.
"What's wrong?"
"What? Oh...un nothing?"
"Yes there is, tell me."
"Fine, I just...don't want to leave you."
"I don't want you to leave, I love you Ahsoka, I've never said that to anyone in my life before. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever met, you're different to most girls, you like me for who I am and not my money and power. I was depressed before you walked off of that ship and came into my life, you changed me. I love you." I felt the warm tears form in my eyes, both tears of joy and sadness. I didn't know what else to do, apart from throw my arms around Lux and hug him.
"I love you too, Lux." He returned the embrace. We pulled away from the hug and kissed.
"Don't think of it as a good bye, let's just say...see you later."
"Well, I guess it's time to go." I picked up my bag and made our way downstairs where, Mina and Padme were stud.
"Are you ready to go?" I simply nodded. We got into the ship that brought us there a few days ago. It was a short ride. Once we got to the platform, our ship was already waiting. I stud beside Padme and opposite Lux and she stud opposite Mina. Those to said their good bye's and Lux and I said ours.
"Do you really believe the republic will vote for peace?"
"I hope so, I wouldn't wanna meet you on the battlefield, for your sake." We both smiled, as we turned and left. I'm going to miss him so much, I hope we'll meet again, quite soon. Now I've got some explaining to do to Anakin when we're back, that's gonna be fun. I thought. I fell asleep o Padme's shoulder the whole trip to Mandalore, all I dreamt about was Lux. When we got to Mandalore, Padme woke me up. We got off of the ship and I looked up to the sky and mouthed 'I love you' to Lux. I turned around to see Anakin with a transport...Oh Kriff!
Well that's chapter 8 and I'm sorry to say I won't be updating for 3 weeks because tomorrow I'm off to turkey (AGAIN!) I go twice every year to the same place, I've been 19 times in my life, any way tell me what you think and I promise when I get back I will update more often. Lylaax
