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I lay on the blanket while Esme was off getting supplies. I stiffened as I heard the sound of a breaking twig. I started to panic. Was it the police looking for me? I tried to remain as silent as possible but a cry of pain escaped as the pain suddenly got worse. Instantly the person in the woods was at my side placing a cold hand on my arm.

"Edward!" I tried to smile but it came out a grimace. Edward held me.

"How are you?" He asked with concern. As if to answer my body shook violently from the poison consuming and changing my body. Edward pulled my closer, his smell calming me, his cold body numbing the fire raging inside of me.

"What happened with the police?" I asked as I suddenly remembered the whole reason I was taken out to the woods. Edward told me everything that happened after Esme and I left. Tears rolled down my face when Edward mentioned the distressed state my father was in. "I wish I could see him one last time", I sobbed, "So he could know I'm ok".

"I know", Edward said seeming anguished, "I hope you can forgive me for giving in". He was almost pleading for forgiveness.

"There's nothing to forgive", I said giving a wry smile, "you gave me what I wanted. You should be the one forgiving me; I'm the one who put you and your family through all this trouble." Edward didn't answer, he simply held me tighter.

Charlie didn't sleep the previous night. Some nervous energy was the only thing that kept him going as he paced around the house with nothing to do. He had scrubbed the entire house (except for Bella's room), cooked two full meals and read through 10 magazines before it was even noon.

Life before Bella came to Forks was hard

Life after Bella disappeared was even harder

"What happened to your leg?" Edward asked when he noticed the scabs on my knee.

I didn't say anything.

"Bella…" How could I tell him about my attempted suicide?

I bit my lip.

Edward's eyes turned back.

"BELLA!" I cringed. Edward bolted up and in an impossibly short time was on the other side of the meadow. He tore off a branch and smashed it into a nearby tree in his anger.

He turned to look at me.

And slouched under the tree embarrassed by his outburst.

I took a calming breath and began telling him what happened. Though my voice was barely louder than a whisper and Edward was 20 yards away, I knew that he could hear every word I said. I knew that this hurt him by the way he leaned against the tree for support. I remembered how painful it was for him when I almost had died that fated day in the ballet studio.

"I'm so sorry". I said. Edward ignored me. I started to cry, his silence hurt more than anything in the world could. I curled my self into a ball and cried myself to sleep.

On the other side of the meadow, Edward watched the sun set.

Another twilight had come and gone.

Only one day left.

Ok that's chapter 5! Sorry it was so short but I couldn't really think of anything to do in this chapter. I'll update soon.