Maybe Someday
t3ddie0x
Has a century passed yet?
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Who said I ever wanted him? My god, people these days with their heads stuck so far up their asses cannot understand that you can be friends with the opposite sex with no intentions of going beyond that. Sure, I probably would go for him; he's unique, boring, witty, all of that mixed together. If I swung that way, of course.
You're probably thinking "Whoa, whoa, hold up, let me get this straight: if you 'swung' that way?" Yes, you ungrateful chit, 'if I swung that way.' Yes, I'm sure of my sexuality; no, I am not experimenting.
See, this is the whole reason why I am wasting my time writing this up. Everyone thinks that if you're friends with the opposite sex, you're sleeping with them. But if you 'play for the same field', you're strange, and all these chicks thinks I'm going to molest them.
Please, if I ever have the urge to molest your nonexistent breasts and distasteful stick-thin legs, I'll let you know. Rain check?
My brothers accepted the fact graciously; perhaps it's because we've been through so much together, that things like this doesn't compare to anything. I mean, okay, Kankuro, that stooge, made a stupid joke about it, but whatever, at least he didn't scream at me.
Anyway, back to Shikamaru. He doesn't see me more than a friend, and I don't see him as my husband or whatever. We are friends. Friends. FRIENDS. No, not 'friends with benefits', or something along those lines.
Now, of course, you're probably asking 'Who do you dig, then?' Well, it's a good thing I'm feeling upbeat right now, because I'll tell you. (Not that anyone will read this, but anyway.)
Tenten. Whoa, surprising, right? I kicked her little ass those years back, and I saw her as a sniveling little brat at the time. But she grew into this perfect little lady with a tinkling laughter, and the great thing is, she knows how I feel about her. I know she likes me too.
I mean, who blushes if someone of the same sex tucks their hair behind their ear and then proceed to tracing their jaw line? Who would act so flirtatious and pout just because someone of the same sex said that they liked it?
Bad thing? She, like all the other dense morons, thinks it's wrong. The damned 'sodomites burn in hell' message has been driven into her head as a child, and it irritates me how she thinks she's going through a phase, and how she should be with Hyuuga Neji. But I see how forced her smiles are. During meetings, although I'm looking elsewhere, I can sense her eyes straying over to me, lingering longer than usual. It takes all of my might to not look in her direction; it's just what she wants, and because she's not making anything easier for me, I won't make things easier for her.
I'm patient; and I know that someday she'll finally grow up and come around. I'm pretty sure I'll be there in the long-run; I'm not use to losing just yet.
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I haven't posted anything for a long time; sorry? I'm not sure what to say; school is to blame, and I'm so exhausted.
Temari is love.