Her Diary

by Mrs. Marauder

She's a witch and times are changing. Everywhere you turn there is death and destruction, but not in her life. Some people say she is on the bad side, or the wrong side, but she knows, she is on the only side she can be on.

5. July 6, 1974

Dearest Diary

July 6, 1974

I haven't written to you in so long but my life has been so hectic because dearest diary tomorrow I am getting married. Yes today diary is the last day I will be Miss Narcissa Black. Tomorrow at 2:00 I will be Mrs. Lucius Malfoy. We have been planning the wedding for over a year. It is said that it will b the grandest wedding of the century. It for sure will be the grandest of this year because of everything that is happening people have been mostly eloping and the ones that are having a ceremony are not taking very long to plan their weddings and are having small weddings. Dearest diary we don't have to worry for the Dark Lord knows of this wedding, he encouraged it actually and most of the Death Eaters will be in attendance tomorrow. You may be wondering how I can marry a Death Eater, well it's simple really. We fell in love. It's as simple as that and it's not like I'm not a supporter of the Dark Lord and don't believe in what he does, because I do. I am a supporter and I do believe in what he does. I'm just not a Death Eater. Yes that is. I have helped the Death Eaters and the Dark Lord on many occasions but I have yet to receive the Dark Mark on my forearm arm like Lucius and my sister and her new husband. I have a feeling though that I will have it probably by the end of this year. So right now I am spending my last day in the house that I spent my childhood in. Tomorrow after the wedding the Malfoy Manor will be my new home. Tonight is the last night that I will spend in my own bed. I'm sitting on my bed now and I'm looking around my bedroom. Memories. That's all that's going through my head. Memories and what I'm leaving behind. It's enough to make you sad but I can't be sad because what is about to happen is the best thing that will ever happen to me. Memories of when I was sick and laying in bed. Memories of packing to go to Hogwarts. Memories of sitting on my bed with my friends during the holidays. Memories of sitting on the chair over by the window and just staring out the window. Memories of getting ready to go for dates. And lastly memories of getting ready to apparate in the middle of the night without my parents knowing so I could be with Lucius. Go ahead and ask, I know you want to. Yes I am nervous. I'm absolutely terrified but beneath the fear yes I am excited. I am excited to start the next chapter of my life and I'm excited that I will every morning be able to wake up and see my dear Lucius sleeping beside me. I have to go now dearest diary because mother is calling me. I have the final fitting of my Wedding Gown in a mere two hours and before that Bellatrix and Andromeda as well as the other Brides Maids have their fittings for their Maid of Honor and Brides Maids dresses. Well Bellatrix is the Maid of Honor. I have to go now.

Narcissa Black-for the last full day

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