The Journal of Ryou Bakura – chapter 2

Warnings: Ryou/Bakura/Akefia…and other pairings. Yaoi. Swearing, Rape, ect. Starts out not M.

Disclaimer: I don't own YGO

Summary: Ryou finds his journal.

'Blah' – Journal entries

'Blah' – regular speech

Ryou smiled. He didn't feel the presence of Bakura or Akefia, so he decided that he'd keep on reading.

Hi, its me again. It is Nov. 1st! I know days have passed since I wrote, but I got a lot of Homework lately. I am going to try to catch up. But first I want to tell you about the trip I had to the beach. I love the beach! Its sooooo nice there! Anyway, my dad felt that we hadn't spent much time together, we should go. It was pretty fin! I got something called a body board! It was so cool! We went to the beach a lot. We also ate some seafood. But, dad got sick! He started yelling at me. He said it was all my fault. I didn't know what 'it' was. So I kept silent, which I don't think he liked. 'Cause he hit me. I know dad looses his temper sometimes, but I know he's a really good guy.

Anyway, 'cause we went to the beach a lot I got to take many baths! I love baths! It was very fun! I want to go there again, soon! Dad and I were staying at a beach house, it was cool. It wasn't like a hotel. It was actually like a house!

Ryou smiled yet again. He remembered the beach house. It was very nice. But then there was that one incident – but Ryou decided to read on.

We met a family that was there. They had a mommy, daddy, and two kids, my age! Dad got sad when he saw. He tried to hide it but he had tears in his eyes. I saw. I felt so sorry for him. He must miss Mom and Amane a lot. I do too. The weird thing that I thought was that the father kept looking at me. I felt really uncomfortable.

This time Ryou did not smile. This is the part of the vacation that he didn't remember too fondly.

That's when something strange happened. The father and my dad went into another room, while the mother played with us. Me, and the two kids that is. Well later on, at night, the father came into my room. I was so scared! I didn't understand what he was doing there. He said his name was Mr. Anderson from earlier. He then got in my bed. He looked at me that weird way he did earlier. He said he had come to visit me. I didn't like the way he said that. He then pulled down the covers. He started touching me in weird places and rubbing against me. I didn't like it. I tried to scream for my dad. I couldn't! Mr. Anderson put his mouth over mine! I knew something was wrong! I tried to bite him and it worked! I saw him raise his fist - but then, everything went black.

I woke up the next day with blood on my sheets! Mr. Anderson was gone! I was so scared! What had happened? I didn't understand. We were going home that day so I didn't have to worry about Mr. Anderson anymore! Well that's what I thought until Dad said the Andersons lived nearby. I hope nothing like last night happens again!

Ryou now had tears in his eyes. He was a little kid! What would make someone want to do that to a young child! Unfortunately the 'visits' Mr. Anderson did not stop for a while. And more was yet to come. He decided to keep reading. "After all the past IS past," Ryou said to himself.

Wow, tomorrow is my 11th birthday! I can't wait! I didn't want to trouble Dad, so I told him he didn't have to give me anything! But I hope he gives me a stationary kit that I want. I kinda hinted. But again, I don't want to trouble him.

Wow well its 9:45! I am going to bed. I can't wait for tomorrow!

Ryou.

This was the part of his past he wanted to forget, but he couldn't help but to keep reading.

END.

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