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We moved right past his bedroom. Even in my lustful haze, I noticed. There was a guest room at the end of the hall. Similar to the rest of the house, it was barely decorated—furnished with the absolute minimum. He kicked the door shut behind us and kept kissing me as we were met with the silence of the room. Without the chatter from the TV, every gasp and moan seemed amplified.

As his hands tangled in my hair and his lips worked eagerly against mine, he led me toward the bed. The mattress hit the backs of my knees, and instinctively, I bent my legs and allowed myself to fall backward. With a sigh, I hit the bed and only had a moment to breathe before Edward was on top of me.

The weight of his body on mine felt like a surge of adrenaline. Suddenly, I couldn't kiss him deeply enough. There was so much of him that I wanted, and I feared I would never get enough. While he sucked on my neck, I let my hands roam his muscular figure. Every bit of him was hard and welcoming—especially the erection that was pulsing against my inner thigh.

There hadn't been a plan for this. When I agreed to see him after work tonight, there wasn't a single thought of sex or hooking up. However, I couldn't escape the feeling that I needed this. I needed tonight and I needed him.

Inside me, there were so many feelings I wanted to purge. Parts of myself that felt like they could only be dispelled through passion. Even if this … thing between us—I didn't know what to call it—ended after tonight, I didn't care one bit. This moment was too heavenly to think about regrets—I'd save that for a time when I wasn't wrapped in his embrace. For now, all I wanted was his cock inside of me. I needed him to baptize me in his cum.

He pulled away for a moment to fish through his bedside drawer while saying, "I think I have a condom somewhere."

His hand shook as he moved, and for a moment, I wondered if he was nervous. How long had it been since he had been intimate with someone? Had he fucked anyone since his wife passed? Or was he as unpracticed as me?

After a few moments, he pulled a condom from the drawer. With a satisfied smile, he ripped the foil and slid the condom in place on his pulsating erection. With his cock in his hand and his body eager, he met my gaze as if he were waiting for me to object.

Without my words, all I could do was kiss him. As soon as my lips found his, my desire became more than clear. My wet core ached for him. I wanted him to fill me—stretch me—until I barely knew my name. Our lips were still engaged, and our limbs were tangled as I felt the tip of his cock press into my wet folds.

A whimper escaped my lips, and this seemed to excite him as he continued to push, separating my wet folds until he was sheathed inside me. I mewled against his lips as I tried to adjust to the size of him. While his length was daunting, his girth made my back arch off the bed as my body wanted to squirm away from him. He sensed the way my body naturally wanted to protect itself from the intrusion and held me steady, keeping my body in place as he began to thrust.

At first, his movements were so slow they could have driven me mad. It was like he was teasing me, giving me some of him but not as harsh nor as deeply as I wanted. Desire drove my movements as I let my hands skim the hard lines of his back before they settled on his ass, inviting him to move deeper.

He moaned at the way I was guiding his movements, seeming just as lost in the moment as I was. His lips found my neck where he bit and sucked until I felt like I was seeing stars along the patterns in his ceiling. Before I could grow too used to those patterns in the paint, he pulled out and flipped me over, gathering my hair together as if he were gripping a rein as he slipped back inside of my welcoming core and continued to fuck me.

As he moved so fiercely and so intently, I felt all of the emotion that had been locked away inside me pour out all at once. My core throbbed before the pulsing began, and he sent me spiraling toward another orgasm. High on cloud nine, my pussy sobbed as tears fell. For the first time in my short life, I wasn't crying from pain. Instead, I was crying from the intense pleasure he gave me.

These feelings needed to be expressed. For years, they had begged to come out, but I had never been vulnerable enough to let them go. Each tear rolled down my cheek before falling to the mattress. Soon, they were gone and as Edward reached between my legs and his fingers played with my needy clit, I came again.

Was this normal? Was this what sex felt like to everyone else?

So relaxed, I felt like I was drifting in water. Lethargic from three orgasms—something that felt like the result of being so pent up for so long—I barely felt like I was alive in my own body as he continued to thrust. Was it the intense relaxation that was allowing me to come so much? Or was it Edward and the delicious way he filled me?

Even with him rocking inside of me, I felt starved for him. All I wanted now was to see his face. I needed to see his expression as he came to pieces. As I began to turn, he picked up on my intentions immediately. Edward pulled away long enough for me to turn and push him onto his back.

Propped up by the pillows, he gazed at me with wild, dark eyes. They were the eyes of a predator, but now, I wanted to make him my prey. With a gaze that matched his, I climbed on top of him with more desire flowing through me than I had ever felt before. As soon as I was sitting on his thighs, I grew a bit shy and unsure. Despite all the sex I'd had, I had never ridden a man before. In the past, sex had been a necessary evil. Something to do and be done with. If anything, it felt like a duty of mine—like scrubbing toilets at a part-time gig. Now, however, I craved it.

Instinctively, I licked my lips as I looked at him as I wanted to consume every inch of him. Sweat covered his body in an attractive sheen that glistened ever so gently against the dim light of the room. Feeling bold, I leaned forward until my mouth was an inch from his bicep. The scent of sandalwood filled my nostrils as I inhaled, absorbing the wood smell mixed with his unique scent. Then I let my tongue dart out and run along the harsh line of his muscle.

He shivered against me before his arms extended to wrap around my body. I glanced down to his lap, finding his cock pulsing, erect, and ready. There was an attractive vein that went from the base of his cock to the head, and it shook against his darkened skin. I wanted to run my tongue along it, but I'd save that for later. Right now, there was nothing I wanted more than his cock inside of me.

So, I decided to let instinct guide me. I moved forward and lifted myself up over the seeping head of his cock. My eyes met his as I moved my hands to rest on his shoulders. One of his hands wrapped around my waist as if he wanted to give me support, and with our eyes locked, I reached down with my right hand to hold his cock as I lowered myself onto him.

My body shuddered as a soft moan, sounding more like a whine, escaped my lips. Before another sound could fall from my mouth, Edward's lips were on mine. Right away, I fell in love with this position—it felt so intimate, almost as if we were one person finding pleasure. We were connected in every way as I began to fuck him.

Outside, there was a crack of thunder before the ground outside seemed to groan. Lightning struck down outside and its light trickled through Edward's blinds, and as I pulled away to look at him, I took note of the way it highlighted his face. He looked so handsome against the natural light of the storm. So handsome, in fact, I wondered how this moment with him was even possible. Why would someone as beautiful as him want to be with a girl like me?

No … I couldn't think that way. Fuck whatever insecurities I had in the past. With him inside of me—with his lips against mine—I felt more than beautiful. He made me feel as I imagined women felt when I was a child. Divine. Beautiful. Classic. Confident. With him, I felt like a whole human.

I never wanted this moment to end. Tomorrow would things be different? Or would tonight change it all?

Before I could think anymore—worry anymore—Edward stilled beneath me. His attractive face twisted. His glasses had slipped down his nose, and there was something especially compelling about the way in which the glasses were all he wore.

He was close—I could feel it in how desperate his body became. My lips found his again as another bit of lightning struck down outside. As my tongue slipped into his mouth, invading his space with a sweetness I hoped he could sense, I felt his walls come down. Soon, he was spiraling too—falling apart in my arms.

There was a moan and a sweet shudder before he came inside of me. Exhilaration raced through me as if I had won a grand prize. Although, I wished we could have come together—something I had read about in so many different romance books—I was happy just observing him in his ecstasy.

I pulled away to look at him, finding an intense concentration melt into a comfortable smile. I kissed his forehead, feeling too attached to him than I probably should have. After a few moments, his eyes opened, and he looked at me. In his eyes, I found a happiness I had never seen before. Relaxed like this, he looked far younger—maybe even my age.

As if to thank me, he leaned forward and pressed a kiss against my temple before letting his body slide downward until he was supine on the mattress. His arms wrapped around me, and I joined him there, intoxicated within his sweaty embrace.

The storm raged outside as another sort of storm began to take place in my heart. As I looked at him in the darkness, I feared what it would feel like to leave him. What would a world without Edward look like? Now that I had been with him once, I felt like an addict. No matter where I went or what I did, I felt that I would always crave him.

How long would I be able to hold him close? How long before the world separated us? Happiness never felt like something that was meant for me. Why would this be any different?

A/N: Finally, we've got some lemons! See you next update!

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