A/N: Since school is starting I'll only be updating this story and my other story once or twice a week. I've had a great summer working on my stories and going from being the worst Fan fiction writer to being a really good Fan fiction writer. Now let me shut up and just get to the story, its going to be very intense! REVIEW! NO FLAMERS!
CHAPTER 15: You Live A Lie
June 15th 10:30pm Western Standard Time
Maureen's POV
Joanne walked into our room with a stunned look on her face.
"Pookie? What's wrong? Where the Hell have you been and where are Scotty and Elise?" I asked.
"Maureen, we need to talk." Joanne said in a serious voice.
This is it, she's leaving me after 11 years and two kids, she's leaving me.
"What did I do?" I whined.
"What?" She asked with a confused look on her face.
"Your leaving me." I said walking around. "Is there someone else?"
She grabbed me and kissed me passionately.
"For the very first time we are in the sane category." She said.
I was still recovering from that amazing kiss.
"What?" I asked.
"We aren't the ones with the drama."
"Who is? Oh no, not Angel and Collins…..what the hell happened?"
"No, its Mark, Mimi, Roger, and, Mickey."
"I know this sounds naïve, but it was just a kiss, Pookie."
"There's a bit more to the drama." Joanne said biting her lip.
She told me the whole thing, I was in a state of shock. How the fuck could this happen?
"I'll be back." I said getting up.
The first person I looked for was Mickey. Where would I be if Mark caught me fucking? I knew the answer to that, when ever Mark caught me making out or flirting I'd go up to the roof, but if this was fucking, not making out. I thought and I thought…..a bar!
When I got there I saw Mickey drinking a beer with a depressed look on her face.
"Mickey, what the hell is going on with you and Roger?"
"I don't want to talk about it." Mickey snapped.
"Well your going to talk about it." I said firmly.
Damn, I sounded like Joanne for a second.
"What made you do it? What the fuck made Roger do it?" I asked.
"I can only speak for myself." Mickey said.
"Talk, dammit."
"You know how I've been bitching about Mark separating himself from me and the kids?"
"I thought you worked something out?"
"Every time I want to talk about it, he says he's busy."
"I thought he was out of his detaching phase?"
"I thought so too, he's been out of that phase for what? 8 or 9 years?"
"Yeah, you helped him a hell of a lot." I said.
"This trip was the last straw. I'm sick of being invisible to him, I cant even remember the last time he told me he loved me or when the last time he gave me kiss….and don't even get me started on the sex." Mickey said dryly.
"That's why you turned to Roger? Right!"
I was getting it now.
"You don't have to sound so happy about it, Mo."
"Sorry."
"All my emotions were building up and I wasn't thinking straight and what scares me the most is that Roger came on to me." Mickey said.
"But I thought you kissed him?"
"I did, but when Mark found us I left and ran back to the hotel room and Roger followed me and he kissed me and the rest is history. Now Mimi hates me and Mark is disgusted in me. This is all my fault" Mickey said sadly.
"This is not all your fault….its only….lets see, Roger is 15 percent because you slept with him, Mark is 50 percent because he abandoned you, and you only carry 35 percent because you were upset and pissed." I explained.
I understood where Mickey was coming from, Mark did the same thing to me, but on top of always filming, he was taking care of Roger. That's what I explained to Mickey.
"If Mark hadn't of done me like that I wouldn't be with Joanne." Maureen said.
"So your saying I should be with Roger?" Mickey asked in a violent tone.
"Do you want to be with Roger?"
"NO, I want Mark." Mickey was now crying.
"What the hell was on Roger's mind?"
Was he even thinking about his wife and daughter? Self centered asshole.
"That's what I would like to know." Mickey said dryly.
Before I could say anything Mark started yelling.
"I'm great, my day was even better when I caught my best friend and my wife in the middle of a heavy climax." Mark said making sure Mickey heard him.
Everyone in the bar got quite and Mickey got up.
"YOU ASSHOLE." She said leaving.
"I'll talk to you later." I said to Mark as I ran after Mickey.
The nerve of Mark and the fucking nerve of Roger, I don't know if I'm being paranoid or not, but I think Roger took advantage of Mickey and that pisses me off even more.
Mickey's POV
I couldn't believe Mark, I hated when he's drunk, he acts like a fucking idiot. When I came back to our room the place was a complete shit hole. Tears fell down my cheek. I couldn't believe I did this to Mark, I love him so much. I sat on the bed and began crying and the door flew open.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU CRYING ABOUT?" Mark asked stumbling in the room.
I got up and walked towards him.
"I'M THE ONE WHO DESERVES TO CRY." Mark slurring his words.
"Mark, I never meant to hurt you, I was scared and confused." I said honestly.
"Poor little Mickey, the whore in her has finally come out." Mark said making a pouty face.
I went to smack him and he grabbed my wrist and began twisting it.
"Mark, let go." I said calmly.
An evil grin came over his face.
"Mark, I said let go." I started to yank back ,but the grip he had on my wrist got tighter.
"There was no excuse for you to run in another mans arms." Mark said still slurring his words.
"YOUR NEVER THERE." I snapped pulling my wrist out of his tight grip. " You are always gone and you completely ignore Luke, Sami, and I."
Mark looked down at his feet.
"WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HELD ME AT NIGHT? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME WE KISSED? I CANT REMEMBER , MARK. CAN YOU?"
"IT STILL DOESN'T EXCUSE YOU FOR SLEEPING WITH ROGER." Mark shot back.
"YOUR RIGHT, BUT HOW WOULD YOU FILL IF YOU FELT THAT THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE DIDN'T LOVE YOU?"
"I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT." Mark said throwing the beer bottle.
"I AM SICK OF YOUR SHIT, MARK." I yelled back.
The more I looked at him the more my heart broke and I knew his was doing the same.
"I LOVE YOU, MARK….I CANT TAKE THE PAIN YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH." I was now crying.
Mark threw himself on the bed.
"It's best we stay away from each other." Mark said.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"What about Luke and Sami?"
"We can make arrangements." Mark said calmly.
June 16th 1am Western Standard Time
(In the lobby)
Mark came out of the hotel room leaving Mickey on the floor crying. The first person he saw was Roger. Mark tackled Roger to the ground and began beating him. Roger pushed him off and got up.
"YOU FUCKING BACK STABBER." Mark yelled.
"I'M SORRY." Roger said.
"Fuck you." Mark said.
Mark spit in Roger's face and he just stood there.
"Mark, she was upset and was completely confused, so I ……thought I could just…. go for it." Roger hesitated to say.
Mickey came out of the hotel you.
"YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME YOU FUCKING BASTARD." Mickey said.
She punched him in the face.
"Now you want to be the victim?" Roger said sarcastically.
Mickey stormed off and when Roger turned around he saw Mimi and Maureen glaring at him.
A/N: WOW! I'll have a new chapter up by this weekend!
