A/N: I just want to warn you that this chapter will completely mess with your head. ENJOY!

CHAPTER 18: You Look Familiar

June 20th 9pm Eastern Standard Time

Mark's POV

I stopped and looked at Mickey with pain in my eyes. How could she call me Roger?

"Who did you just call me?" I asked.

Mickey covered her face with her hands, I got up and put my shirt back on.

"Mark, his name just came out. I'm sorry." Mickey said reaching for my hand.

I yanked back.

"You were thinking about him weren't you?" I asked.

"Yes, BUT not like that." Mickey explained.

"How were you then?"

"I was thinking about how confused he's been."

"At a time like this?" I asked.

"I know it was a fucked up time to think about him." Mickey said smacking her forehead. " You know I only want to be with you, Mark." She said hugging me.

I kissed her forehead and wrapped my arms around her tighter never wanting to let go. I love her to death, but why can't I trust her?

Mickey's POV

As I stood there in Mark's arms I felt tears of guilt run down my cheek, I hate myself for having sex with Roger. I know Mark doesn't trust me and he shouldn't trust me because I don't deserve trust, but I was telling the truth, I'm really worried about Roger, he is obsessed with me and its creepy. Mark pulled away from me and walked out the door, I curled up on the couch and cried myself to sleep.

Roger's POV

Dark green eyes, golden blonde hair, and a wicked smile. I hate that smile.

"Did you miss me?"

"KATE?" I gasped.

She started laughing.

"Your dead." I said with disbelief.

She got closer to me and pulled out a gun. A dart stabbed me in the neck, I felt woozy and started stumbling around until I hit the ground.

June 21st 3am Eastern Standard Time

I woke up freezing. My hands were almost blue and I couldn't fill my left arm.

"HELP!" I yelled hoarsely.

Where the hell was I? I sat up and realized I was in a tub filled with ice, I sled out and hit the floor.

"Give me the 611." Kate said sitting on a the bathroom counter.

"That's phone repair, you dumb bitch." I said coldly.

Why isn't she in a wooden box DEAD somewhere? A dark skinned girl with black framed glasses walked up to her.

"Miss. Kate, is this my daddy?" The girl asked.

"No, this is your daddy's best friend."

My eyes got big and I nearly stopped breathing.

"What the fuck is going on?" I asked.

"Michelle, go to your room." Kate said nicely.

Michelle? What the fuck? She ran off to her room.

"Who's kid is that?" I asked.

Kate started laughing that disgusting laugh.

"Mark and Mickey's, silly."

Mark's POV

I sat at the bar drinking my pain away, just then Benny walked in.

"Want some company?" Benny asked me.

"My friend JD is giving me all the company I need." I said rising my glass.

Benny just laughed.

"JD isn't a very good friend. Trust me…..my dad use to be real good friends with him." Benny said sitting next to me.

Benny's dad was a heavy alcoholic and use to beat Benny and his mom, his dad is the main reason his family was poor when he was a kid. Maureen and Roger blame Benny for his hunger for money. I blame his dad. We sat there in silence for a moment.

"Mickey loves you." Benny said breaking the silence.

"I don't want to talk about it." I said stubbornly.

"Who are you? Ro-" He stopped dead in his tracks. I glared at him and he sighed. "I'm sorry, Mark."

"Its ok, its not the first time I've been called Roger tonight." I said dryly.

Before I could explain, Mimi and Mickey barged in the Life Café.

Mimi's POV

After leaving Mickey's I decided to go home and talk to Roger. Even if I was pissed off at him and wanted to beat the fuck out of him…..I still loved him and missed him. When I entered the house it was empty.

"Roger? Are you home?" I asked.

I checked the kitchen counter to see if he left a note, but the only thing I found was a half eaten sandwich. Maybe he's sleep? I checked the bedroom and the bed was still made up. I went back in the living room and watched TV.

Hours later…

I woke and looked at the clock. It said 3am.

"Roger?"

Their wasn't an answer. I got my coat and left quickly.

Mickey's POV

I was asleep on the couch when I heard someone banging on the door.

"I'M COMING." I yelled going to the door. " WHO THE HELL IS BANGING ON MY DOOR AT…Oh, hey Mimi." I said.

"Have you seen Roger?" Mimi asked worried.

"He came by here earlier." I said nervously.

"Why?"

I sat her down and explained what happened.

"Lets check the loft." Mimi said getting up.

"I'll check the roof." I said as we headed for the door.

I ran up to the roof and no one was up there, I walked around and looked at the sky, it'd been months since I'd been on the roof. Memories ran threw my mind, but a certain memory kept replaying.

Flashback

"Now your going to baby me Like Roger and Mimi?"

"Yes I will."

"You don't need to do that." Mickey said looking in his blue eyes.

"I take care of the ones I love rather they like it or not."

Shit Mark, your not even dating this girl and your already telling her you love her.

Mark wanted to kick himself.

Did he just say he loved me? I hope that's what he meant. Oh God his jacket smells good.

Mickey thought.

" I don't want the ones I love worrying about me."

Shit Mickey, your not even dating this guy and your already telling him you love him.

Mickey wanted to kick herself too.

Did she just say she loved me? I hope that's what she meant, God she looks beautiful in the moon light, now I sound like Roger.

Mark started giggling.

"What's so funny?" Mickey said facing him.

"Nothing."

They both heard the door open and they looked at the corner of their eyes.

"Sometimes my sister can be so noise." Mickey whispered.

"They all are." Mark whispered back.

They both started laughing.

"Look about earlier, are you ok?" Mark asked.

"Your not mad I nearly killed the 'love of your life'?" Mickey said sarcastically.

"No, you just kicked her ass. Maureen's the one who nearly killed her."

They laughed.

"I should go, I have to be at work at 6:30 in the morning."

"Damn, you really are a sell out." Mickey teased.

He hugged her tightly and she gave him a quick peck on the lips, he froze.

"I'll….se…see..yo…you….later." Mark said walking out the door.

End of flashback

I laughed to myself and tears fell down my cheek.

"Thinking about him ?" Mimi asked smiling.

"Yeah." I said quietly.

"Maybe he's at the Life." Mimi said.

When we reached the Life we saw Mark and Benny.

"Has anyone seen Roger?" Mimi asked.

"No." Benny said sitting his drink down.

Mimi and Benny ran out the Life leaving Mark and I standing there looking at each other.

A/N: In the next chapter Kate will explain everything to Roger. REVIEW!