He rolled my nipples in his fingers. I cried out. Tingles spread across my flesh. My hips bucked up, knees locked together. I felt like I had started freefalling off the earth. My hands wrapped around Sam. He held me as my body continued to fall.

"What was that?" I breathed minutes later.

Sam lazily smiled. "That was an orgasm."

"Why the hell was I waiting to do that?! I want that again" My eyes glowed bright looking into Sam. My Sam.

Chapter 13: Keep Eating

This chapter has an optional smutty ending. If you are not here for the Smut that is totally okay, there is an alternate ending before the smut begins.

As Always Happy Reading.

"Sam." I broke the silence of my post orgasm cuddle.

"Yes love?" Sam was playing with my hair. He looked quite pleased with himself.

"I want to..." I started to ask. The shyness that had not been invited into my body bubbled up again.

Sam kissed the top of my head. His arms pulled me closer. Every touch was love and care.

"I want you to be my first"

Sam cuddled me against him. I felt the love in how he held me.

He slowly released me from his embrace. I watched as he rolled off the bed. Standing next to the bed, he looked like he was having a conversation with himself. I waited, only slightly worried about the pain that first time sex can cause. I had heard about it in the locker room at school.

"Lets have sex. After we eat something." Sam held his hand out to me. I took it, letting him help me out of his comfortable bed.

"Dinner first?" I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Yes. I know for a fact that the Dads consider beer food when fishing." Sam smiled at me. He tilted my chin up to him. Bringing my lips in contact with his. My needy noise sounded against his lips. "How many beers did they give you?"

"Only three"

Sam laughed as we walked out of his room. We passed the closed doors. I paused, turning to Sam.

"Sam. What are in these rooms?"

"Oh. I can show you."

Sam stopped at one of the doors. Opening it, he stepped aside. Inside was a typical room set up. There was a king sized bed in the middle of the room. I walked in and saw a TV, dresser and attached bathroom. It looked like the perfect guest space. I gave Sam a confused expression.

"When the change first happens, new wolves need to be in a safe space. I built this house to accommodate that. All the walls are completely soundproof, even to wolf hearing. It is especially hard for the new wolves without a family member or friend on the council. Each wolf has spent time in this house. On the weekends when one of them needs to let loose, they spend the night here. I want to try to give them as much of a normal life as I can. Sometimes, that includes providing them a safe space to come home too." Sam's smile grew as he talked.

I walked up to him. Wrapping my arms around his body. I pulled his lips down to mine. Sam has been so focused on making sure the pack has a regular life. A part of me doubted that he had focused on his own happiness in a while. He broke the kiss, smiling down at me.

"Let's go grab some food," Sam smiled.

I followed Sam out of the room. We shut the door behind us. My legs still felt a bit jiggly after the orgasm. Instead of risking it on the stairs. I jumped onto Sam's back. He laughed as he carried me piggyback style down the stairs. I skillfully dropped from his back as we reached the kitchen. Both of us were lost in joyous laughter. Is this how easy it would be to love Sam?

"What are you feeling?" Sam asked.

"Anything. I am not picky" I smiled at him.

"Okay. Then I am going to make you a Uley delicacy." Sam opened the cupboard and pulled out two boxes of Mac and Cheese. "I promise, I am the best cook when it comes to this. My mom often worked late. This was the only food I could make without fail." Sam winked at me.

"Sounds yummy" I smiled. Mac and Cheese was also my childhood no-fail food.

Sam knew his way around the kitchen. He quickly had everything ready to eat. It was like magic watching his toned body move throughout the space. I could not keep my eyes off him.

"What are you looking at?" Sam laughed.

"I don't know what you are talking about." I smiled, knowing I had just been caught staring at him.

The noodles finished cooking. Sam grabbed the pot, draining the water into the sink. He skillfully opened up the packaged cheese. Little explosive plumes of cheese smoke exploded into the air. Instantly I felt like the little girl I once was, rereading the package as I tried to cook this meal for my first time. My smaller hands struggled to open the package as I worried that it was all going to burn.

"Ketchup or no Ketchup?" Sam asked. He had finished stirring all the ingredients together.

"Definitely Ketchup." I smiled at him. Ketchup was the one condiment that I had constantly in the house. Mainly because the food bank knew children liked ketchup, and would provide us with a bottle once a month.

"Good choice. I knew you were my soulmate, but if you said no ketchup I might have questions for the elders" Sam laughed. I joined him, my laughter coming more freely then it had in years.

We sat at the huge dining table. I sat next to Sam. The need to touch him was overwhelming. I did not want him to think I was a needy imprint. He deserved so much more than that. He selflessly allows members of the pack to use the house without warning. He provides a safe space to the pack. He does not need an imprint attached to his hip.

Sam reached over, moving my bowl next to his. He held his arms out to me. I practically fell into his arms. Sam held me on his lap.

"Hope you don't mind. The distance between us does not feel right." Sam happily ate some food. Content to have me on his lap as he did so. I joined in, feeling more comfortable on his lap. I needed this constant connection. Thank goodness Charlie understands. I do not know how anyone could feel as I do towards Sam without their Dad knowing. Charlie would have probably thought I was insane.

We ate in a cuddled embrace. Something felt odd about the house. I couldn't put my finger on why. I lost focus on what was odd about the house, as Sam finished his dinner. His mouth trailed kisses down my neck. I leaned into the touch.

"Keep eating" Sam spoke softly into my ear.

"What if I am full?" I asked back. Sam had loaded my bowl almost full. I was still getting used to eating normal amounts. My brain would not let my stomach learn to eat more. Knowing how hard it is to return to hunger after I had good meals.

Sam paused his kisses. I felt the layer of worry on my skin. The same way I felt in the truck. I was about to ask him about it as Sam spoke.

"Bella. You will never have to worry about not having food again." Sam whispered into my ear.

A chill ran across my skin. Like his words scared away the worry. I knew with Sam, he would take care of me. He already has in the short time we have had together.

"I believe you" I spoke quietly into the space.

"I know what it is like. Before my mom got a decent job, we lived off of the charity of others. It was not that my mom was proud. She was just, well, trying her best. I wish she was still around. I would have loved to build her a place out here."

"Your mom..." I couldn't bring myself to finish the question. I knew that he had been wanting to make a soup that she used to make. Does that mean that she is no longer with us?

"She was hit by a drunk driver. I was old enough to phase and was the first deputy to the accident. That is when I phased for the first time. When I could keep myself human, her funeral was held."

I twisted in his lap "I am so sorry"

"I blamed myself for a long time. If I had been there sooner. If I had convinced her not to drive in that storm. I need to remind myself that she is with the creator. She has found more peace than she ever had on earth."

I wrapped my arms around him. He held me tightly.

"She would have loved you. Always told me to find a girl that had experience outside of this community. Told me that I needed to be with someone who was completely my equal. That she had looked around and found all the girls here lacking the spark that her son needed in a partner." Sam let out a sad laugh "turns out she was right. You, Miss Swan, are completely out of my league."

"I am not out of your league. If anything you are out of mine Mr. Adonis"

Sam burst out laughing. He leaned back in the chair as his laughing fit continued.

"Mr. Adonis?"

"Don't let it go to your head, but you are gorgeous Sam." I admitted.

"Well Bella, you are more gorgeous than I have ever seen. You can let that go to your head, love."

Sam's eyes met mine. I felt the need grow in my body. I needed him. Wanted him every way I could get him.

I crushed his lips with mine. Needing in a way that I had never felt possible. My soul reached out towards his, demanding that they interlace with his soul.

Alternative Clean Ending

Sam took me upstairs and for the first time in my life I felt whole. As if our souls and bodies joining created an entirely new me. Sam did aftercare, holding me in the tub as I felt the bond click fully into place.

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Sam carried me upstairs, my mouth refusing to leave his long enough to manage the stairs. He held me in his arms. Slowly, I lifted his shirt up. Sam unhooked my legs that were tightly around his waist. He slowly disconnected our bodies. Each contact that was disconnected created more need within me.

"Bella" Sam kissed my lips "We will be closer than we have ever been. I promise"

I nodded, trying to control my need for him. I failed. My hands reached to him, pulling at his shirt. I needed him free of clothing. Sam growled, but allowed me to slowly undress him. Once his shirt was on the ground I moved to his pants. Sam paused my movements, his hands stopping mine.

"Is this what you want?" Sam asked.

"Yes. Sam, I want you." I kissed him hard on the lips.

"Bella, I have to warn you. I won't last long tonight. The first time imprints have sex it overwhelms the senses. I promise I will go longer in the future" Sam apologized.

I held his face in mine "Sam this is my first time. I think you will go the perfect amount of time for me." I kissed him trying to convey all my love.

Sam moved me back until my legs pressed against the bed. Reaching down he pulled up my shirt. I felt my back arch in anticipation. I wanted him more than I had wanted anything in my life.

My breasts peaked against the cool air in the room. Everything felt cold compared to Sam's hot body. Sam's mouth was against my peaked nipples. He sucked each of them. Taking my breast into his mouth. I moaned as his warmth soaked into my breast. Each suck pulled my stomach tighter.

"Bella, you are beautiful" Sam kissed me hard. Wrapping a hand around my body, he pulled us both up into the middle of the bed. I felt the soft sheets on my exposed shoulders. I needed him closer. Locking my ankles around his back I pulled myself closer. Close enough to feel the length. I gasped at the feeling of his girth. I wanted him in me.

"Sam. I want you" I moaned between kisses. Sam laughed a triumphant laugh.

I felt the button on my pants pop. Sam unzipped my zipper. Then paused again.

"Bella, can I take off your pants?"

"Yes Sam. Please. Fuck, take them off already" I begged him.

Sam did not need more begging. He skillfully undressed me. Leaving me exposed only wearing my panties. Looking down I saw the beige panties I had decided on in the dark this morning. Momentarily I felt embarrassed for not having on more attractive underwear. Maybe that would change how Sam saw me.

Until I looked at Sam. His eyes looked at my body the way that a man stranded in the desert looked at water. He took his time memorizing my curves, his hands lay inactive at his sides. It was like my beauty paused all motions for him in this moment.

Smiling, I reached my hand towards his face. Sam leaned into the touch.

"Bella, have I ever told you that you could make a goddess long to be as beautiful as you?" His voice was that of worship.

"I guess that makes two of us." I smiled at him.

His lips pressed against mine again, feverish need conveyed with each kiss.

"Sam" I moaned against his lips.

"Yes love?" Sam growled back.

"I want you in me." I demanded. My voice breaking as I recognized the desire flying through me.

Sam leaned back, kneeling between my legs. His pants strained against his impressive length. My mouth watered, I wondered what he would taste like. I watched with bated breath as he popped the button. The straining continued. Carefully Sam unzipped, his impressive member sprang to attention. Sam was commando. Excitement exploded again in my chest. If he was commando often, that means we could have quickies whenever we wanted.

"Bella. Are you sure? We don't have too" Sam's hand rubbed up and down his length.

"I want you Sam. I want you in me. Please."

Sam reached forward pulling my underwear. He growled "Are these a particular favourite pair for you?"

"No"

Sam brought his face down to my panties. I felt the rip of the fabric against my skin. Watching as Sam tossed the now ribbons of fabric off the bed.

"Fuck, that was hot" I moaned.

Sam laughed. Growing serious he added "Bella. You need to let me know how this feels. If it is too much I will pull out. I will not hurt you"

"Okay"

I felt the tip against my entrance. Sam looked me in the eyes as he slowly entered me. It felt good. I was being stretched, almost molded to his shape. Every inch increased my feeling of fullness in a way I could not have imagined. Just when I thought I was as full as I could be, he would have more to offer me.

Sam paused his descent into me.

"Why did you stop?" I complained. It was such a rich feeling of fullness, I wanted all of him in me. Yet Sam stopped before I could swallow half of him.

"I love the eagerness. How does this feel?" Sam asked.

"Good. No. Better than good. It feels like I am full. It is fucking magical" I rambled in my pleasure.

"I am glad" Sam leaned down, kissing me deeply.

"How is it for you?" I asked. What if he stopped half way because he did not like the feeling of being in me?

"This is the best feeling I have ever had. You are so fucking tight babe"

"I think I can fit more of you" I challenged him

"You will be able to. In time. Tonight this is far enough"

Before I could protest that I wanted more, Sam started moving slowly in and out. The feeling of being filled overwhelmed me, over and over. I arched my back, trying to get more of him in. I wanted to take all of him into me. Sam growled. He began pumping evenly into me. Each time stopping before he gave me his full length. My body was already full of him. I could not imagine the added girth inside me.

"Fuck" I cried out as the elastic that was holding my tightness finally snapped. I felt myself coating his length.

"Bella," Sam growled. Pausing inside me. I felt him moving in me independent from the thrusts. His tip hitting a spot within me over and over again pushed me over the edge again. This time I was rewarded with his hot seed spraying me.

Sam and I cried out at the same time. An aura appeared around Sam, I could see the sealing of our romantic imprint. More importantly, I could see the joining of our souls.

Sam held me as we both gained our breath. In the moment I hadn't realized how hard we had both been working our bodies. It seemed as natural as breathing at the time. Sam rubbed my back. Once we had gained control of our breathing Sam kissed me again.

"Wow" was all I could say.

"Wow" Sam's deep voice echoed.

Slowly Sam removed himself from me. I felt empty without him in.

"One second." Sam untangled us. I watched as he walked into the en suite bathroom. Steam started to funnel out through the open door. Sam came back to me.

"Come here my love" Sam picked up my body. I was limp with pleasure. He cradled me in his arms. "How does a bath sound?"

"I don't want you to let go of me," I admitted.

"I can do that."

Sam stepped into the full tub. Lowering us both into the warm water. Sam pulled me up against his chest. I rested my head against him.

"Can I stay here forever?" My tired mind asked.

"Stay longer than forever" Sam kissed the top of my head.

Authors Note: So? Was do you think? I tried my hardest to make this a consensual and realistic first time with a shapeshifter. ALSO can we please take a moment for Sam's mom! Guys that wasn't planned! I was writing and it came out and I cried. Anyway what do you think please let me know in the reviews! You all know how much your reviews mean to me. I need the love and support for this story. Especially as we get closer to the wedding!