Falling Further

I know I said I would be switching each chapter between AkuRoku and Soriku...BUT...Soriku was being gay and didn't want to be written, so, I decided to write another chappy of AkuRoku. Enjoy.

Axel's POV.

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

Sleep was hard to come by for Axel.

He was so used to having that little bit of warmth that Roxas's body managed to create, even in the cold gloominess of Castle Oblivion.

He was so used to having those wayward blonde spikes to bury his face in.

He was so used to being able to kiss or lick Roxas's neck, and taste the innocence that the boy released.

He was so used to having Roxas.

Axel crawled his way out of the bed that they had shared many times before, and went to their shared closet.

He dug out an old battered and beaten box that had probably seen better days. He took the lid off and began to dig through the contents of the box.

Pulling out a few things at a time, he sorted them into three piles.

Notes from him to Roxas.

Notes from Roxas to him.

Pictures of the two of them.

While looking through your old box of notes

Setting aside the notes from him to Roxas, he opened the first one that he grabbed from the "Roxas to me" pile.

Hey sexy!

Haha, I knew that would get your attention, you horndog.

Well, I'm really bored and thought I would write this since I'm stuck in my room. Damn Mansex! He's an evil bastard...I think he just needs to get laid. Seems to have worked wonders for your attitude. Or maybe Saix is withholding all of his 'favors' so Xemmy has to do what he says, or else Xemmy gets no ass that night. -shudders- I just creeped myself out...damnit.

I miss being able to see you, being stuck in my room for two weeks sucks, although I actually get to play my PS2 alot more.

When I get out, we need to sneak out and go do something.

Forever yours,

Roxas

AkA - Roxie (ONLY you can call me that, by the way.)

Axel read this note over a few times, remembering why Roxas had gotten landed in Room arrest. He had snuck out of the castle late one night and had gone to Twilight Town to get something for Axel. Although, when he got released from room arrest, they had made up for the two weeks by going out and partying with the rest of the Organization (Minus Saix and Xemnas.)

Axel soon found out just why you never let Roxas have any kind of alcohol.

If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

After about 4 shots of Jose Quervo, 3 shots of Coconut Rum and 4 Sminoffs...Roxas got a very dominant streak. Axel soon found himself in a private room of the club, and they were doing very private things. Although, they found out later on, from Larxene, that she and Demyx had hear them, and gotten the rest of the Organization over there. After hearing Axel's loud shouts, and Roxas's yells...they stealthily opened the door a crack and got about 6 pictures of the two of them. How they didn't hear the snickers from the guys, and Larxene's giggles and the clickity whirring of the Polaroid as Demyx took the pictures, could only be owned up to the intense, passionate fun they were having.

Axel dug through the pictures pile, and was upset to find that the photos were missing.

Roxas POV.

Wandering down the empty streets of Twilight Town, Roxas had found himself a hideout.

Although, it looked like it was used quite a bit, Roxas didn't care, he just wanted somewhere to sleep.

I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for

Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a few pictures. He let out a soft chuckle as he looked through them.

That night, after he got out of Room arrest had been wild, and very, very fun filled. He remembered how Axel had ended up shouting his name in that private room, even though it wasn't very private...as these pictures show. Larxene and Demyx, two of his and Axel's best friends, had gotten some pictures of the intense, wild, passionate fun that those two had been having. It had always provided a good laugh for everyone when they remembered that night, and Axel and Roxas had always shared a deeper, more intimate relationship after that night.

God, leaving Axel had hurt him worse than Axel would ever know...

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

When he left, he swore he would forget about Axel, but he knew he never would.

Not when he had given someone so much of his life, so much of himself.

Xemnas told them they were Nobodies, just a third of a person. They had a Somebody and a heartless out there somewhere. They had no true emotions, they could feel no hurt, pain, worry, sorrow, happiness, depression or anything like that. Not even a heart.

Lying ass bastard.

If they had no heart, no true emotions, then why the fuck was his heart breaking in half right now? How could he be feeling such guilt, and pain over leaving Axel? How could Axel have brought him so much love and happiness?

As he lay down to sleep, he knew sleep was going to elude him.

He had no bright, emerald green eyes to stare into, no red, gravity-defying spikes to bury his hands in, no lightly tanned, smooth skin to run his hands over while writhing in passion.

He had nothing.

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

Ok, short, I know. But, I'll have another chapter up in the next few days, hopefully. Read and review, as always!

Oh, if you want me to send you the lemon for the "wild party" Just review and tell me, I'll write it up and send it to you in a PM or something...I'll only write it out if someone wants me to...

Vixy