Sorry all, I've been trying ot get this out for the past few days but this site ws just not letting it happen.. but now, yay! will try and get the next one up soon
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Title: Instant Messenger 10?
Author: Harmoni
Category: WWE
Rating: T for teen...cuz I like to swear hehehe
Summary: A nice messenger chat with WWE imposters becomes her way for escape. Cause that's all they were, Imposters. she wasn't that dense, she just wanted to pretend and play along cuz that's what they were doing.. Right?
Disclaimer: the OC's belong to me… wrestlers belong to the WWE and themselves,
Spoilers: Randy is suspended, and I'll prolly just make it up as I go along… I might follow some things that happen and discard the rest. My fan fic, my rules ha ha ha)
Feedback: Please
Author's Note: Ahem if this completely sucks, I'm blaming it on my feverish mind… I wrote this while sick. There is an explanation behind this story that I may perhaps share at a later date. I dreamed half of it… but that's how a lot of my fics start...and before people go on about another Randy story… SOOOO not my fault… My Randy Muse is running rampant and SOOOO not my fault… please tell me what you honestly think it's written in 1st person which I usually don't do… oh and this part is unbetaed…my poor girl's internet is down.. grrrrrr…
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Randy: Ignore me all you want but I know you're there reading this and if you keep ignoring me, I'll have to resort to drastic measures.
I continued to stare at the screen. Did this guy ever give up? I slapped him, told him to leave me alone. What more do I have to do?
Lana: What type of drastic measures?
Randy: The kind that includes me getting John to call up your cousin to get your address and then when there happens to be some time off coming over there to talk to you.
Lana: Why can't you leave me alone?
Randy: Is that what you want?
Lana: And if I told you yes, then would you leave me alone?
Randy: no
Lana: Then why ask what I want?
Randy: Cuz I don't think it's what you really want.
Lana: Stop! You don't know what I want, Danni doesn't know what I want so why can't you all butt out and leave me alone?
Randy: Okay I'll leave you alone.
Lana: You will?
Randy: Yup.
Lana: Really? Just like that?
Randy: If that's what you want.
Lana: Yeah I do.
Randy: Okay but I want you to tell me that.
Lana: fine, leave me alone.
Randy: That's not what I meant.
The phone began to ring and my eyes snapped toward the door. No, no way, I was going to kill Danni for giving him my number. I stood up and opened the door.
"Mom, don't answer." I yelled but it was too late.
"hello?" I heard my mom ask. "yes this is her."
I breathed a sigh of relief, going back to my laptop, but saw no new message from Randy.
Then it happened.
"Lana, phone."
I swore, opening up my door. "I'm not here." I hissed at her
My mom handed me the phone. "Too late I already told him you were here."
I took the phone, shooting her a dirty look.
"What?" I snapped.
"Is that anyway to treat an old friend?"
I racked my brain, trying to figure out who it was. Finally it hit me.
"Derek?"
It was my ex.
"What do you want?"
"I just called to see how you were."
"Oh perfect, you know how it is."
"how are you feeling?"
"Horrible. What do you think? Why are you calling now?"
"I heard it was gone."
I pulled the phone away staring at it in disbelief. Was he serious?
"It is not gone, Derek. It is still very much there and It will always be a part of my life. I'm in remission if that's what you mean, why do you want to know.
"Well you can move back in now right?"
"Y-you want to get back together? Where the hell were you this whole time I was sick?"
His reply was cut off by the call waiting beep.
"Hold on my other line is going."
I clicked on and answered.
"Hello?"
"So say it."
"What? Randy? Oh my god, like I really need this right now."
"What's wrong?"
"My ex is on the other line wanting to get back together now that-"
"Now that what?"
"Nothing, I dunno why I'm even telling you."
"You want to get back with him?"
"Oh hell no."
"Then tell him so."
"I plan on it."
"Give it what you got."
"Fine I will."
I clicked back over.
"Derek?"
"So what do you think?"
"I think that I don't want to get back together with you. I think it's really over. If you can't be there for me while I'm sick, then I can't be with you, good bye Derek."
I clicked back to the other line.
"See? Told you I would-wait a sec, why am I talking to you about it?"
"Can we talk now?"
"I thought we were."
"You know what I mean. If you want me to leave you alone then tell me so."
"Fine, Randy, leave me alone."
He chuckled. "Okay I wasn't expecting that to be so easy."
"So you'll leave me alone now?"
"No."
"But you said…"
"I lied."
I let out a huge sigh. "Randy why are you bugging me? I don't have time for this and how did you get my number? Did Danni give it to you?"
"No, John called Danni then she gave it to him."
I let out a frustrated scream. "Mom, give me your cell phone."
"Lana."
"Hold on." I snapped, grabbing the cell phone out of my mom's hand.
"Is everything okay?" My mom asked.
"Just peachy." I growled punching in Danni's number.
"Hello?"
"You're so dead."
"Lana please just calm down."
"Don't tell me to calm down. Where the hell do you get off going behind my back? AGAIN?"
She sighed. "Did you talk to him?"
"No he's-oh shit he's still on the phone. I'll call you back and you better answer, cause you're dead."
"Oh like that gives me an incentive to answer. Just do everyone a favor and talk to him."
"I hate you." I hissed hanging up the phone.
"Sweetheart?"
"Don't call me that." I snapped at him.
He sighed. "Lana."
"What?" I snapped again.
"Why are you so angry at everyone?"
"Can we talk later? I gotta go."
"No you don't. If you hang up I'm coming over there. Or perhaps that's what you want."
I went back into my room, sinking down onto my bed, tears in my eyes as I decided to switch tactics. "Fine, I give in. Randy I think you are the hottest guy on the planet. I've wanted you for over 2 years now in the baddest kind of way. And now that I know you feel the same way then come get me. I'll travel with you and we can go and get married and have our 2.5 kids and a cute little picket fence. I'm sorry it took so long for me to realize this but I thought it was a dream for the longest time."
"What? See now you're just saying that to get rid of me."
I let out a high pitch giggle, my expression now completely changed, as was my tone. "nuh uh. I just finished talking to some friends and they told me to go and get you. They're right of course, I'm an idiot acting like a spoiled brat and I hope you can forgive me."
"Really?"
"Well duh. So when are you coming to get me?"
"For what?"
Another giggle. "You want to get to know me, so what better way then to travel together?"
"You want to travel?"
"Just send me a ticket."
"What the hell is going on?"
"What are you talking about? Hun, I thought this is what you wanted?"
"Not exactly what I had in mind. Look Lana, I'll call you back later okay?"
He hung up and I turned the phone off a big smug smile on my face. So that's what I had to do all along? Talk like I actually wanted him? That was easy, I was free. He wouldn't be bugging me anymore, no more calls, no more messages, no more of Danni's meddling. I'm sure that scared him away completely. He would never know my secret now, he would never look at me they way he did in my dream. It was done.
I felt like patting myself on the back.
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Danni: What did you do?
It was many hours after the phone call and I had yet to call back Danni and kill her. The motivation was gone, Randy was gone.
Lana: I told him what he wanted to hear :D
Danni: NO you didn't you purposely scared him away. Lana, he likes you. Why are you being so damned stubborn?
Lana: And why can't you butt out? Give it up Danni. I don't want to be with him. I refuse to let him into my personal hell.
Danni: You're in remission.
Lana: But for how long?
Danni: Hopefully forever and if not then you'll kick its ass again. But you can't shut him out. He wants to be your friend Lana. It should be up to him if he wants to be there or not through it. You can't decide that for him.
Lana: Too late.
Danni: You really think he's gone for good? If so, you're an idiot.
Lana: I'm an idiot? Excuse me?
Danni: You heard me, or ahhh read it right…You can't decide who and who will not care for you, it's not up to you to decide that.
Lana: I can make him stop caring.
Danni: But why? Why are you trying so hard to push everyone away? Why do you want so badly to just be alone?
Lana: Did you…. Did you tell him about me?
Danni: Sigh No Lana, that is up to you to tell him.
Lana: Oh look you were able to keep your mouth shut about something.
Danni: hate me all you want. But one day you'll thank me.
Lana: Doubt it.
Danni: If you say so. He will call you back you know. He's not just gonna give up.
Lana: He couldn't get off the phone fast enough. It's done.
Danni: So you think. That's not what he told John.
Lana: And how would you know?
Danni: John told me.
Lana: You're talking to John?
Danni: Yes I gave him my number. He seems cool and plus I had a feeling you weren't gonna be super nice to Randy, so it was a back up plan.
Lana: Danni? Butt out okay?
Danni: Not until you answer my question
Lana: What question?
Danni: Why are you trying so hard to push everyone away? Why do you want so badly to just be alone?
I stared at the question for a long time, not caring that I was making Danni wait. Why was I so stubborn on keeping everyone away? The only people I had let in were Danni and my mom and most recently Jen and Krista but no one else. It hadn't just been my friends ignoring me, what I didn't tell Danni all those months ago sitting on the porch, the few friends that did call, I was nasty to them and when I missed their calls I never returned them.
Lana: If something ever happened to me, if this cancer comes back and takes over my body, if it eventually kills me, then so be it, but I'm not leaving behind a wake of hurt people, to mourn over me. It's better if I'm left alone. The less people to feel guilty about leaving, the better.
Danni: Again Lana, that's not your decision to make.
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