I think I almost cried when I wrote this… stupid Harmoni…

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Title: Instant Messenger 20?

Author: Harmoni

Category: WWE

Rating: T for teen...cuz I like to swear hehehe

Summary: A nice messenger chat with WWE imposters becomes her way for escape. Cause that's all they were, Imposters. she wasn't that dense, she just wanted to pretend and play along cuz that's what they were doing.. Right?

Disclaimer: the OC's belong to me. wrestlers belong to the WWE and themselves, Part of the cheer is from Bring it On and the other part is from me… yes I admit it I used to be a cheerleader hides head in shame

Spoilers: Randy is suspended, and I'll prolly just make it up as I go along. I might follow some things that happen and discard the rest. My fan fic, my rules ha ha ha)

Feedback: Please

Author's Note: Ahem if this completely sucks, I'm blaming it on my feverish mind… I wrote this while sick. There is an explanation behind this story that I may perhaps share at a later date. I dreamed half of it but that's how a lot of my fics start...and before people go on about another Randy story…. SOOOO not my fault My Randy Muse is running rampant and SOOOO not my fault… please tell me what you honestly think it's written in 1st person which I usually don't do. And this is still unbetaed…. Come on girl, get ur damn internet back

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I hummed as I ran a comb through my short damp hair, staring at the mirror, happy with how much better I was looking.

I was at home again. We left on the Tuesday and Randy said he would come visit me soon. Ever since I saw him again I felt like I was floating, my feet were barely touching the ground.

"You seem happy." My mom mused as she stopped in the doorway.

I grinned at her in the mirror. "I am momma. I like him, I really do."

She smiled, happy that I was finally happy.

"Have you told him yet?"

My smile turned to a frown. "Is it really that important?"

She sighed, a sad look in her eyes. "You know it is baby, he has a right to know."

"Momma I'm happy again, everything is going great, if I tell him he'll hate me."

She stepped up behind me wrapping me up in a big hug.

"I don't think it's possible for anyone to hate you Princess, and I know he won't."

"Why?" I timidly asked

"Because you're beautiful inside and out. All he cares about is what's inside. This won't be important to him but he should still know."

I sighed knowing she was right. "I'll tell him. I will, please just give me a little bit more time."

She nodded, placing a kiss on my cheek before she left.

"I'm glad to see you smiling again Princess," She said before she left me there, my smile long gone, in its place a frown as I stared at myself in the mirror.

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John: I know he's on is way there now. Are you going to tell him?

I frowned at my computer screen. The thoughts have been mulling around in my head for the past couple weeks. He had a right to know but if I was going to tell him I wanted it to be face to face and on my terms I didn't want everyone, i.e., John, Danni, my mom, Krista, Jen, telling me or pressuring me to do it

Lana: Look John I'll tell him when it's time okay. Please don't bug me about this right now.

John: Are you okay Princess?

Lana: Yes I just haven't been sleeping well lately. I think I'm just stressed from worrying about how he will react.

John: He'll be fine, the guys crazy for you.

Lana: Crazy enough to not hate me when he finds out?

John: I think so.

Lana: How can you be so confident? Did you tell him already?

John: No I swear I didn't.

Lana: He's here.

John: Good luck and call me if you need me for anything.

Lana: Of course, thanks John.

John: No prob Princess.

I nervously shut my laptop and threw open the front door, jumping into Randy's arms as he picked me up and spun me around placing me down with the sweetest most heart melting kiss. But damn if this boy couldn't kiss.

"Miss me?" I teasingly asked.

"Of course." He said, giving me another kiss.

I grinned up at him, my arms wrapping around his neck. "I missed you too."

"You all alone?" He jokingly asked.

"Are you trying to seduce me?"

He gave me another kiss. "Is it working?"

I grinned and pulled away going back inside. "no, but I will let you take me out to dinner."

"with Pleasure." He said following me inside.

"I didn't make reservations." I called to him as I went to change.

"That's fine, I did."

My head poked out of my room. "Where? You don't know this city."

"I asked Danni."

"Where at?"

"I'm not telling you."

"I hate surprises." I grumbled as I reappeared, wearing a knee length skirt and a green top.

He whistled appreciatively, causing me to blush.

"Why are you blushing?" He teasingly asked.

"Why are you whistling?" I shot back.

"Because you're looking gorgeous, and your face is now matching your hair."

I whacked him on the shoulder but he grabbed my hand, frowning down at the inside of my arm.

"What's that?" He asked.

I followed his gaze to where a large purplish bruise was.

I shrugged. "no clue."

"You don't remember how that happened?"

I shook my head. "No, knowing me, I walked into something. I'm clumsy."

He dropped my hand, believing that I had no clue how it happened. I didn't know. I may have had a small idea what it could mean. But I was clumsy. There's a good chance I just walked into something.

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"This is, this is really wow." I whispered as we ate our food.

He had taken me to Harbour Center, which was a revolving restaurant overlooking all of Vancouver. The view was breathtaking both inside and out.

"Dance with me?" He asked, standing up and holding a hand out to me. I blushed, shyly taking his hand as he led me to the dance floor.

"You really do look beautiful." He whispered as he pulled me to him.

"You're not so bad yourself." I teased him, leaning my head against his chest. "Thank you for this. You'll never know what it means to me. Just you coming into my life."

He leaned down and kissed me. "You'll never know what you've done for me since you came into my life."

"Driven you nuts?" I teasingly asked.

"Well that too." He agreed.

I pretended to look hurt and stuck out my lower lip which he bit, sucking it in. I responded with another kiss before wrapping my arms around his neck tighter as his arms pulled me closer.

"This right here." I said, "I never want to forget this."

"Nor do I," he replied. "And we won't"

I sighed, closing my eyes, content with the world.

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I woke up a few weeks after that night feeling sick to my stomach. Groaning, I swung my legs over the bed and gasped at the huge bruise on my leg, lifting the sleeve on my arm I saw the bruise that Randy had pointed out was still there.

Immediately my breathing became shallow as I tried not t think about what it meant.

"MOM." I screamed.

She was in my room within 2 seconds, followed by Danni who looked like she had just arrived.

"What is it Baby?"

I held my arm out.

"Did you hurt yourself?" Danni asked.

I pointed to the bruise on my leg.

"No." My mom gasped, dropping to her knees beside me.

I nodded, feeling numb.

"Perhaps you did just hurt yourself." Danni hopefully suggested.

Again I nodded, knowing it wasn't true.

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"Are you sure?" I asked again, begging the doctor to give me some other news. Anything really but this.

"I'm so sorry Lana. We ran all the tests."

"Run them again." Danni snapped, looking angry.

Doctor Cortez sighed, running a hand over her face. "Trust me Danni, if there was anyway I thought these tests were wrong I'd run them again but they are very accurate. I don't want to see Lana go through this anymore then you do. I've known her, her whole life, and I know this is unfair."

A bitter laugh escaped me. "No, unfair is me thinking I could lead some sort of normal life."

"You can still lead a somewhat normal life." Dr. Cortez told me.

"How?" I asked. "last time the Chemo made me so sick I never went out anywhere. I was just getting over it last time and for it to happen again…."

I trailed off unable to go on. I wanted to cry so badly, to scream and shout. To throw stuff, to hit something, to have Randy here beside me. But I couldn't, I was numb. Danni had the anger part covered and my mom, she was crying, unable to believe this was happening again and Randy still had no clue.

"Will she be going back on Chemo?" My mother tearfully asked.

Dr. Cortez shook her head. "we feel her body won't respond to the Chemo treatments the way it should. Her best bet would be a Bone Marrow transplant. We'll test you Mrs. Mitchell to see if you're compatible."

"And if she isn't?" Danni asked, her voice deadly calm.

"We would try you or any other relatives she has." She explained. "Usually a parent or a sibling would be the best bet-"

"Thanks dad." I muttered, thinking this was something else he screwed up.

"-If we can't find someone compatible, we would have to look for an outside donor although it's a lot more difficult and tricky, plus there is a higher chance her body will reject the Marrow."

"and if we can't find a donor?" I asked, afraid to hear the answer.

"Then we can try Chemo and Radiation and hope for the best."

I numbly nodded and stood up motioning for Danni and my mom to follow.

Once outside Danni pulled out her phone. "I'll call John and tell him to cancel our flight tomorrow."

I shook my head. "I want to go. God only knows when I'd get another chance, I want to go and have fun."

"will you tell them?" Danni hesitantly asked.

"No." I whispered looking up at the sky. "I'm not going to tell them and neither are you. I want this weekend to be fun, if everyone knows it'll just bring everyone down. Let's make it a memorable weekend."

I turned to my cousin who was looking at me, tears in her eyes.

"I love you, you know that right? We'll find a donor."

I looked away as I fumbled with the door handle.

"Yeah I know."

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