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I looked around the room. There was a nice full size bed. Next to that on either side was a side table with a lamp. There were some pictures up on the wall as well. I looked over at Nathan who was sitting on the bed, taking off his clothes. WAIT! WHAT!
"Umm, what are you doing, Nate?" I asked taking a step back, hoping he didn't notice.
He looked up at me and then back over to himself. "I'm getting ready for bed, Hales, what does it look like I'm doing?"
I shrugged. "I-I... like you're getting ready for bed, right..." I said and then grabbed my bag, searching for my toothbrush. "Well, I'm gonna just.. brush my teeth. I'll be back."
I practically ran out of there. Did he want to have sex with me.. here? At my papa Sawyer's house? I mean, they were just upstairs! We can't do that, right?
Don't get me wrong here. I would love to do that with Nathan. He's good at many things and I know that he had been blessed in that department. When things got hot and heavy back at home I could feel him pressing up on me. It was hard to stop then, but we always had Brooke to interupt us.
Damn, I knew I forgot to pack something! Brooke! I wish she were here right now! She'd tell me what to do. I miss her! A knock at the door interupted my thoughts. "Hales?" I panicked, but had no time to reply. He just opened the door and came right in. I just kept staring at him as he started brushing his teeth. He must have noticed my staring. "What?"
"I could've been naked!" That was the first thing that came to mind and I just blurted it out. Now I wish I didn't...
He laughed. "You told me you were coming in here to brush your teeth. Do you usually brush your teeth naked?" he asked and I glared at him. "What?"
"You're not funny, Nathan," I said and started to walk out of the room.
His arms wrapped around me, stopping me from moving. "Aww, come on, baby. Don't be like that," he said. One hand came up and moved my hair to the right side. He placed gentle kisses up and down the left side of my neck. "I'm just joking with you!"
I let out a shaky breath. I opened my mouth to speak but couldn't find the words. I felt him smile against my neck and then I felt nothing. He went back to brushing his teeth. I scoffed and walked out of the room. I started changing, quickly. I didn't want Nathan to catch me. I had on my tank top and shorts and then layed down on the bed. I put my phone on the side table next to me. I got under the covers, turned off my lamp, then closed my eyes.
I heard Nathan come in. I heard him as he moved around the room. I felt the bed dip down slightly as he layed down as well. He turned off his lamp and then crawled over to me. He kissed my forhead. "Goodnight, sweetheart," he said and then went back to his side.
I sighed. I wanted more than that! I knew that he did, too. We had barely talked all day. I missed my Nathan. "Nate-" I started, but I barely got out the 'Na' before he pounced on me.
He placed kisses all over my face and neck, murmuring 'I missed you all day' a few times. I giggled and then pulled him back. We were both used to the darkness now and we could see each other clearly. I smiled up at him and then pulled his lips to mine. I missed those lips. He always knew how to make a girl feel appreciated!
Soon enough my tanktop came off. Nathan was just in his boxers so I didn't have to take anything off of him. I felt his hands playing with my shorts and decided to make a bold move. I reached my hands down and took them off. He pulled back from our kiss and said, "What are you doing, Haley?"
I shushed him. "I want this, Nathan," I replied and pulled him back down to me. His hands began to roam my body, one finding a good spot on my hip and the other found home tangled in my hair. I didn't know what to do. I was scared, of course. This was it. I wanted this moment to be special. I wanted there to be candles all over the place. I wanted to have already told him that I loved him. But, here we are, about to have sex in my old foster parent's home.
I just killed the mood for myself, but still kept kissing Nate. It was only fair to let him have his fun after I said what I did, right?
"I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
but you keep frontin'
sayin' what you're gonna do to me
but I ain't seen nothin"
My phone rang. Brooke's ring tone. I LOVE BROOKE! "Just let it ring, Hales," Nate said.
I pushed him off me. "It's Brooke, babe. She might have something important to tell me," I said and he sighed. I picked up the phone. "Hey girlie! What's up?"
"Not much, how's your trip going? It sounds like its going well!"
"It is. Larry and Peyton don't hate me!"
"I knew they wouldn't! So, what are you doing right now? Or is Nathan around and you can't say anything?"
"Yeah, something like that," I replied. I looked over at him and he was laying back on his side, his back to me.
"Okay, umm. then we'll have to talk in code. Okay... If you were about to have sex and I interupted say... Peyton missed you."
I paused. "Peyton missed me a LOT."
"OH MY GOD! I'M SUCH AN IDIOT! How do you put up with me? I'm forever interupting you guys! Man, Nathan must hate me right now. What's he doing? If he's still looking at you say something, anything," she said and I stayed silent. "OH CRAP! He's giving you the cold shoulder!"
"Yep. That's very true."
"Oh, sweetie I'm sorry. You know my ringtone, why didn't you just let it ring?" I stayed silent. "What, you don't want to have sex with him?" I stayed silent again. "Listen, Haley. I'm sorry, I'm gonna let you go. Just tell him how you feel. Tell him that you're not ready if you're not ready. He won't force you into something you don't want. Love you girlie!"
"Love you, too, Brookie. Night," I said and hung up. I turned to look at Nathan who was still facing the other way. I scooted over to him, putting my arm around his waist. Still nothing. I kissed his shoulder. He didn't say a thing. I sighed. "Good night, Nathan."
I moved back over. I was pulled into the middle of the bed. He wrapped his arms around my waist and spooned with me. "Good night, Haley," he replied and then kissed my forhead.
I turned around and looked at him. He looked at me expectantly. "We need to talk, Nate," I said and he nodded for me to continue. "I guess I'm not as ready as I thought I was for sex. I'm sorry. You don't deserve this! I'm hot and cold and you deserve a girlfriend thats willing to have sex with you. I'm a terrible girlfriend and I-"
"Hey, hey, hey! You are not a terrible girlfriend," he said in a very serious tone. "Sure, you can piss me off because you'll be hot and cold, but I can live with that, Hales. If you're not ready, you're not ready! I'm not going to force you to do anything. You're a great girlfriend. You're smart, beautiful, sexy, intelligent, and you have me as a boyfriend. Perfect if you asked me."
I lightly hit his arm. "You really think all those things about me?" I asked quietly.
He nodded. "Yes, I do. You're amazing, Haley. I already told you before. When you're ready, I'll be, too. Don't feel forced into this, okay?" he asked and I nodded. "Good. Now, get some sleep. I'll see you in the morning, gorgeous."
I kissed him one last time before turning around in his arms. I could get used to this.
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