Finding Me Chapter 22: Stay With Me, an one tree hill fanfic

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Chapter 21

We arrived at Tric shortly after my little outburst. I told them I just wanted to forget about it and so they dropped it. For now, at least. There was a huge line to get inside. I was thankful Peyton was the owner because we walked right to the front and we let inside. "Peyton, it looks even better with all these people in here!" I shouted over the music.

"Thanks, Haley! I'm really glad you like it! You guys go have fun, dance and be the cute couple you are. I've gotta help Theresea with the bar. I'll see you guys later," she said and waved before leaving.

Nathan wrapped his arms around me and leaned down to kiss me. He pulled back quickly and then went to talk into my ear. "Are you sure you're okay? And don't lie to me, Hales."

I pulled back and gave him a sad smile. "No, I'm not. Not right now at least. But I will be," I replied and then reached up to hug him. I heard one of my favorite songs come on and pulled him over to dance with me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder. His arms wrapped around my waist and his head came down to kiss me on the forhead. I started to sing along with Danity Kane's "Stay With Me."

Raindrops, fall from, everywhere
I reach out, for you, but your not there
So i stood, waiting, in the dark
With your picture, in my hands
Story of a broken heart

I wrapped my arms as tightly as I could. These were my fears. I didn't want to have a broken heart by Nathan. I was really falling for him. I think I could honestly say I could see myself marrying Nathan.

Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Cant Be Without You
Jsut Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And i Dont Wanna Know whats it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I look up at him and he is smiling down at me. I wish I knew what he was thinking. He leaned down and kissed me softly. When he started to pull away I just pulled him back down. I needed to feel needed. I needed to feel wanted. I always felt that way when I was in Nathan's arms.

I'm trying and hoping, for the day
and my touch is enough
to take the pain away
Cause ive searched for so long
the answer is clear
We'll be okay if we dont let it disappear

We pulled back at the same time. I gave him a big smile and he returned it with a wink. He pulled me closer in the embrace and leaned down to whisper in my ear. "You're so special to me, Hales. I hope you know how much you mean to me."

I looked up at him and he had a serious look on his face. I was scared as to what he meant. Did he love me? I'm not ready for those words yet! Nathan, don't tell me! Don't tell me you love me!

"You're my everything, Hales. I don't tell you how much you mean to me and I just thought I should," he said, seeming like he was finished. I sighed inside.

I smiled up at him. "You mean a lot to me, too, Nate. You've helped me get through things I never thought I would. You saved me when I was definately overdue for saving," I replied. "I care about you so much, you don't even know. I've never had this feeling before with anyone."

I've searched my heart over
so many many times
For you and I is like those stars that light the sky every night
Our picture hangs out of tune
remind me of the days
You promised me we'd always
be and would never go away
thats why i need you to stay

He gave me a huge smile. "I've never felt this way either, Hales, but it's the greatest feeling in the world," he said and then we remained silent as we swayed to the music.

"Stay with me, Nate," I whispered into his chest. "Please, please stay with me."

oooo.. oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...

The song ended and we both pulled back and spoke at the same time. "Want to get a drink?" We laughed and headed over to the bar. The bar was the spot to be! Everyone was crowded around, trying to get their drink orders in. Note to self, tell Peyton she needs to make a bigger bar.

"Hey, Peyt!" I yelled and she looked up at me. She motioned she would be a minute and I nodded. I looked to Nate and smiled. "I love knowing the bartender! I get helped right away."

She came over with two water bottles. I looked at her quizically. She laughed. "You're not 21 yet!"

I laughed. "So?" I whined.

She smiled. "NO! Now, get outta here! It's crazy over here!"

Nathan pouted a little and I asked, "What's wrong, babe?"

He held up his water bottle. "I'm already 21! I deserve to be able to drink!" he said and then smiled.

I laughed. "Hey, these water bottles would normally be, like, $4 and you got them for free. Be happy!" I said and then led him over to a table. We chatted for a little while before making our way back to the dance floor. This was our entire night. Talking, kissing, dancing. I had a great time. Nathan and I don't really get alone time. It was a good change.

We were the last ones in there and Peyton was trying to stop us from cleaning. "Guys, I pay people to do this," she argued but that made us clean quicker.

"You can pay us," Nate joked.

"Yeah, I totally wouldn't mind if you payed me!" I exclaimed and she laughed.

"No! You don't work here! Now, sit! We'll finish this and then head home," she said and I sat.

"Where you will tell me EVERYTHING about what happened earlier today, right?" I smirked and she blushed slightly.

"Yes, miss nosey!"

I scoffed. "Oh, please! You want nosey? I could get my best friend Brooke on the phone and she will ask questions you wouldn't answer for anyone!" I exclaimed and she looked at me in disbelief.

"I can vouch for that. Brooke's crazy," Nathan said, taking a seat beside me.

I lightly slapped his arm. "Brooke is not crazy! Brooke's just... Brooke!" I said and then my phone rang, playing 'Buttons' by the Pussy Cat Dolls. "Speak of the devil!" I said and then picked it up. "TIGGER!" I yelled.

"TUTORCHICK! I MISS YOU!" she yelled and I heard Peyton laugh, meaning she heard

"Oh, how's my baby, Tigger?" I asked about Millie. I missed her!

"I'm fine, just missing you!"

I laughed. "Brooke, I was talking about Millie, not you," I said and Nathan laughed.

"Oh. Right! She's great, but she misses her mommy."

I sighed. "I miss her, too. How's Luke doing?"

"He's good. Wanna talk to him? He's right here."

"Sure. Why not?"

I heard her pass the phone. "Haley?"

"Hey, Luke. How's it going?"

"Pretty good, how are you, Haley?"

I smiled. "Really good. Things here have been really helpful. Please tell me you and Brooke aren't making GOOD USE of my apartment while I'm gone," I pleaded.

He laughed. "I promise we haven't! Brooke said you would kill her," he said and I smiled.

"Good."

"Well, tell Nate I say 'hi' and I'll call him later. Here's Brooke."

"Bye, Luke."

"TUTORGIRLYY! COME HOME!" she shouted into the phone.

"TIGGER! I'm coming home tomorrow. Be patient!"

"Are you having fun with Peyton?"

"Yes."

She started to sound sad. "More fun than you have with me."

"Brookie," I started.

"No, I'm sorry! That was a terrible thing to ask! She's practically your sister and you met her first. I just miss you, Haley."

"Wait, what did you just call me? Haley!" I exclaimed and she laughed. "Wow, I was beginning to think my name really was Tutorgirl!"

"Shut up! Well, I'm gonna let you go. I'll talk to you tomorrow! I can't wait until you get home!"

"Me either, Brookie! I miss you!"

"Aww I miss you, too! I LOVE YOU, TUTORCHICK!"

I smiled. "AW, I love you, too, TIGGER!"

"Bye!"

"Bye!" I hung up and sighed. I really was having a good time, but I missed being at home. I looked at Nate who was reading my mind and he hugged me close. "I miss home, Nate."

He sighed and kissed my forehead. "We're going home tomorrow, Hales. Don't worry, you'll see Brooke and Luke soon."

I laughed. "I miss my dog! Can I see her first?"

He smiled. "Yes, you can. I miss Millie, too."

Peyton walked over. "Okay, we're all done. Ready to go?" I nodded and stood up, Nate right behind me.

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