"How long do you think you can just sit there and avoid me?"ask Vic
"A long time."said John
"Look were never going to get things straighten out if you don't talk to me."She said
"I already told you how I feel, I just want to hear it from you."He said
"And if I don't say I love you, then what?"She ask
"I don't know what but I do know that you wont be telling the truth."He said
"and how can you be so sure of that?"She ask
"I just know and I don't know why you have to try to convince yourself that you don't."He said
"Why is everybody so sure that I do love you?"She ask
"Because it's true."He said
"I'm sure, I just want to make sure that everything is cool with me and you."She said
"Yeah, everything is just peachy."He said
"Don't be a smart ass, why do you have to be so difficult all the time?"She ask
"Me being difficult? I am the one being difficult, I think you need to look in the mirror while you answer that question."He said
"Whatever, were are you going anyway?"She ask
"I don't know."He said
"Don't play games John where are you driving to?"She ask
"No I am being dead serious I don't know where I am."He said
"Idiot, what the hell were you thinking?"She ask
"It ain't my fault, I was listing to what you had to say."He said
"Oh don't put the blame on me John Cena."She said
"I'm not, look how long have I been driving?"He ask
"I don't know, we left the club around ten, so what time is it now?"She ask
"Almost most two."He said
"In the morning?"She ask shocked
"No in the afternoon, yeah in the morning."He said
"Oh shut up, it's your fault were in this mess."She said
"And how is that?"He ask
"All you had to do was talked to me at the club."She said
"Oh yeah that makes it my fault."He said
"Whatever just keep your eyes on the rode."She said
"Or what, you afraid were going to crash?"He ask
"Yeah and don't play like that."She said
"Pull yourself together hun, all we have to do is turn around and go back the way we started."He said
"How would you even know, your not even from here."She said
"So."He said
Seeing as how they were both pissed at each other, John was pissed because she wouldn't admit her love for him. She was pissed that he won't except the fact that she doesn't love him, and the fact that they were now lost. They just drove in silence
"Hey look, I am sorry about all this ok, I just can't stand the thought of you not talking to me over something so pity."She said
"Pity? My love is pity?"He ask
"I didn't say that John."She said
"Sound like it to me."He said
"Well then maybe you should clean your damn ears out."She said
"No I don't think so."He said
"Why am I arguing with you, since you don't want to talk like an adult then just sit there and shut up."She said
"Why do I have to shut up?"He ask
"Because your getting on my nerves."She said
"For telling the truth, hell for one thing I should get a thank you or a hug or a kiss. The only thing you keep giving me is the cold shoulder."He said
"Because your acting like you don't get it, all you have to do is except it."She said
"Not until you admit what is true."He said
"I am not listing to you anymore."She said
"Now your just acting childish, I heard your side you can at least hear my side."He said
"I heard what you had to say already."She said
"I thought you weren't listing?"He ask smirking
"Just shut up."She said
"No, now look me telling you that I love you was not to make you uncomfortable. I was just expressing my feelings, feelings that you seem to not even understand. Even though you keep saying you don't love me, you do, and your keeping all your feelings bottle up inside. By you being with Taker ain't going to do you no good. Your just stringing him along to make it look like this is the guy you want to be with but in reality, it's me that you want. I have no problem waiting for you to make up your mind, but I ain't waiting forever."He said
"All those things your said was bull, how did you think that I love you. I thought you said you were over me anyway. And me being with Taker isn't because I am hiding my feelings for you, it's because that who I want to be with."She said
"You keep telling yourself that, but me and everybody else knows the truth."He said
"You ain't no damn physic John, you don't know what I am thinking or how I am feeling."She said
"Yes I do."He said
"How?"She ask
He pulled the car over to the side of the rode and sat there for a few minutes, just staring off into space.
"What was the point of that?"She ask
"There is a way to know how you are feeling."He said after awhile
"You keep saying that but how?"She ask
"By this."
And with that being said he pulled her into a kiss, first she try to stop him but just the touch of his lips on her felt good. They continue to kiss, and the kiss was becoming more and more passionate. She didn't know that kissing him could feel so good. She didn't even want the kiss to end, and all those feelings that she had for him before that she thought were over. Came rushing back in that one kiss.
"That how I know."He said pulling away
"I don't know what your talking about, you are a good kisser though but I don't know what your talking about."She said
"Listen, you got me waiting for you to tell me how you feel. But I can't keep waiting for you to finally say it."He said
"When are you going to stop living in this fanasty world and realize that I don't love you."She said
"So your telling me that, that kiss meant nothing to you?"He ask
"I'm not saying that."She said
"I thought so."He said smiling
"Just because you say you love me doesn't really mean anything."She said
"Why are you being so headstrong?"He ask
"If I tell you that I love you, then what will you do?"She ask
"Tell you that I love you to."He said
"And what if I tell you that I don't love you?"She ask
"I will still say I love you, because that's how I feel and it's not going to change."He said
"Why me, why couldn't you say this to Lita, or Molly?"She ask
"Because they don't have that smile that you have. That smile that lighting up anybody day. Your different from anybody that I've known, your real. There is absoulty nothing fake about you, only the fact that you won't admit your feelings for me. Every second that I am around you is the best day of my life, and it kills me to think of another man holding you in their arms or telling you they love you. Or kissing on you and making love to you. I hate that because I want to be that man."He said
"John that's all well and good. But what do you want me to do?"She ask
"Just admit it."He said
"Ok fine I do love you, but I am not in love with you.."She said
"Why the hell not? don't even say because of Taker."He said
"What else do you want me to say, it is because of him. I don't want to hurt him."She said
"Fine, don't tell him."He said
"How you expect us not to be found out by him, we are all on the same show."She said
"Why can't we just tell him.?"He ask
"I told you I don't want to hurt him."She said
"Fine I will tell him for you."He said
"So he can kick your ass, he already doesn't want me around you as is. So if he found out about this he is going to flip."She said
"Why are you so worried about disappointing him? Just follow your heart."He said
"I am and it leads me to Taker."She said
"That is such crap, you know what I am not even going to fight with you anymore."He said and started up the car
"I told you that I didn't want to argue with you either but you don't want to listen."She said
"I'm done talking, I said my piece and weather you except it or not. I love you and nothing is going to change."He said
"Did you ever think about Molly, don't you love her?"She ask
"No, I did however care about her, and yes I was happy that I had somebody. But I didn't love her I didn't want to love her. Because I knew that my heart belong with you."He said
"Oh."She said not really knowing what to say
"So what are we going to do?"He ask
"I don't know."She said
"Why don't you just make it easier on yourself and come with me, yeah it might hurt Taker but I am sure that he will get over it."He said
"It is a lot easier said then done."She said
"True, but can you please just think about it?"He ask
"I will."She said
Good, but right now we need to be thinking about finding our way back home or at least find a hotel soon."He said
"Why it is already late."She said
"Because were running out of gas."He said
"Well you better hurry up I don't want to be out here in the dark all night long."She said
"Stop being a baby, I am sure somewhere soon."He said
"I sure hope so, and I ain't no baby."She said
"Whatever."He said
"What was that?"She ask as the car start making some funny noise
"Oh nothing just the car shutting off because were out of gas."He said
"Don't be smart, this is your fault if you wouldn't of drove around forever we wouldn't be stuck here."She said
"Stop complaining, look it's almost three in the morning, the sun rises at six. I am sure we can wait then and call for some help."He said
"You got your phone?"She ask
"No it's back at the hotel."He said
"Mine is still at the club in my purse. I hope Taker took back to Lita."She said
"It doesn't look like were going to be getting out of here unless we walk."He said
"You walk, I ain't walking no where."She said
"I am not going to leave you in here by yourself so I will stay."He said
"So what do we do now?"She ask
"Just sit and wait."He said
