These are letters passed between lily and James one point in their relationship. Please R/R. 0; )
Disclaimer-I don't own lily or James but I own the rest. These feelings are real. Its completely true except the names.
Dearest James,
I love you. I truly do. You say you love me. Im not sure if I can trust you. It's almost impossible to prove, but that's what I need. I need proof. Every single time you touch me shivers run up and down my spine. Every time you talk to me, I want to jump with joy. I love the way you touch me, the way you care for me. I love how you wish we were older so you could marry me. I love how you want me to break up with him, but last time I did that, you broke my heart. I don't trust you, yet I would tell you almost anything if you asked. I love when we dance that I feel warm and protected, but I hate when the song is over, and you pull away. I feel so cold in the places where your arms where around me. I love how you can make me smile, even when I'm in the worst of moods. I love how sweet you are to me, even when I annoy you. I love how I can see us together forever. I love everything when I'm around you. I love lying in your arms late at night looking at the stars. Everything always seems perfect out there. Everything. When I close my eyes and look at you, I get the chills. I love you with all of my heart. Do you love me?
Lily
My Beautiful Flower,
Of course I love you. Your mean more to me than the air I breathe. I wish you could trust me, because I swear that you can. The thought of life without you makes me want to die. If anything ever happens to you, I don't know what I'll do. I would marry you right now if I could. I would give up everything I look forward to in life for you. I love how when I ask you questions you never give me a straight answer, and say I have to find out for my self. I love how you say I love you to me. I love when you look at me as if I'm the only on in the world. I wish you would let me have you, and break up with that boyfriend of yours. When I think about you I smile and think how sweet, funny, loving, and shockingly mature you are. If I were around you right now I would kiss you more passionately than you would think possible. I would leave you breathless and wanting more. I love how when I hold you, you snuggle closer into me. I love how you seem really shy and uneasy on top, but are really this confident person underneath. Right now, I am just getting the chills thinking about you. I love how you don't try to be perfect, but you still feel self-conscious. I love how you deny being beautiful just so I will tell you that you are the most beautiful living person that I know. Everyday I wake up and wonder if I will get to finally kiss your beautiful lips. I wonder when I will be able to hold you tight to me and have you love me. Everyday I wonder, will you be mine?
James