I Just Wanna Be Me
The only person I felt I could ever talk to was my guitar, Purple. It sounds crazy, doesn't it? But it's not. One thing that's great about talking to a guitar is that it can't argue with you, unlike my parents. Every time we had an argument I would just run up to my room and start jabbering on to my guitar about how my parents didn't understand and how they never would. That's another great thing about talking to a guitar: it just sits and listens. Not that it has ears to listen with or anything but I felt like it could. It was great to finally have someone that would listen to me, even if that someone was a guitar.
I remember I had a boyfriend once. He was called Blake and he was a jerk. I always had a thing for bad boys though. He cheated on me with a cheerleader. Go figure. I wrote a song about him, it was called Remember. Now I wish I hadn't wasted my time on showing him that he'd gotten to me. The song sounded pretty good though.
They let me out of the ghost zone to go to my funeral. Yes, I finally figured out where I was after asking almost everybody I could find before a blue ghost- who seemed to be obsessed with boxes- told me. I was surprised at how many people from my school were at my funeral considering how unpopular I was. I even saw Mrs Adams- my very strict maths teacher- sniffling into her husbands shoulder. Honestly. I wasn't surprised to see Mylee there though. We've been best friends for as long as I can remember, she even knows about the time in junior school, when I had a huge crush on Lewis Manson.
Mylee made sure they played one of my songs at the funeral. I wrote it after a particularly bad argument with my parents and it goes like this:
They tell me what to say and how to act
They think everyone's gotta be the same
Wear the same clothes, think the same way
But I just wanna be me
Oh, I just wanna be me
Chorus
Oh, I just wanna be me
I'm different to what you see
Still you're tellin' me who to be
And I just wanna be me
And you stand here saying what you expect from me
But I just can't be perfect
You say I'll never change
But you're the one that'll always be the same
And I just wanna be me
Chorus
Until next time. Ciao.
Thank you to my reviewers xnecro, WTFWonder, spiderjuice and Call Me Blue Streak. I hope everyone one likes this chapter and yes I wrote the song myself. Don't forget to R&R!