A few stray rays
of sunshine awoke Katara. She stretched her arms up above her head
while letting go of a tremendous yawn. She looked down, and found Rin
looking up at her with interest.
So it wasn't a dream. I
really am with Rin and Sesshoumaru. But I still don't get it. Why did
he save me?
"Katara! Aren't you going to come down for
breakfast?"
Katara looked down at that little face, so full
of hope. She laughed and nodded.
"Absolutely! I'm starving,
Rin! What's on the menu?"
She jumped down from the branch
and landed right beside Rin. Rin took her hand and led her to the
campfire where some birds and mushrooms were roasting. To Katara, who
hadn't had anything but fish to eat for the past few days, it smelled
divine. Rin speared one of the roasted fowl on a stick and handed it
to Katara.
"Lord Sesshoumaru caught them this morning before
he left."
Katara took a bite of the bird, swallowed, and
looked puzzled at Rin. "You mean he's not here? Where did he
go?"
Rin just shrugged, but Jaken who had walked over to
them responded, "Never you mind. Lord Sesshoumaru goes where he
pleases."
After they had all eaten and cleaned up, Katara
asked Jaken to watch over Rin, and to call if anything went wrong.
She walked off, leaving Jaken mumbling something about always being
left behind, even by hanyous. Katara laughed to herself, and walked
off into the woods. She had found out from Rin that there was a hot
spring nearby, and that was where she intended to go. Katara was sore
from her encounter with the demon the previous day, and hadn't had a
good bath in a week. She broke through some bushes, and saw she had
arrived at the spring. She also saw that someone else had had her
idea. Sesshoumaru was basking in the spring, the water reaching up to
his chest. He was leaning against a rock, and had his eyes closed.
Katara stopped walking. Sesshoumaru hadn't noticed that there was
anyone around.
Oh wow. He looks really...well...hot! I never
noticed before, but he's pretty cute. All he needs is a personality
transplant, and he'd be perfect. Should I still go in? I wouldn't
want to disturb him. He looks so...peaceful. On top of that, I
wouldn't want him to see me naked!
She looked at the figure
in the water for a moment. He stirred slightly, but didn't open his
eyes.
Aw, what the hell! I ain't waiting all day until he
decides to get out of there. I'm too sore for that.
She came
out of the bushes and walked over to the water, opposite from where
Sesshoumaru was. Suddenly he opened his eyes, and saw Katara standing
on the other side of the spring, taking her shoes off. That startled
him.
"Katara! what are you doing here?" Katara glanced
up at him.
"Cool your jets! I wasn't going to wait for you
to take all day here, so I'm just going to soak my feet for a while
before I go in."
She finished removing her socks, sat down
at the edge of the spring, and placed her feet in the hot steamy
water. She couldn't help but sigh at the relief on her feet. That
sigh had a very curious effect on Sesshoumaru. He felt a small thrill
go up and down his spine.
What was that? he thought.
But
he dismissed it as nothing. Closing his eyes he rested his head
against the rock. He tried to clear his head, to forget about the
half-demon sitting across from him. This lasted, oh, about two
minutes. He opened his eyes slightly. He saw Katara, her eyes closed,
head back, her hair moving slightly with the wind flowing through it.
Her arms were behind her, supporting her body, and her breathing was
deep, as if she wanted to take in all of nature around her at once.
Sesshoumaru could see her chest heaving up and down. His pulse
quickened.
What is this? There is no way she could be doing
this to me. Not her. Not a-a hanyou.
Katara sat up and
Sesshoumaru quickly closed his eyes. Katara glanced at Sesshoumaru.
"Allright, I'm going in. And don't even think about looking
while I'm out here!"
Sesshoumaru forced his voice to not
give away any emotion.
"Huh. Don't flatter yourself."
Katara just shook her head.
"Whatever." , she said
as she began removing her clothing.
She folded all her clothes
neatly in a pile by the edge of the water, and then slid into the
spring, a soft moan escaping her lips. Sesshoumaru felt it again.
That tingle that went all the way down through his spine. He opened
his eyes. Katara had her back to him, but he could see she was
washing her hair. Before, her hair had been a dark dirty brown. The
water washed away all of the dirt and grime, and he could see that
her hair was a glossy pale blue.(How that happens, don't ask me. I've
never seen hair get so dirty.) Katara turned around to face
Sesshoumaru, and began to run her fingers through her hair, combing
out any tangles that might have occured. She had such a look of pure
delight on her face, that Sesshoumaru was half-expecting her to let
out a soft purr, her being the half-cat demon that she was. When she
was done, she moved her hair so that it was all behind her, and began
to wash her ears. Katara looked up, and saw tthat Sesshoumaru was
looking at her rather strangely.
"What, a girl can't wash
her ears in peace?"
Sesshoumaru's face went back to it's
usual seriousness, but Katara could see that his eyes were sparkling.
"I don't suppose you know that you look like a cat when you
do that, do you."
Katara smiled at him. "Gee, no.
Nobody ever told me that cat demons look like cats." she
teased. "My friends always used to tell me that. Well, friend.
I never had that many friends."
Sesshoumaru looked puzzled.
"Why?" he wondered.
She seemed like the kind of
person that humans would like to be around. Katara's smile flickered.
She looked sad for a moment, as if a memory pained her.
"Sesshoumaru, close your eyes. I'm getting out."
Sesshoumaru noticed that she never reffered to him by his proper
title. Yet that didn't bother him that much. He had no idea why that
was, either.
"You don't have to tell me if you don't want
to. I'm sorry if I pryed. I'm just curious."
Katara smiled
at him.
"No don't apologize, as unusual it seems for you to
do so. I'll tell you, but I want to put my clothes on first."
Sesshoumaru turned, and Katara put on her red tank top and long
jeans.
When she was done, "Alright. Are you getting out or
what?" she asked Sesshoumaru.
He nodded and began to get
out. Katara quickly turned around. Sesshoumaru got dressed, all the
while looking at her.
She's got a nice figure. The men from
where she's from should have been flocking around her. Why does she
claim that she's alone?
He finished dressing and Katara
turned around.
"All done? Let's go sit under a tree. It
helps me relax more."
Katara began walking and Sesshoumaru
followed. They ended up at a cherry blossom tree, Katara's favorite.
She sat down at the base of the trunk and looked up at Sesshoumaru
expectantly.
"Now, you can't tell me that it's degrading for
'The Lord of the Western Lands' to sit under a tree. Besides, I've
seen you do it before."
Sesshoumaru looked flustered.
"No,
it's not that. It's just that, well, I've never just sat and talked.
Especially not with a hanyou." Katara looked up at him, laughter
in her eyes.
"I should have expected it. You're too
meticulous. You'd soil your clothes."
Sesshoumaru saw that
she was teasing him, and went and sat down beside her, leaning up
against the trunk. Katara looked at him approvingly.
"See?
Now was that so bad?", she said, laughing. Sesshoumaru grimaced.
"Alright. I'm sitting. Now tell me about you."
Katara's face
got serious.
"My mother was a demon. A cat demon, to be
exact. She traveled to my world by means of a well. She met my
father, a human, and fell in love with him instantly. He brought her
to his bed, and they had me. As you so lovingly keep refering to, I'm
a hanyou. Not human, not demon, but a little bit of both. Not
belonging anywhere."
Sesshoumaru nodded, encouraging
her.
"Go on."
Katara took a deep breath and went on.
"Demon's aren't common in my world. People fear them,
because they don't know them. My mother left us when I was about six
years old. I can't remember what she looks like. I only remember her
holding me, and me feeling safe and warm in her arms."
Katara
wrapped her arms about herself, as if suddenly cold. She looked down,
blinking back tears.
"My father was heart broken. He never
recovered from the loss. He died two years ago."
Sesshoumaru
looked at her. He felt strangely sad at the story this girl was
telling. But then, he could relate to her.
"Katara, I'm
sorry." Katara smiled through her tears.
"It's okay.
I've gotten used to him not being there. But anyway, I never had any
other family. My father was an only child. He told me of a sister
once, but he never told me where to find her. So I was alone. I
stopped going to school (just pretend he knows what that is. I don't
feel like explaining it.), because the kids laughed at me. The boys
all tried to get me into their beds, just so they could say they'd
done a hanyou."
Katara clenched and unclenched her fists.
Well, that explains why she claims she's alone. Even the men
from her world were cruel. But how did she come here? thought
Sesshoumaru.
Katara was really fighting back her tears now, but
Sesshoumaru could see one or two dripping down her cheek. Katara
wiped them away. She went on.
"A few months ago, I traveled
to Japan. I wore a head band that covered up my ears, and a kimono
that covered my tail, so the people accepted me. I came across a
shrine and entered it. In a shed behind the shrine, I found a well. I
was leaning over it to see how deep it might be, when suddenly
something pulled me in. A few minutes later, I awoke on the ground in
the middle of the forest, and have just been traveling around. That
is, until you came along."
Sesshoumaru didn't know what to
say. And he thought he'd had problems, what with his mother killing
herself.
"Katara, I-" Katara interrupted him.
"Don't
go feeling sorry for me. I've been through a lot, but I've survived.
But now, it's your turn."
Sesshoumaru looked puzzled. What
was she getting at? Katara went on.
"I've told you my story.
You don't need to tell me yours, but at least answer me this. Why do
you hate my kind? You treat hanyous, and even humans, except for Rin
of course, like dirt. Why?"
She looked at Sesshoumaru, a
patient look on her face. Sesshoumaru looked down. After a few
moments, he began.
"My mother and father were demons. That's
why I'm a pure demon, too. But my brother, Inuyasha, is only
half-demon. That is because my father fell in love with a human
woman, and he brought her into his bed. My mother was hurt. She went
insane wondering what a human could possibly have that was better
than her. She ended up commiting suicide. My father died years ago.
But he left me a gift. He gave me Tenseiga, the sword that heals. My
brother got Tetsuisaiga, the most powerful sword my father had."
Katara was silent for a moment. Her hand drifted upwards, as if
wanting to touch Sesshoumaru, to reasure him. She didn't know what to
say.
Is that why he hates anything human? Because it reminds
him of his mother's death?
She brought her hand back down.
"Sesshoumaru, I-I-"
Sesshoumaru looked at her, and
Katara saw a spark of something different in his eyes appart from the
usual coldness.
Is that...kindness?
She wondered.
Katara looked away from him, suddenly shy. Sesshoumaru stood up.
"I
think we've done enough talking for today. We need to get back to Rin
and Jaken, or they'll start wondering wether something happened to
us."
He held out his hand, and Katara didn't hesitate before
she took it. He pulled her up and began walking through the forest,
heading towards where the others were. Katara brushed a stray cherry
blossom from her hair, and began walking after him. Suddenly, she
tripped on a stone hidden by some leaves, and Katara saw the ground
come up to meet her. She had a split second to think,
Boy, I
should really remember to watch where I step.
Just as she was
about to hit the ground, Sesshoumaru caught her in his arms. He
straightened her up, and set her gently on the ground. Katara looked
up at him.
"Thanks.", she said.
She wanted to say
more, but didnt know exactly what to say. On an impulse, Sesshoumaru
smoothed back a strand of hair that was in Katara's face. His hand
moved lightly down her neck all the way down to her collar bone. His
light touch sent a ripple of excitment all throughout Katara's body.
Why is he doing this? It's all so confusing. No, he'd never.
He'd never even think of me as a friend. Not a hanyou., she
thought bitterly.
Sesshoumaru looked puzzled. A minute ago, he
had smelled a scent of happiness coming from the girl. He had
expected that. But now, it was replaced by something else.
Is
that...confusement?
He withdrew his hand, wondering
what could be making Katara give off a smell like that. And what had
possesed him to touch her? Katara began walking, keeping a sharp
lookout for any other stones in her path.
"We should get
going. It's getting dark, and Rin will be wondering where we are."
Sesshoumaru stayed behind, pondering over this strange girl that
seemed to make him want to do strange things. Katara didn't wonder
what kept him back. She was deep in her own thoughts.
What's
wrong with me? I'm falling for a guy that's a demon, who hates
humans! He'll never love me. and all because I was born a fuckin'
hanyou!
Sesshoumaru was startled. That smell...I'm sure
of it! It's the smell of loathing! But it's mixed with something
else. Hurt and sadness. But why?
He saw that darkness was
enveloping the forest, and looked ahead to see where Katara was. She
was nowhere in sight, and he hastened his step, worried that
something might have happened to her. When he got back to the
clearing where they had stopped, he found Jaken asleep, and a
campfire roaring. He looked around and saw Katara, fast asleep. In
her arms, was Rin, Katara's tail covering her, keeping her warm.
Sesshoumaru walked over to them, and bent down on his knees. He
lightly stroked Katara's cheek, taking in her light scent of vanilla
and cherry blossoms. Katara stirred, but didn't wake up.
All
humans are filth. Or so I thought. Rin and Katara seem to be proving
me wrong. How is it that this hanyou, this girl, is making me feel
all these things I swore I'd never feel again after mother died?
"Katara, why do you irk me so?", he whispered.
He
withdrew his hand, hesitating for a moment. He stood up, and began to
prepare his own bed.
