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Chapter Three
Narcissa was suspiciously quiet for the next week or so, I knew our run-in with Lucius Malfoy had frightened her. Although she appeared the same as always in public with that stoic mask always in place. However in private she usually let me in a little bit more but the mask remained as firm as ever which pissed me off if I was being honest.
I let her get a full week before I knew I had to say something to her, she was pulling away from me and as her friend it had hurt. She barely took my hand anymore, all of the smiles she plastered on her face were disingenuous and I knew she was scared.
On our way to Potions I stopped her by grabbing her hand in my own, I knew we had plenty of time before the beginning of our class because Professor Slughorn was always late. She flinched slightly as I wrapped my hand around hers and pulled her into a small alcove away from prying ears.
"Ok what's wrong?" Damn her and that pureblooded facade, she had schooled her features and snatched her hand back before crossing her hands in front if her body in an eerie way that was reminiscent of Draco. Now I know, where he got that from.
"I don't have the, faintest idea what you mean, we are going to be late." She, went to remove the privacy charms when I held onto her arm and stalled her.
"I know we don't know each other very well, but I would like to think we are friends." She spun back around and the fire and fury in her eyes was enough to strike me down.
"We are friends but if anyone finds out that I have... It's just safer for you if I keep my distance, emotionally." I didn't understand and I didn't want to hope that she was starting to feel something for me.
"What if I don't want you to? What if I want to hold your hand? Hug you in public? What if I want to kiss you?" I had never been a confident person sexually before but seeing her now in front of me I can see her resolve break slightly.
"Helena, he has spies everywhere. I don't want you to get hurt regardless of my own personal feelings." I reached up and trailed my finger across her cheek and placed the other on her hipbone. A small gasp came practically running out of her lips as I slowly closed the gap between us. Just as my lips were a millimetre from her own we heard a commotion outside. A loud bang broke us apart and I knew the moment was over but she never put the mask back up.
"We have to get to class." I nodded and removed the privacy charms before we stepped out to the corridor, we found Severus Snape being targeted yet again by Sirius and James and both of us flicked our wands to plaster the two boys against the wall.
"Honestly cousin, are you an idiot. Fifty points each from Gryffindor. Severus head on up to Madam Pomfry please." He let him down gently to the ground and he ran off with a, quick thank you to us both.
"Stay out of this Cissa, you and your little girlfriend here don't need to get involved, you have no clue why we do what we do." She, smirked at his idiotic self before I turned and looked at them both.
"Oh I know exacrly why you pick on Severus, it's because of Lily. Lily started talking tentatively to Severus again at our study groups and you're pissed because she won't give you the time of day. Grow up James, show Lily you have done so and you might be in with a chance. If not then Lily Snape has a nice ring to it." I took Cissa by the hand and led her to Potions where Slughorn had just came in after us. God I really hope I don't cock things up too much.
Classes that day passed and once dinner was over I grabbed Narcissas hand and made my way upstairs with our bags slung over our shoulders.
"I wanna show you something." She nodded and smiled, I was so glad her smile was back to normal, she had done a complete 360 since our talk this morning and we have been back to our normal selves ever since.
I practically glided up to the Seventh floor corridor and paced in front of the tapestry. When the door appeared in front of us she looked on in awe and I guided her inside. She plopped her bag down as she, took in the large room filled with hidden things.
"What is this place?" I smiled and didn't want to go into too much detail but I just shrugged my shoulders and told her I found it while exploring one night
"I have trouble sleeping and so I like to wander around and see what I can find, this is something I found and I thought you might like it." She smirked before nodding and went to look around the room in awe. Naturally like myself she looked through the books, which appeared to be priceless ancient texts.
Thousand year old tomes which had just been sitting, without thinking I handed her a satchel before added an undetectable extension charm to it and she started filling them up with earnest. It was almost curfew by the time we decided to leave before she pulled me in for a huge hug which I happily reciprocated.
"Thank You Helena. You know rather than wandering the castle at night by yourself, come to me if you have trouble sleeping." I nodded and she, escorted me back to the Ravenclaw Common Room. Standing outside the door I thought she was going to kiss me but instead she hugged me once more and handed me my own satchel of books I had liberated from the Room of Requirement and went on her way.
God I am really screwed.
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Before I knew it Christmas was upon us, classes were officially over and everyone was leaving for the holidays. I had decided to stay at the school for Christmas despite a few offers to come home with some friends. Thankfully Narcissa was staying also, she, had written to her mother that her head girl duties were too important to go home and as such they allowed her to stay at the castle.
Practically all of the students were gone and there was hardly anyone left in the school, certainly less than when I was a student in the future. Severus was staying and us three agreed to study and meet up together.
It seems Narcissa had been a sort of mentor for Severus all throughout his time at Hogwarts and they were quite good friends due to it. I had spent a few hours with Poppy Pomfry catching up and was on my way back to the Common room when Narcissa interrupted and asked me to come with her.
I nodded and she took me up to where the Head Girl quarters were, her head boy counterpart this year was Kingsley Shaklebolt of all people. Even as a Seventh year he was an impressive man, at six foot three he commanded respect.
We greeted him and made our way upstairs to her room, I had never been inside her room before but it was amazing. Much more spacious than ordinary students quarters and she had her own bathroom. As she hung her cloak on the back of a door and toed off her shoes before sitting down on the edge of the bed.
"I wanted to talk to you about something. I know we have only known each other a few months but you have become my very best friend Helena." I nodded but a feeling in the pit of my stomach, I was lying to this woman. She had been nothing but honest with me and I didn't do the same.
"I think you're extraordinary." I nodded my head at her and took two strides to the edge of her bed and in one fell swoop took her lips in my own and she seemed at a loss for what to do but eventually she placed her hands on my hips and stood up to come face to face with me.
I slowly gripped onto the side of her face with one hand and her hip with the other. It was soft and tentative and I knew she didn't really know what she was doing and so I broke away from her.
"The feeling is mutual but I have to tell you something." Her head cocked to the side before taking my hand and guiding me to sit down on her bed.
"You can tell me anything?" I nodded and I already knew her Occlumency shields were amazing, we were playing around in class one day talking to each other.
"My name is Hermione Granger, I was born nineteenth of September, nineteen seventy nine. Albus Dumbledore sent me back in time to try and help recruit some people who chose to follow a man called Voldemort." Her face went white in thst moment and she let go of my hand as if I had burnt her.
"Is that what this is? You're using me?" I shook my head and took her hand in my own again and kissed the palm of her hand to reiterate my feelings.
"No, Narcissa I never planned to have feelings for you. I mean the you of the future is very commanding and drop dead gorgeous but would never give me the time of day because up until recently I thought I was a Muggle born." She was confused before she relaxed again and pulled me closer.
"Tell me what happens, show me. Please." She slowly pushed on my occlumency shields and I showed her all of it. Minerva coming and telling me I was a witch, me seeing Diagon Alley for the first time. The first time I seen her as a first year, my interaction with Draco. My friendship with Harry and everything throughout the years. My younger self even being fascinated with the woman and seeing her in the future, her marraige with Lucius Malfoy.
It took a while but as soon as I showed her Albus sending me back in time she pulled out as she practically knew the rest and she looked flabbergasted.
"Hermione, we cant let him do this. We can't let him kill all of those people." I shook my head at her and held her close to my face.
"If it doesn't happen, if the Potters dont die then Voldemort will live on for my entire childhood and alot more people will die. Narcissa I cannot change the past but I want to try and make it a little less horrible." She didn't let me say anything else and just pressed her lips against my own and slowly ran her hands over my body.
" I don't know what I am doing Hermione. I have never done this before. " I nodded my head at her and realised I hadn't either. I had kissed Victor but nothing more than that.
"I haven't either, we can learn together. I don't want you to feel like you have to do this, I will not be here forever and most likely will be back in my time at the end of the school year. I will not be offended if you wish to stay as just friends." She, shook her head and pulled my jumper over my own before she sat up and straddled my waist.
" If I am to marry that arse at the end of the year, if I have to go the long way around to make my way back to you I want to know, what its like to be with someone I love." I tilted my head at her admission and smiled before taking off her cardigan and pulling her close to my body.
Our hips were practically fused together as I pushed her down onto the mattress so my body was, sprawled across hers. I trailed my hand down her body and I couldn't stop the smile that erupted at her smal gasps she was releasing.
"Tell me if you want to stop, ok?" Those beautiful blue eyes opened and looked up at me before pulling me down for a kiss.
"I don't want to stop, please Hermione. Please touch me." I nodded my head and slowly popped open the buttons of her blouse and pulled it down her shoulders and off her body leaving her in the most wonderful white lacy bra.
Her body was, extraordinary, I couldn't stop my lips from devouring her chest, trailing my hand up her leg and seeing her black stocking covered legs and garder belt attatched to her waist. Merlin she looked like a wet dream and she was all mine. I pulled her skirt down her legs and rested my hand on the waistband of her white underwear.
"Can I touch you?" A small nod was all I needed and I dipped my hand into her underwear and although I knew the theory of what to do I was still nervous. As soon as my fingers met her clit all nervousness disappeared and instinct took over.
She gasped as I rubbed against her clit and her hips raised off the bed at my actions. The usually put together woman was losing her mind under my hand and it filled me with confidence.
"Hermione I cant take much more please stop teasing me." I slowly slipped one finger inside of her and she tensed slightly, I knew this was her first time being intimate with anyone and when I removed one of my fingers I inserted two and I came across a small resistance, she had never even touched herself.
"Are you ok?" She nodded her head and I kissed her with as much love and care as I could. With one final push inward I broke through her barrier with my hand and she gasped in pain as a small tear fell down her cheek.
"I'm here my love, I'm here, its ok. Breathe." She nodded and slowly her breathing went back to normal and she encouraged my hand with her hips slowly moving. I started off very slow and then within a couple of minutes she was moaning underneath me.
"Hermione, fuck..." I slowly but firmly pushed her over the edge as she moaned and screamed my name. As I withdrew my hand she pulled me in for a kiss and I couldn't help but fill up with confidence.
"I love you." She smiked and pulled me in for a kiss before flipping me on my back. I looked down in between our bodies and a small smear of blood rested on her thigh and I honestly could not believe she had given me the gift of being the first person to touch her. Fuck you Lucius Malfoy.
"I want to make you feel good but I don't know what to do. Can you show me?" I nodded and I pulled my t-shirt up and over my head before she took in my black bra and kissed my neck before trailing her hand down my body.
God everything felt electric, she felt electric and I needed her to know I was enjoying it and so I opened my legs fully to accommodate her own small body. She seeked to get braver and pulled my jeans and underwear down my legs all in one fell swoop leaving me bare in front of her.
"You are gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous." She kissed my neck and trailed her hand up the inside if my thigh before coming to the apex of my legs and slowly started finding her bearings. She rubbed against my clit which nearly caused me to come right there and then.
"I need to touch you, can I?" I nodded and she sunk two fingers inside of me until she too came to my own barrier. She seemed to know what to do and as such looked in my eyes and kissed me before plunging further in and she too broke through my barrier.
The pain was not unbearable but it did hurt more than I though it would. She slowed up and gave me time to adjust before I gave her the ok to move and slowly I could feel something coil inside of my body.
Her kisses, her touches and her words were almost overwhelming and I came all around her hand with a scream and a cry. She brought me back down to earth with a small smile and an urgent kiss on my lips.
"That was incredible." She nodded and we both curled up in her bed for the rest of the day and fell asleep next to one another perfectly content.
The rest of our Christmas Break passed in similar fashion with either her coming to my bed or me going to hers, we exchanged gifts on Christmas morning. She had gotten me a pendant enbued with protective charms and I gave her a pair of emerald earrings which she proudly wore all over the castle.
We had became more and more comfortable sexually with one another and when Albus Dumbledore approached me on New Years Eve and told me he was sending me back the following day my heart started to pound out of my chest. I couldn't leave her, not yet we had only just found one another and now I had to leave.
She knew of course as soon as I walked into her bedroom. One look at me and she instantly knew before coming over to hug me tighter than she ever had before.
"We knew this, was coming Maya. We will see each other again only I have to go the long way around. Come and find me when you get back ok? Come back to me." I nodded my head at her and we spent the whole way to midnight making love and talking of the future.
"What are you going to see in an old woman anyway Hermione." I brought her over the edge three more times to prove my love to her and I packed up my things ready to leave. The headmaster told me to meet him at one pm and after grabbing my bag that came with me which was now filled with even more things from my trip to the past I slowly made my way back to the future.
"Ah Miss Granger now I have finally worked through the red tape and acquired this little gem." He took out a time turner and explained to me that it was slightly different to the one I was used to. It could take me years instead of hours and as such I placed it over my head and nade my way to the centre of his office.
" Good luck Miss Granger, well done. " I gave the man a nod and turned it the required number of times and made my way back to my own time. It wasn't surprising that Albus Dumbledore was waiting for me in his office and as I got my bearings I took off the necklace and handed it to him.
"Welcome back Miss Granger. I trust you had a pleasant trip." A large part of me wanted to hex him and the other wanted to hug him. It was then that memories from my time in the past started popping into my head, they were so painful and I knew I needed to find her. I needed to see her.
" Well it seems you were successful. I trust Lady Malfoy took good care of you. I figured you would want to reconnect." I just shook my head at him in frustration before the flames of his fireplace erupted, Narcissa Malfoy in all her perfection stood in front of me with that mask in place. Slowly it started to drop and in front of me was the woman I just left.
"Hello Maya. Long time no see." I couldn't stop my bag from falling onto the ground and I practically ran to hug her. I had only just left but to her it had been twenty years and as she clung to my body I knew she needed this more than I did.
"Let's get started, shall we?" I pulled away from her and Albus Dumbledore gestured to two chairs in front of him and we both sat across but never let go of each others hand. I was home and that is all that matters.
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