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Author's Notes: Thank you everyone for the reviews. I am trying to accomplish 100 reviews b4 ch 15..can you help me out? Tell a friend..or 8 about this story! I WOULD LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER! Oh, the song I used is Crash Season Remedy's "Waiting." You should check him out. Here's chapter 12:
The Makeup
"Uhm…" Spencer continues.
"Spit it out Spence." Ashley says impatiently.
"AshIthinkweneedsometimeapart." Spencer says in one breath.
"What?" Ashley says.
Spencer sighs, "Look, Ash, I think we need to separate for a while."
"You're breaking up with me?" Ashley pouts.
"No, it's just; I need to spend time with my family."
"Oh, so you are running back to them. I thought you loved me Spence."
"I do, I really do, it's just…"
"No you don't, if you did you would follow your heart..." Ashley finishes but stops. "Fine, do whatever you want; I'll bring you your clothes later."
Spencer had been trying to hold back her tears but she couldn't was now sobbing hysterically.
"Ashley, ASHLEY!" She yells, but Ashley turns around ignoring her and gets back into her car, then she cranks up and drives away, for the final time. Spencer just fell to her knees; she can't believe she just said those things. She now realizes she's made a mistake and there was nothing she could do at the moment. Paula is looking out the window and sees Spencer sobbing uncontrollably. She now feels bad, she didn't like Ashley but to see Spencer that heartbroken, she couldn't believe she has actually put her daughter through this. She opens the door and walks up to Spencer and comforts her.
"It's okay honey." She says as she pulls Spencer up.
"No it's not mom, why do you care anyway?" Spencer asks.
"Because you're my daughter, come on, dinner's ready."
Paula leads Spencer into the house and she closes the door afterwards. Ashley is in her car trying to concentrate on the road and dry her tears at the same time. She was heartbroken; she now wished she would've listened to everyone else. She now thought to herself, 'They were right, every girl is the same.'
"I need some music." She says as she flips on the radio and listens to the lyrics.
You're waiting on the phone…
Just to hear them say,
That no one is home,
They've gone away,
And now you're thinking hard,
Tryna find a thought of, you and her…
I love you way too much,
Just to her you say,
I don't care,
Thinking about how,
You want to lay,
Down with him….
Let's lay…
This all out today I,
Don't think I can take my,
Heart just wants to break cuz,
It can't seem to take the,
Lies you throw my way…
"God!" Ashley yells and turns off the radio. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get the blond beauty out of her head. She just continues driving and she gets home 5 minutes later. She walks into her room and the first thing she sees is one of Spencer's sweat shirts. She throws more clothes over it. She throws her keys and purse down and she goes downstairs and into the kitchen. She opens the cabinet above the sink and pulls out a bottle of Absolute Vodka and goes into the living room. She figured she could kill the pain with alcohol; she takes a swig and turns on some music.
Spencer was just finishing dinner and she was in the kitchen washing dishes. Paula walks up behind her and accidentally scares Spencer.
"Geez, mom!" Spencer yells.
"Oh, I'm sorry honey; I didn't mean to scare you." She apoligizes.
"It's okay, dinner was great tonight." Spencer says.
"Why thank you sweetie."
"You're welcome." Spencer continues her task.
"Spencer, look about Ashley…"
"Don't mom."
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so hard on you."
"Okay."
"I'm still not going to accept you and Ashley and I still think she is a bad influence, but whatever makes you happy…"
Spencer turns the water off and looks at her mom.
"There is no more me and Ashley mom."
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"No."
"I think you should go apologize."
"Why?" Spencer questions.
"Because you still…love…her." Paula cringes.
Spencer thinks for a second and she does love Ashley, but she doesn't want to tell her mom that.
"Can you take me over?" Spencer asks.
"Sure."
Paula pulls up to Ashley's house.
"Are you going to be okay?" She asks.
"Yeah, I guess." Spencer replies.
"Okay, I love you Spence and I'll see you tomorrow."
"Love you too mom, bye."
Spencer gets out and waves to her mom. Paula pulls off and Spencer walks up to the front door. She knocks no answer. She tries the door, and surprisingly, it opens.
"Ash?" Spence whispers as she walks in. She walks upstairs into Ashley's room and she's not there. Little does she know that Ashley's passed out on the couch with an empty vodka bottle next to her. Spencer walks back downstairs and into the living room, she see's Ashley and walks over and sits down next to her.
"Oh god, this is all my fault." Spencer says out loud.
"What are you doing here?" Ashley says waking up slightly.
"I came to apologize."
"Whatever, where's 'mommy dearest?'"
"Ashley shut up." Spencer says as she pulls Ashley up and kisses her. She could still taste the vodka on her lips. "You have to stop drowning your pain in this."
"Spencer, shut up." Ashley says then she kisses her. "Does this mean we're back together?"
"Ash, we never broke up."
"Oh…so no makeup sex?" Ashley teases.
"Come on." Spencer says as she pulls Ashley off of the couch and leads her upstairs.
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