A Y A Y A Y A Y
Lilys P O V
"What is going on?" I asked Jackson.
"Apparantly Oliver didn't like you too much," he said.
I glared at him.
"But that's good cause now there's room for me to," he said with his arm around my hip.
We walked over to them. They were done now, just sitting in the sand.
"Miley? Can I talk to you?" I asked when we got there.
"Sure Lil," Miley said getting up.
I brought her about eighty feet away from the boys.
"What did you say to Oliver?" I asked.
"I told him I was upset that he liked you and not me because I have liked him ever since I moved and I wanted him to give me a chance at being his girlfriend."
We paused.
"And then we sealed it with a kiss."
"So now what? I'm I gonna be left out while you and Oliver get your together on?"
"No Lil. You're always going to be my best friend no matter what happens with Oliver and I."
We hugged after that.
Olivers P O V
"So... you like my sister?" Jackson asked me.
"So you like my best friend and are related to my girlfriend who happens to be my best friend and the girl you likes best friend so we are connected in like a square of a relationship?" I asked.
We paused.
"Any idea what I just said?" I asked.
"Not a clue."
"Good, that makes two of us," Oliver said.
"Just be careful with my sister."
"Deal, as long as you be careful with my friend."
We shook on it, then the girls came over.
Lilys P O V
"Alright can we go to my house?" Miley asked.
We all kind of groaned.
"I'll pop in a movie with popcorn?"
"I don't want to see a movie," Oliver protested.
"Who said anything about watching the movie?" Jackson said. He turned to me and raised and lowered his eyebrows. I tried holding in a laugh but I smiled. Personally I'm scared. This whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing is scary. I'm so scared of messing up and looking like a complete dork.
We made our way towards their house and Miley put in House of Wax.
"Jackson, I'm scared."
"Ah, don't be."
"I think I have to scoot closer before I get too scared."
"Yeah and I heard it helps the environment."
Miley and Oliver where laughing so hard.
"Yay Environment!" we shouted.
I scooted in and he scooted in and we where real close together. We kissed like, I would kiss his nose and he'd kiss mine but then he would hide his nose before I could kiss his back. Soon the phone rang and Miley pause the movie.
"Hello?" Jackson answered.
Pause.
"Oh hi, Milinda," he said.
Miley got a nervous look on her face.
"No I can't go out tonight."
Pause.
"I don't think we could date anymore."
Pause.
"So? It's not a good time for me. No I can't."
My stomach dropped.
Pause.
"I don't know. I can't date you anymore."
Pause.
"Alright bye."
"Who was that?" I asked immediatly.
"My date last night,"Jackson answered.
"You didn't tell her about me? You had last night, you had this morning and when she calls you don't give her a reason you just say 'i can't date you anymore'!"
"Look Lily," he tried to explain.
"Am I not important enough? You can't tell people about me?" I asked almost in tears. I started making my way to the door.
"Lily wait,"Jackson said. "Why are you so upset?"
"Because I want this to be special," I said after a moment hesitation.
"Why? Isn't it special enough?"
"I want to be the girl you gloat about and want to tell people about that you get to go out with me."
"Why is it so important for you?" he said. We were shoating by now.
"Because you are my first!" I screamed.
He looked shocked.
"First what?"
"First kiss, first boyfriend, first love," I cried.
"First?"
"I've never had another boyfriend before. Ever!" I said.
Oliver and Miley looked at each other. They knew I was sensitive about that issue.
"How could you never have another boyfriend? You're smart, pretty, and funny."
"Because boys always thought I was too goofy. I finally found someone just as goofy. I thought things would work."
I turned towards the door again.
"Wait Lily," Jackson called.
I turned around again.
"Did you say first love?" he asked.
I waited a moment and turned again looking down at the ground. I grabbed my skateboard and went home with tears flowing down my cheek. I always felt this feeling of he wasn't into it as much I was. I just never thought of him like this. I know you are thinking I'm over reacting but, I wanted my first boyfriend to be special. And I knew Jackson was. It's just that I wish he gloat about me to everyone but he hasn't even said much.
When I got home I grabbed a ten and skateboarded down to the beach. I ordered a banana coconut shake at the beach.
"Cheer up Lily," said the guy behind the counter. His name was Dave. He's okay I guess.
"I want Jackson to love me, and act like he'd give the world to me. I don't literaly want the world but just, someone to love me. Other than family."
"I know what you mean. But your only fifteen and he's only sixteen so give him a break. There's plenty of time. I bet you're going to end up with him anyway."
"Thanks." He went to go get my change. I had my head down so I couldn't see him bring the change back. Tears fell down my face rapidly.
"Here's your change." His voice sounded different. I looked up into the face of Jackson.
I grabbed it and tried to run off but my legs wouldn't go like I wanted them too. 'Damn!' I thought. 'I forgot he had the afternoon shift.
"Lil stop! I'm sorry!" he screamed.
I just skateboarded as fast as I could without falling all the way home.
I watched movies until midnight. I got in my pajamas and started to go to bed when I heard something at the window again. I turned to go look. When I opened it Jackson was at the bottom. I started crying hysterically again. I know you are thinking over dramatic Lily again. I just didn't want to face him. I closed the window.
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