Jackson
eased open the café door and pulled up a stool at the counter.
His eyes never left Lisa's solitary figure at the tiny table.
She
was the perfect image of a dramatic, standoffish café writer.
Drink at her side, pen in hand, hunched over a small notepad. Only
Jackson would know this as completely abnormal for her.
He was
outlandishly confused, something he rarely admitted to. He was
desperate to know what she was writing. Poetry? A letter? Taxes? Who
knew.
Whenever Lisa came to the café, she had only one
quick drink and left, no words to anyone except the bartender. It was
pointless, Jackson realized. Why come to a bar if not to socialize or
get wasted?
But tonight was different. Within an hour of her
arrival she'd downed three drinks. Her eyes were glazed over and
the notebook had been pocketed half a drink ago. But the men.
They'd
begun coming as soon as she'd sat down. She'd stiffly
acknowledged them in her usual manner, with a tight smile and a quiet
response. Then they would begrudgingly leave. Every girl that Jackson
knew, every single one, whenever they became inebriated they'd
lighten up or at least dance a bit. But Lisa didn't. She just sat
and drank, like she was...drinking away memories.
She made what
could have been a fatal mistake a while later which took Jackson
several minutes to notice. She tripped off to the restroom and left
her drink unattended.
Jackson wasn't a girl. He hadn't taken
Sex Ed, and he didn't have a mother to tell him these things. But
as an assassin he knew that one of the worst things a woman could do
was to leave her drink alone. But then..didn't every girl know
that?
He saw the man sidling away from her table but didn't put
two and two together. It wasn't until Lisa began walking out of the
café (Jackson, obviously, a safe distance behind) that the
same man began following her.
Lisa turned onto an alleyway on the
way to the parking lot and leaned against the wall, seemingly dizzy.
She pressed a weak hand to her head as Jackson stopped walking,
hiding himself behind the corner as the man stepped out from behind a
row of cars.
It hit him then, like a sack of potatoes. After that
sickening realization it didn't take long for Jack to act.
Jackson
ran out as Lisa turned and collapsed to the ground. It happened so
beautifully it was almost as if it was choreographed. His fist
collided sharply with the side of the man's head, making a
sickening crunch. Oops, there goes the skull. He didn't have three
years of training for nothing, after all. Several yells and a Ka-Bar
later, the man was dead. Now to take care of poor, intoxicated
Lisa.
Jackson grunted as he lifted her against his chest. Geez,
she was heavy. Her eyelids fluttered and she unceremoniously wrapped
her arms around the stranger's neck.
He prayed she didn't
remember "Mick Jackson" from two hours previous. He didn't
think that she did, however, in her drunken state, and didn't put
much in store for her remembering this night either. Maybe he
could-no. She would definitely remember that.
Jackson gently set
her in the backseat of his car and shut the door as quietly as
possible. He didn't want to wake her.
Conversationmemories.
Unfortunately the muffled slam stirred
her.
"Who are you?" she moaned quietly as he buckled his
seatbelt. Jackson froze.
"A friend," he answered after a long
pause. The answer must have satisfied her as she said nothing. He
turned on the car and began driving.
A ways down she spoke
again.
"It was my fault," she said to no one. As if in a
dream. "Daddy asked me over. But I was mad at him. So I said no.
And I didn't have groceries for my lunch so I went to Publix to buy
some. And then in the parking lot..." she was sobbing now, in her
sleep. Jackson frowned and chewed his lip. Was she dreaming? Was this
her fiction...or reality?He finally pulled the car up in front of her
house and lifted her out. Again she warmed to him as he stepped into
the house. He knew where her hidden key was. Lisa was always
forgetting it and by default she alerted him to the hiding place in
the potted fern.
Once in her bedroom he laid her down in the bed
and managed to pull the comforter to her chest. He took one look at
her tearstained and delusional face before he turned to the door and
began to leave. Her small voice stopped him.
"Wait," she
whispered. "Don't leave me. Please. He'll come back."
The
man from the bar? Jackson inferred as much. He paused, his hand
sliding from the doorframe. It couldn't hurt. Whoever he was to
her, an angel or a hallucination..she needed him. And he'd never
been needed before.
Jackson moved back to her bedside and brushed
a curl from her face.
"Sh," he soothed her. "I'll stay."
At least until she fell asleep. He told himself it was out of
necessity. For the first hour at least she was exceptionally subject
to vomiting and if she was on her back she'd choke. He needed to
keep an eye on her.
As she began dozing he eased himself off the
side of the bed and moved into her bathroom.
"Advil, ibuprofen,
Equate..." Jackson cursed as he sifted through the tampons and
deodorant. Finally at the back of her medicine drawer he found a
small bottle of painkillers. He shook out two and set them on her
bedside table along with a glass of water. She'd need them when she
awoke. And after all, she'd probably just think she put them
there.
Next he pulled a cool washcloth and placed it on her head.
She smiled in her sleep and he fought back a genuine smile and
tiptoed out to her living room.
It was immaculately clean, almost
sickeningly so. Her house wasn't large by any means, but decorated
so chic and plainly that it made it seem so. Her movies and books and
cds were lined up in an organized fashion on a rack. He curiously
pawed through them, making sure not to knock them over. Lisa would
have a fit.
Lisa would have a fit. Sounded like an old married
couple, or something.
He froze and shook the thought away as he
glanced at movie titles. 28 Days Later. Batman Begins. Hey, that guy
kind of looked like him...too skinny though. Never mind. Ew. Girly
man, there...OH GOD. His eye caught the title of another with the
same actor. Breakfast on Pluto. Good God, was he wearing...lipstick?
Jackson quickly pushed the movie back into place and repressed a
shudder.
The cds were just as shocking. He'd expected bhangra
or Celtic music, maybe she'd get a little daring and be a Carrie
Underwood kind of gal if he was lucky. But no. It was rock. All rock.
The Beatles, Flogging Molly, Franz Ferdinand, Kings of Leon...wow.
Scary.
Jackson raised an eyebrow and turned away from the
shelves. He needed to get away from this before he had a heart
attack. Funny how he'd already stalked her for four weeks and
didn't know this. Maybe he needed more time.
Or maybe...wanted
more time. Lisa was the first target that he hadn't been bored
watching. Funny thing was, she had the most boring schedule. Jackson
turned suddenly to return to her room and his elbow connected with a
vase. It crashed to the floor and he winced, his ears perking for a
sound of movement in the bedroom. After roughly five minutes of
waiting he bent over and began cleaning up the broken pieces. Damn.
shiite. Damnshiiteshiite. Oh well. Hopefully she'd think she'd
done it herself. Or her cat. Where was the son of a bitch tiger
anyway?
Jackson scraped up the pieces and dumped them in the
garbage, covering them with paper. Couldn't let her see them, at
least.
"Sh. Just don't tell her," Christina giggled as
the ten year old boy sheepishly tied the garbage bag.
"We'll
get in trouble! I don't want to get yelled at!"
"Jack,
sweetie, I'll take the blame," she said, bravely puffing out her
chest. He giggled and heaved the heavy Hefty bag over his shoulder.
It was so heavy it knocked the small child over. Christina gasped and
ran to his side, peering into his face.
"You okay,
Jackson?"
"Yeah," he giggled. "I fell."
"Obviously."
The laughs never stopped. They laughed until their chests heaved,
until they had tears of joy running down their faces. Jackson took
one long look at Christina as she chuckled and felt a sense of
comfort. Love. Elation. Christina was his only friend. The only
person that was nice to him.
The door was thrown open and the
principal walked in, her five chins quivering menacingly. She eyed a
piece of pottery on the floor, one the dynamic duo had missed.
Jackson froze, his laugh cut short. He darted away from the doorway
as she grabbed him up by his collar and sent a walloping blow to his
head. As his ears began ringing he heard only glimpses of her angry
screams.
"...third time..."
"...bad
influence..."
"...unacceptable..."
"...punishment..."
And
then some of Christina's.
"...not his fault..."
"...just
a pot..."
"...mine not his..."
"...don't fire
me..."
He'd hoped they wouldn't. When his bruises had
subsided he discovered she'd only been demoted. Back to the lowly
janitorial position. But at least she had a job.
It was then that
things had changed. As trivial and repetitive that situation had
been, it changed Jackson. He saw Christina less, but thought of her
more. Three years, it was, before he was visited by the Company.
Three years he had thought unrelentingly of Christina and her laugh.
The last two years he'd spent a lot of time with her, though. But
only he knew of that.
Jackson sighed. He'd be lying if he said
he'd never had a girlfriend until he was sixteen. Christina
couldn't be counted as that, after all...it was secret. But it was
fun. Very fun indeed.
By a sharp cry from Lisa in the bedroom he
snapped his attention into focus. Time to check on baby...
She
was sobbing, her breaths ragged and harsh. Jackson frowned and sat
down on the bed next to her.
"...all...all my fault...I'm a
whore..."
Jackson shushed her and rubbed a comforting circular
pattern on her back. Her breathing began to return to normal but the
tears still came. Finally, with a sigh, he subconsciously laid down
next to her, pulling the comforter over his body, and pulled her into
his arms. She curled up against him and he placed his head gently on
hers..
"Sh...sh...it's okay. I'm here."
"You're
here...thank...thank you..." she began muttering as she drifted
back to sleep. He caught only one more word until he himself fell
asleep. "My
savior."
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He
awoke near the early morning hours and cursed as he quietly removed
Lisa's hand from his chest. Dammnit, what had they done? They
hadn't...done...that, but he'd spent the whole night here. And
she wasn't drunk anymore. In fact, she was very much aware and
would most likely be waking up soon. Jackson eased himself quickly
out of bed and ran outside to his car, making sure to lock the door
behind him. He didn't breathe again until he was back in his car,
slouched down in case she looked out the window. Phew.
And that
was his one-night stand with Lisa Reisert.
