When I was writing this it started off as how I felt but then a bit of how Brooklyn felt came into it cause I remembered when once when he was curled up in a corner by himself (or sumthn along that line) so it may be kinda distorted, but hope that adds to the feeling.
Sweet Bitterness
Come sweet bitterness of my life
Cloud me in all the strife and distrust
Cause I amn't living anymore
Concealed behind these inevitable doors
That keep me from breathing
That keep me from leaving this world
In a second I can learn all of what I must do
But acting them out is something I feel to weak to go through with.
Sweet bitterness of my life rap me in your arms
And make me cry again
Of all the harm I could take
Its only ever been your sweet requiem that's not so full of distain.
You kept me safe in the past
Help me make it last,
So I can be for eternity
Don't let me realise nothings forever and that I'm supposed to feel so lonely
Sweet bitterness you kept me in the right frame of mind
Whatever I wanted I would find
But now I'm lost in the dark whispers that encircle the night
Left without my strength as you through me into the deep end of every fight
And I can't get out
…..I can't get out…