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Entry 3
It's me again, diary. Sorry it's been so long; about a
week, I think. I've been so busy with school all week, not to
mention what's happening with Scott. I've been too bushed to
write anything. And I'd love to be able to say that things with
Scott have taken a nice turn, but things are as confusing as ever.
Not to mention that some of the gang, as well as other students here,
seem a little suspicious.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
I just wanna... I... ARGH! I don't know how things got as bad as
they are. Well, I don't know... I can't even be around him,
though. When I am, I just clam up or I stutter. Once, I became so
nervous I fainted. Still not living that down... at least when people
can find me. They keep trying to be the good friend and can't
understand that I don't need or want that. Of course, I think
they'd be able to understand better if they knew the reason.
Though, I don't think they'd be able to handle the reason much
better.
Part of the problem is that Scott realizes there's a
problem. Well, not so much that he notices, but that he tries to
help... by being there... often... and close. I can't handle it.
And I never noticed it before, but he smells. It's a nice smell.
Actually, it's a great smell. After I noticed that, I started
noticing that other people had smells too, and each smell seemed
slightly different. Not so much that I can attach a smell to it's
owner... though, I know Scott's smell by heart... Ugh, and now I'm
drooling. Anyhow, my sense of smell isn't that powerful. Just
slightly heightened. But since I started noticing his smell, his
presence started becoming ever more apparent, and now not looking at
him doesn't work.
Gotta go
Kurt.
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