Careless

Category: Anime Fairy Tail

Author: MisZ Anarchy

Language: English

Rating: M

Disclaim – Fairy Tail belongs to Hiro Mashima.

Chapter 2 - I remember you and me

"I bet you don't kiss her with your eyes closed, I bet you're still walking on a tightrope" Ellie Goulding and Juice Wrld– Hate me

"Natsu!" I hear Erza yell my name and I sigh, what the fuck did I do now? I walk through the hallways towards Erza's office in the back. When I enter the office I look at Lucy as she sits at her desk, typing away at something, she doesn't even look up to acknowledge me or that I entered the office.

"What?" I reply as I turn the corner and look at Erza who is seated in her usual spot. Lucy looks up just then and she smiles to me but she doesn't stop what she is doing.

"You guys really need to complete your 594 correctly, how many fucking times am I going to explain it to you guys?" Erza states and I want to shake my head. Today was not the day to take me on. I was in a really bad mood, this day could just not get worse than it already was, yet Erza seemed to test that.

"I filled in my part." I say as I take a seat next to Erza, Aries looks up and then shakes her head at me. Even she knew not to test me today.

"Then who the fuck filled it in like this? Like they placed a pencil up there ass and just scribbled gibberish all over the fucking page?" Erza asks placing the form in front of me, I don't even lift a finger to look at it. I knew I was at fault, I just did not have the patients today to entertain this bitch. She was literally just pressing all the fucking buttons that she could.

"I'm sure it was by mistake Erza." I hear Lucy say as I look up to the blonde who has now decided to chip in and her eyes meet mine. It was the first week of February and she was back from her small break away with her boyfriend, she almost seemed like a new person as she sat there with a smile on her face. Nothing would be able to break her it seemed.

"The sector co-ordinators know about better. They shouldn't give me shit like this." Erza says as she reaches for the paper she tossed in front of me and it seems that she was in a fighting mood, and I just didn't have it in me today to entertain her. She always had these moods and power trips she went on. But the last few weeks it was more so then usual, actually more so now that newbie was here. Maybe it was because Lucy was challenging her. And because the Commanding Officer liked Lucy more than she did Erza. Who knew?

"Relax Erza. I am sure Constable Dragneel didn't do it on purpose." Lucy states, her voice firm as she eyes Erza. But Erza just isn't paying any attention as she looks to the papers in question. "If you're going to throw a hissy fit over the way they filled in the paper just give it here and I will rectify it, there is no need to piss on their batteries." At this Erza looks up and I am amazed. I have never seen anyone stand up to Erza before. Lucy really had some balls trying this.

"What?" Came Erza's reply and at this Lucy rises to her feet and she walks over to Erza's table and takes the paper from the table not even flinching at the deadly tone Erza was using.

"Just leave, it's already past the time you need to be off. Let me just take care of it, go home." Lucy states and it seems more like an order then just a request as she walks back to her desk, she plops down on her chair and she looks at the paper, not paying any attention to the female beside me, who is radiating anger. This was rather amusing, I must say. I hear footsteps in the distant and then Gray and Laxus is also in the office. The female beside me remaining silent as she stares at the blonde in question. It took a few minutes but Erza managed to pack her stuff and leave in silent, and she was followed by Aries who didn't say a word. I doubt she would even try.

I look to Lucy as she looks to the paper then to computer screen, she doesn't say a word nor does she pay attention to what is going on around her. Laxus and Gray also just continues to look at the blonde as well, not sure what the hell just happened, but it was surely something that would go down as a historic event.

After some silence and the room filling up with it as no one made an attempt to break it they left and now Lucy and I sat in silence as I just continue to watch her in awe. It took me a few moment to actually form the words I wanted to say to her before they came out of my mouth. "You have some balls." I finally say and at this Lucy looks up to me.

"Why?" she asks innocently as she looks to me, our eyes meeting.

"No one ever talks like that to Erza." I say and at this she just chuckles.

"She should know her place. She can't be right all of the time and she has no right handling you like that." She replies as a matter of fact, her attention remains on her computer though.

"Thanks." I finally say and at this she stops and looks to me with a smile on her face.

"No need to thank me Natsu." She says and at this I raise a brow, she knew my name?

"We on first name basis now Lucy?" I asks and at this she smirks.

"What else am I supposed to call you?" She asks and I chuckle as I rise to my feet, taking a few steps closer and taking a seat at the chair in front of her desk.

"I don't know Lucy, what should you call me?" I ask and at this she chuckles again, and it's so pure and energetic. This was my first real run in with trouble, and I might add that I enjoyed it because I responded to it.

"You tell me." She says as she pulls her phone closer, she types something on it then she places it to the side again. Her attention back on the computer screen as she tries to focus once again.

"Natsu will suffice for now." I say as I watch her and she knows I'm watching her. The room filled with silence again and I just felt that we needed to continue to talk, so when I start up I grab at the first subject that peaked my interest which I instantly regretted. "So that guy from the other day…" I start and she smiles because she knows exactly who I am referring to.

"Chaise? Yeah?" She asks and I nod my head.

"Isn't he a bit young for you?" I find myself asking.

"Maybe, how old is your wife?" She asks as our eyes meet again, and for a moment I don't know how to reply to that, how the fuck did she even know I am married. I continue to look at her as I try and find the correct answer. How the fuck did she even know? I was dumbfounded in all honesty.

"We are about the same age." I finally say and at this she nods her head.

"So are you and me." She says and I raise a brow, either she brushed up on information on me or she is one smart cookie. "The heart wants what it wants, so it doesn't really matter that he's a bit younger than I am." She states as she continued to work on the paper she had took from Erza.

"So we are the same age?" I ask already knowing the answer to the question and at this she nods. "So how did you get promoted to level seven then, do you have any qualifications?" I ask now curious, she was actually climbing the ranks pretty fast if we were the same age yet she was two levels higher then I was and I was far from reaching her level.

"Yes, I have a diploma." She replies as her eyes briefly meets mine before returning to the paper in front of her.

"So you're studying? What field do you have a diploma in?" I ask truly curious to which direction she was studying in. Another thing that peaked my interest as we shared something in common.

She stops everything that she is doing and looks at me, dead serious. "I have a diploma in . . ." It felt like time stood still as her eyes meet mine. "… Sucking dick." It takes me seconds to minutes to register what she was saying and then trying to put two and two together. I felt like a complete idiot as I continued to stare at her, unsure if I heard her correctly and if my mind was playing tricks on me.

"What?" I asked not sure if the word left my mouth but it did because she smiles before starting to giggle.

"I'm joking." She states as she shakes her head from side to side but I wasn't too sure if that was the truth or if she was really joking. Did she just say she was good at sucking dick and that's how she got promoted? Too many questions popped up into my mind as I stare at this girl in disbelieve. I couldn't be sure if she was serious or not. She continued to laugh as she looked to me. "No I am seriously joking now." She replies and I shake my head, what the hell just happened. I try again to process the information as she continues to laugh, our Commanding Officer was a female so there would have been no sucking dick and yet I just couldn't put two and two together as I stare at the blonde, there are tears in her eyes as she continues to laugh and I just shake my head from side to side.

"So that's how you got promoted? Hmm?" I ask and I smile as I watch her shake her head up and down. "Well there goes the promotion policy and my research proposal." I say and at this she just continues to laugh, her laughter fills the air around us and I just can't help but chuckle to.

"Unless you are good in sucking dick too." She states wiping a tear from her eye and smiling to me.

"Nope. I don't plan on doing that, for anything…" I say and she just continues to laugh. "You might have to take one for the team on my behalf since you have a diploma doing it." I say and at this she laughs even louder.

"What if I actually really sucked dick and I threatened to bite it off?" She asks and at this I shake my head, because that escalated quickly but it was funny. And I think this was the first time we sat together and spoke to each other. Lucy was something else.

"I'm running out of time, 'Cause I can see the sun light up the sky, So I hit the road in overdrive"The Weeknd – Blinding Lights

"You really need to take her call." I say as Laxus turns at a robot.

"I don't want to." Laxus replies and I sigh again. His girlfriend, or rather ex-girlfriend was calling all his co-workers franticly looking for him. "We are done, I am not going to spend any time further on that woman." Laxus says as he adjusts his glasses and he continues to drive. I pull out my packet of cigarettes and look to the side as we pass the station again.

"Does she know it thought?" I ask and at this Laxus looks to me, a frown on my friends face, we have been friends for a long time, we started in the police together and have been working together for many years. He was like a brother to me, we had each other's backs.

"She needs to figure it out this time. But I am done." Laxus says as we take a turn and as we turn we pass Gray and Jellal in the BMW, with a laughing little Miss Heartfelia in the back seat, Laxus lets the siren sound and they wave us on as they continue to drive. "Is it just me or does there seem to be something between Gray and Lucy?" he asks and to this I raise a brow because it seemed that I wasn't the only one who thought that. I just didn't want to rise my opinion on said matter.

"I thought I was the only one who thought that." I reply to which Laxus chuckles. "But do you really think Juvia would allow that?" I ask as I light up my cigarette and roll down my window inhaling the smoke of the cigarette deeply into my longs.

"Gray is a man whore, you see how he goes after the university girls here…" Laxus say and too this we both laugh. "But I mean she is something, I wouldn't mind trying my luck with her." Laxus says and to this I turn to him in my seat, was Laxus actually showing interest towards a female at work? This could not be.

"She's taken though." I say as a matter of fact.

"And you're married but you still look around." Laxus says and I turn to divert any and all eye contact from my friend. Yes sure I have looked around, and I still do but I never act on it. And I probably never will. Even though I didn't know how much this statement was rather meant for the blonde at question then the university girls all around us. I took it as a general statement.

"I look, and that's it." I say as I take a drag from my cigarette, blowing the smoke out of the window.

"You are a good guy, I know you would never cheat on Lisanna." Laxus says as he takes another turn and then we are finally in in my area. And Laxus was right about that, I loved and cared for Lisanna more then I even thought would be possible. I would never ever risk our relationship on something like that. "But if Lucy wasn't dating some high school idiot I wouldn't mind being with her." Laxus says and I chuckle at that, this was the first clear indication that my friend was interested in the blonde.

"It's a long distance relationship, how long do you honestly think it will last?" I ask as I take another drag of my smoke.

"But then there is Gray as well." Laxus replies and to this I want to laugh, because sure I do think there is something between the blonde and Gray but then again I doubt he would be so public about the two of them knowing exactly how crazy his wife could get. And that was mainly the reason why we never socialized because my wife and his wife? God they would kill each other.

"I wouldn't pay too much attention to Gray." I say as we pass one of the malls in my area.

"We never really do." Laxus replies and at this we both chuckle. "How are you and Lisanna?" Laxus asks, and this catches me by complete surprise, we rarely had deep conversations like this, and this topic was reserved for special occasions.

"We are good." I reply and glance towards Laxus as all his focus is now currently on the road ahead. "Just struggling to get a job… And you know how her parents are, looking after the little one." I say pulling out my phone.

"She still looking for a job?" He asks to which I just nod my head. "Or a job she likes?" he continues to probe but he was spot on.

"Yeah." I say as I unlock my phone and I look at the picture of me and my wife on my background. It had been there for almost all of the 4 years we have been married. I sigh.

"Why would I sabotage, the best thing that I have"Snow Patrol– Hands Open

"Fuck my back is still aching, that doctor doesn't know what the fuck he is talking about." I say as I recline on the chair in front of Levy, she looks at me with a frown on her face.

"Why? What did he say is wrong?" she asks as she looks to the door where Jellal is standing as per usual and then she looks to me.

"No he told me it's a spasm in my neck." I reply as I place my hand on my shoulder, slightly pressing down on the area he says had the spasm.

"A spasm in your neck?" I look up as Lucy walks into the office, there is a small smile on her lips.

"Yes, the doctor told me I had a spasm in my back. And it's making me have headaches." I reply as I watch her walk closer and closer to me, there is now a small frown on her face as she moves behind me and I can no longer see her, but then I feel her small hands on the side of my shoulder.

"Mind if I feel?" she asks, almost like it's natural to her. I chuckle a bit as I sit up, not expecting much from the petite little blonde, because what did she know? Expect from capturing data and doing meetings? I move my neck sideways and then sit up straight giving her access to the area that is dire need of attention.

"Is this another qualification I am unaware off?" I ask to which I hear her chuckle, but I see the dumbfounded look on Levy's face, and I chuckle to myself as I think of our little personal joke we shared a few weeks prior. They had no idea of it, which should be fine.

"You would be surprised." I hear the blonde say from behind me, and then I feel her hands as she softly starts to touch over my shirt over the muscles in my shoulder. She moves from one side to the other and then back, slightly going lower. "You sleep on your left side right?" she asks and I am in too much pleasure to actually answer her, so my only answer was the 'hmmm' that left my lips. She continues to move her hands around, her touches becoming slightly harder, and a bit firmer. "You play games on your computer a lot?" she asks and I look up, my eyes meeting her.

"Yeah…" I reply with a slight frown on my face and that's when she feels the spasm in my muscles and she starts massaging me a bit harder with a firm grip. I am not too sure if I feel pleasure or pain but they are intertwined in a feeling too overwhelming for me to comprehend.

"You should really sit right when playing games, it's because you're slouching that you get spasms." She continues to talk as she moves her hands over my back and this was completely something I have never felt, I have asked my wife to massage me but she could never do what Lucy was doing. I want to moan at the pain and pleasure I was feeling. And then I feel it, it almost felt like something was popping and then the pain was gone. Her touches eases as she moves back up my back to my neck, and then I feel her soft warm hands on my neck and I actually shiver.

"How the fuck?" That wasn't the words I wanted to form, but they are the words that came out. She gives me a smile as she removes her hands and then move to the side taking my hand into hers and she starts to massage the muscles in my thumb and I shit you not, I couldn't stop shivering at the pleasure this woman was making me feel. And all this by just massaging the kinks out of my muscles. I see her wink at me and smile as she continues to smile.

"Did you know most headaches can be cured by massaging of the earlobes?" she asks as she looks to Levy and Mira with a smile.

"How did you do that?" I ask as she continues to work on my hands and I feel my body relax at her touch.

"I studied physiotherapy after high school for about six months." She states and I must admit I was quiet surprised.

"Why did you stop?" Levy asks as she stares at the blonde whose hands continue to massage mine.

"I started to work." Was her simple reply and then she stops and she takes a step back. "If you ever need to attend to muscles, just call me. I would love to help." Lucy states as she looks me straight in the eye but she quickly looks to Levy and then Mira as well. And I wasn't sure if my mind comprehended that the correct way because I instantly thought of her working on my hard dick. I shake my head from side to side to get the thoughts out of my mind because this was just absurd. She was referring to other muscles and I shouldn't let my mind wander in the gutter like that.

"I don't believe in that shit," I hear Jellal say from the side and I want to laugh because he was just being the stubborn man he usually is.

"Don't knock it till you try it." Lucy says as she starts to make her way to the hallways towards her office. It seems that she was full of surprises and we were now just seeing the start of it. I would surely take her up on her offer if I sat with a muscle problem again.

"If she really knows the truth, She deserves you, A trophy wife, oh, how cute"Kelly Clarkson – Never again

"Parade is almost going to start." Jellal states as myself and Laxus turn just in time to see Gray driving in, next to him is the lovely Lucy, all smiles. I frown and look to my watch. Was Lucy going to work with us on this Saturday at 8 PM till late? I raise a brow and look to Laxus who just shrugs.

We watch as Lucy walks to Mavis, our Commanding Officer and hands her paper work and then she takes a step to the side as we are called to parade. She remains at Mavis' side as the parade is conducted and we are tasked to focus on making drunk and driving arrests. It was the beginning of autumn and the wind was picking up. The wind blew her hair in all directions but she stood her ground.

I keep my eyes trained on our officers as they conduct the parade but every now and again I would look to the blond as she kept this determined look on her face, with a slight hint of a smile. After the parade was dismissed we all went our separate ways, I was stuck with Laxus at the beginning of the night and as we drove from pillar to post we kept our senses sharp, both bringing in an arrest in the first two hours of the operation. We detained our suspects and took our paper work with us as we made our way to the back office to where Lucy was probably waiting for some company.

I walk in and greet her with a nod, Laxus saying his greetings. I move to Erza's table and I take a seat as Laxus moves to Aries desk. "So what exactly are you're doing with us tonight?" Laxus asks as he starts writing his statement. Every now and again asking how to spell a word or if he was using his words in the correct tense. Something he always did. English wasn't really his first language.

"Well Mavis wanted me to compile the successes and do all the capturing." Lucy states as she pulls something from her bag. "Either one of you want some chocolate?" She asks as she holds the chocolate in the air. Obviously we both took a piece as we continued to write our statements.

"Oh okay, so you don't have to come in on Sunday?" Laxus states and Lucy nodded her head.

Silence filled the room as we continue to write, I can hear some music in the distance, and it must have been from her earphones because I just barely heard it. And that's when Laxus sits up. He looks at me and then at Lucy.

"So we are all friends here, so I want to ask you two something." Laxus starts and at this I raise a brow because the look he had on his face just spelled out trouble. But I nod my head not sure what my friend was going to say next.

"Ask away." I hear Lucy say as she looks up.

"Should I feel guilty for masturbating?" I sit there in silence as I see Lucy's eyes go wide. Was he really asking this because where the hell did this just come from?

"No, it's natural." I answer as a matter of fact, because it was.

"I agree." Lucy replies and I gage her expression as she looks to Laxus. "There is no need to feel guilty about it." She continues and I find myself nodding, but I feel that this conversation had more to it than we anticipated.

"I mean I feel bad because what would God think." Laxus states and at this a small giggle escapes Lucy's lips.

"Why?" She asks as she looks to Laxus in disbelieve. "I mean it is better than to go fuck a random whore." Lucy states and at this Laxus furrows his brows.

"It's not like you're in a relationship, self-satisfaction should not be frowned upon." I chip in and at this Lucy nods her head, was she actually agreeing? Never expected that from her.

"I mean I do it." Lucy says and at this I look to her. Was she admitting that she plays with herself? She looks to me and wiggle her brows. "Natsu you would do that too right? I doubt you would cheat on your wife. So self-satisfaction would be you're only other choice." And I feel that she was indirectly asking me if I would cheat on my wife, and the answer to that was no. I would never.

"Well I do, if my wife isn't in the mood." I reply with a shrug of my shoulder.

"So I should not feel bad about it?" Laxus asks and I hear Lucy giggle as she shakes her head.

"No. You shouldn't. I am sure we all do it some time or another." She replies and she looks to me, I just nod my head. "You know a lot of people have different views on things and it should never be frowned upon." She continues and I look to her in question.

"Like what?" I ask a bit curious to where this is leading.

"Like underwear, you might think I wear sexy underwear to seduce you when I am simply just wearing sexy lingerie to feel sexy for myself." She replies and at this Laxus raises an eye brow.

"So what underwear do you view as sexy?" Laxus asks and I look on as Lucy gulps and then her face slowly but surely turns all the shades of red I have ever imagined.

"Like I find lacy lingerie as very sexy." She almost stutters as she tries to form her sentences.

"Are you wearing lacy underwear now?" I find myself asking and to this I raise to my feet, Laxus doing the same as we move closer to Lucy.

"Wouldn't you like to know?" Lucy asks and I think this was my second run in with trouble because she showed no fear as we moved closer, poking her, playfully pulling at her shirt to make her blush harder, to make her squeal louder.

"That's why we are asking?" Laxus replies, and that's when she grabs at me, and she slaps at Laxus before she tries to push me away, and in the process I grab her wrist in a tight grip making sure she doesn't lose her footing as well. We burst out laughing as she lands a hit to my shoulder and then she shakes her head from side to side.

"You two are something." She states as we finally take a step back. A bit worried we might have stepped over the line. Making her feel uncomfortable, but it seems that all our playfulness was received in good faith as she giggled and we returned to our places to finish up our dockets. She laughed and shakes her head as she watched us finish up. I left the office first and when I returned she was gone and so was Laxus.

That night Gray took her home after our shift, Laxus had completely disappeared not too sure where he disappeared of too but I knew that night that not only was she smart, but she was playful and she was getting a little too close for comfort.