Never without you
Chapter 10: The moment of truth
Pairings: Legolas/Haldir
Disclaimer: I don't own so don't ask
WARNING: This is about male/male relationships, if you have a problem with that then I suggest that you go elsewhere.
Notes: Please remember that this is not beta-read so any and all mistakes are mine ^_~
{{Elvish}} still learning. Most will be done in English.
::Mind speak/Telepathy::
Enjoy!
~oOo@oOo~
A few days had past since Haldir professed his true heritage to Legolas. At first the prince was highly irate at his lover for keeping such perdant information from him, but then again Legolas understood why Haldir kept quiet about his bloodline.
The guardian was now able to move about without any physical aid. Unfortunately, Thranduil moved him to his own personal guest quarters, which didn't sit too well with Legolas.
Haldir was on the training field one morning watching his brothers. They were acting like Elflings joking around not taking their sparring with Arcamenel seriously. Haldir chuckled at their antics. One couldn't tell that they were high ranking Guardians of Lothlórien. The Captain caught movement to his right, Haldir made ready to draw his sword when the Elf stepped in front of him.
Haldir cast his gaze upward from his sitting position.
"I don't believe that we met?" he said. "I am Séregon of Ithilien."
"Haldir," he answering in an almost condescending tone.
"You are not from around here?" Séregon asked wondering what the Elves were doing here. He remembered them from several days ago but doesn't recall this one in particular.
The Marchwarden knew from experience not to tell everything. It was obvious the other male didn't recognize Lórien's colors.
"No," he replied. Haldir studied the other male with caution. He trusted his instincts and they were telling him to be weary of this Elf.
Neither one spoke for several minutes until Orophin called to his older brother.
"Do you wish for us to continue our training with Arcamenel?"
"Aye, seeing that I am in no shape yet to join in on the patrols or training," Haldir answered.
"As you wish," Orophin turned and rejoined Rúmil not giving the other Elf a second glace.
Séregon opened his mouth to speak but closed it when he saw the king's advisor heading toward them. He groaned inwardly thinking he had a meeting with Thranduil. However, the advisor did something totally unexpected.
"Prince Séregon," Felagund greeted then he addressed Haldir. "Sorry to disturb you Captain but Prince Legolas has requested your presence immediately."
Haldir slowly stood thanking the advisor. He didn't want to over exert himself after just recovering from being unconscious for two months. Felagund bowed respectfully to both and left.
Haldir equipped his long sword on his left hip and adjusted his dark grey tunic and cloak. As he took one step he was suddenly spun around to meet the angry hazel gaze of the prince.
"How is it that a mere *Captain* gain an audience with the Prince, when my sister, his betrothed have not?" Séregon didn't tell him that his sister was no longer engaged to Legolas but then again it was none of his business.
Haldir pulled himself up to his full height of six foot three. He looked down at the prince. "Contrary to what Thranduil has told you Legolas is not some prize and does not adhere to his Father's wishes. Your sister's betrothed is short lived if it has not been terminated all ready." His voice was low melodic scathing.
"Do not meddle in affairs that does not concern you Captain."
"Legolas is my concern. Stay away from him."
"Is that a threat?"
"Take it as you wish. Now, if you will excuse me, Prince awaits."
Séregon watched Haldir retreat into the palace. He knew that he must tread carefully around that particular. He released an unsteady breath fearing the Captain. To him it seems that the Elf have a personal interest in the prince and it can not go any further. His sister was going to marry Legolas Greenleaf and nothing was going to prevent it from happening.
~oOo@oOo~
Haldir stormed into the prince's private chamber to see the Healer finishing his exam. He relaxed and put up his mask.
"Prince Legolas."
Said prince scoffed. "No need to be formal. I want to introduce you-" he gasp grabbing his side. Haldir was instantly by his side forgetting about the Healer. Carnesîr monitor them with keen interest.
Legolas' breathing evened out. Indigo eyes regarded silver orbs with affection and love.
"Here melme-nin. . ." Legolas said as he placed Haldir's large hand on his distended stomach.
After a few minutes the prince grimaced. The Marchwarden eyes widen. Underneath his hand he felt a sharp bump followed by a ripple. Legolas smiled at his husband's reaction. When the babies first began moving it scared him and summoned for the Healer straight away. He was a little upset when Carnesîr laughed at him, but the Elder Elf explained the changes that were taking place in his body.
Carnesîr coughed to re-establish his presence with the couple. "Captain Haldir, I hate to ask this but it is important. Are you the sire?"
Haldir sneaked a peek at Legolas, who slightly nodded his head giving the Marchwarden his consent.
"Aye, I am."
"Perfect!" Carnesîr squealed. They looked at him as if he just proclaimed himself as the Dark Lord Sauron.
"Forgive me for my Elfling behavior but you need to stay here until the Prince gives birth. They will not survive if you part ways again and I cannot guarantee that the babies will be able to thrive should one or both of you die."
"My Father will not allow us to be together mellon-nin," Legolas whispered not whishing to discuss this. "He wants me to wed the Princess Arbor."
"Your Highness your bond to the Captain will not let you take a pledge from any one else other than your bonded mate. To be honest I'm surprised that your Father is being stubborn about this – since he was the one who gave-"
"That is quite enough Carnesîr."
The trio turned to stare at Thranduil. Haldir stood erect distancing himself from the prince.
"You may leave us now," he ordered calmly. Carnesîr bowed leaving them to make read for Lord Elrond's arrival. Obviously, the half-Elf would want to full progress report on the prince's pregnancy.
Thranduil seemed nervous. Legolas never seen his father look anything but calm, yet here was standing the ruler of Mirkwood mimicking the actions of an under age adult.
Haldir told Legolas that he will see him later but Thranduil requested him to stay.
"What I have to tell my son is important if not shocking for him and he will need your support."
Haldir sat down on the bed next to his mate with a feeling of foreboding.
"To begin Legolas you have to know that I love you and I have been being a complete ass about Haldir, but you have to realize that I didn't want you to get hurt." Thranduil breathe deeply.
"A relationship between two males is more deeply rooted that a male and female. However, that only applies to Mirkwood Elves or specifically the males of the royal line. Our mates are our life line, which you have all ready figured out as well as our strength especially during pregnancy." Thranduil paused after hearing Legolas gasp.
"When you were born, Legolas, you almost did not survive because I had received new that Tandilion died enroute from Imladris to here. Elrond was assisting me the birth. Right after Elrond placed you in Lenwë's arms I felt could deal with the lost of a child." The golden-hair royal tried keeping himself composed.
"Lenwë handed you back to me telling me that he was tired from escorting Elladan and his party back here after a skirmish. He went to lay down and never regained consciousness. I lost my mate to a mortal wound."
"Ada?"
Thranduil was quietly sobbing but he continued, "Your Father and brother died because I wouldn't listen to reason. Elrond told me not to send for Tandilion and I ignored him. Tandilion and Elladan were attacked by Orcs. I sent Lenwë to meet them and he received a wound from helping them."
Legolas whimpered at the admission. Haldir put his arm around the pregnant Elf. He gave Legolas his strength through the bond they shared.
"Ada, why did you not tell me that you are my birth Mother? And why did you not tell me I had a brother? All these problems could have been avoided for us!" Legolas snapped.
"I did not want you to suffer the loss of your mate or children. If you had bound yourself to a she-Elf the loss would not be as profound. I nearly faded because Lenwë and Tandilion died plus giving birth to you was too much for my body to handle.
Elrond almost gave up on me because I had lost the will to live, but the one thing that kept me here on Arda was you. You needed me. You refused to accept milk from a bottle or from a maiden who had given birth around the same time. You, my son, pulled me back from traveling to the Halls of Mandos."
Thranduil raised a shaky pale hand preventing Legolas from speaking. "I know that it will take some time to reverse the misery I caused the two of you, and if you could find it in your hearts to forgive me. I will accept any type of punishment you deem as fit."
/Punishment?!/ Legolas stared into mirror azure eyes. "Nay, Ada. You have been punished enough by losing your mate and child. I wished that you would have told me about my brother, and I also forgive you. You were only trying to protect me - something that any loving parent would do."
Legolas moved (as best as he could) away from Haldir to embrace his father. Thranduil completely broke down when he felt strong arms wrap around his lithe form. The king pulled back his tear streaked face braking Legolas' heart even more.
"Haldir, what say you?"
/Does he really expect me to pass judgment on him?/ the silver haired Elf was taken aback by the question. He wasn't expecting Thranduil to address him seeing that this was between him and his son. Haldir cleared his throat.
"I always thought your dislike of me is because of my position as Marchwarden. Now I see it is not. Therefore I cannot hold a grudge against you."
Thranduil saw the truthfulness in his ice-blue orbs as well as understanding. "There is one other thing Legolas. You and Haldir must announce your bond. However, I am concerned about an up roar because of your status Haldir," Thranduil said.
The Marchwarden ignore the comment. "I need to discuss this with Legolas first. If you will excuse me I need see my Lord." Haldir abruptly interjected.
"I must take my leave too. I have to attend court in addition to Lord Elrond's arrival and we must prepare for him. I'm ordering you to greet Elrond when he does arrive."
"Ada! Please, I do not want everyone to ogle my ungainly figure. I am no longer graceful. I can barely walk across the room without tripping over my feet let alone stay balance. I will not embarrass myself in such a way."
Legolas pleaded with his father to no avail. "I am not asking you Greenleaf, I'm telling you. We still have more to talk about but for now rest." Thranduil kiss Legolas on his brow and left.
The prince cursed his Father for being demeaning. Legolas rolled out of bed to begin his day. He summoned his servants. The two she-Elves quickly set about their tasks. During the mean time Legolas went to his desk to write a letter to Aragon to let him know how he was doing. He had finished with the letter when his personal attendances returned.
"Your Highness, your bath and robe for the day is ready for you," one said as the other placed at large tray, ladened with assorted fruits, cheeses, and juice, down on the small dining table. Legolas wasn't really hungry but he always tried to eat a little something to please them.
"Thank you. Oh, also could you please tend to Captain Haldir's needs he should be in his room. If he is not there, please just tidy up his things. He tends to be a little. . .messy," Legolas asked smiling giving them a sly wink.
The girls laughed as they went about straightening his chamber. They were the only other ones who knew about Legolas and Haldir. They had also found out about his pregnancy quite by accident when they found him in the bathroom one morning emptying his stomach. From then on, they made sure that he ate regularly.
After his bath, Legolas dressed in an oversized cloak to get some fresh air and to send off his letter. However, the unsuspecting prince didn't count on having a run-in with the one person his father forgot to tell him about.
~ TBC ~
A/N: Fooled all of you! Thought you were going to find out about Haldir but instead you found out about Thranduil. Well, tell me what you think. Your comments and suggestions are most welcomed!
Nemesis ^_~
~oOo@oOo~
Teaser Chapter 11: Not just friends, not just lovers
Celeborn walked into the room. "Haldir what is so important-"
"I need to present myself to King Thranduil," he simply responded.
"Leave everything up to me. Elrond a word please," Celeborn said to his friend.
The high Elves left leaving the Prince and the Marchwarden with a thousand questions.
Chapter 10: The moment of truth
Pairings: Legolas/Haldir
Disclaimer: I don't own so don't ask
WARNING: This is about male/male relationships, if you have a problem with that then I suggest that you go elsewhere.
Notes: Please remember that this is not beta-read so any and all mistakes are mine ^_~
{{Elvish}} still learning. Most will be done in English.
::Mind speak/Telepathy::
Enjoy!
~oOo@oOo~
A few days had past since Haldir professed his true heritage to Legolas. At first the prince was highly irate at his lover for keeping such perdant information from him, but then again Legolas understood why Haldir kept quiet about his bloodline.
The guardian was now able to move about without any physical aid. Unfortunately, Thranduil moved him to his own personal guest quarters, which didn't sit too well with Legolas.
Haldir was on the training field one morning watching his brothers. They were acting like Elflings joking around not taking their sparring with Arcamenel seriously. Haldir chuckled at their antics. One couldn't tell that they were high ranking Guardians of Lothlórien. The Captain caught movement to his right, Haldir made ready to draw his sword when the Elf stepped in front of him.
Haldir cast his gaze upward from his sitting position.
"I don't believe that we met?" he said. "I am Séregon of Ithilien."
"Haldir," he answering in an almost condescending tone.
"You are not from around here?" Séregon asked wondering what the Elves were doing here. He remembered them from several days ago but doesn't recall this one in particular.
The Marchwarden knew from experience not to tell everything. It was obvious the other male didn't recognize Lórien's colors.
"No," he replied. Haldir studied the other male with caution. He trusted his instincts and they were telling him to be weary of this Elf.
Neither one spoke for several minutes until Orophin called to his older brother.
"Do you wish for us to continue our training with Arcamenel?"
"Aye, seeing that I am in no shape yet to join in on the patrols or training," Haldir answered.
"As you wish," Orophin turned and rejoined Rúmil not giving the other Elf a second glace.
Séregon opened his mouth to speak but closed it when he saw the king's advisor heading toward them. He groaned inwardly thinking he had a meeting with Thranduil. However, the advisor did something totally unexpected.
"Prince Séregon," Felagund greeted then he addressed Haldir. "Sorry to disturb you Captain but Prince Legolas has requested your presence immediately."
Haldir slowly stood thanking the advisor. He didn't want to over exert himself after just recovering from being unconscious for two months. Felagund bowed respectfully to both and left.
Haldir equipped his long sword on his left hip and adjusted his dark grey tunic and cloak. As he took one step he was suddenly spun around to meet the angry hazel gaze of the prince.
"How is it that a mere *Captain* gain an audience with the Prince, when my sister, his betrothed have not?" Séregon didn't tell him that his sister was no longer engaged to Legolas but then again it was none of his business.
Haldir pulled himself up to his full height of six foot three. He looked down at the prince. "Contrary to what Thranduil has told you Legolas is not some prize and does not adhere to his Father's wishes. Your sister's betrothed is short lived if it has not been terminated all ready." His voice was low melodic scathing.
"Do not meddle in affairs that does not concern you Captain."
"Legolas is my concern. Stay away from him."
"Is that a threat?"
"Take it as you wish. Now, if you will excuse me, Prince awaits."
Séregon watched Haldir retreat into the palace. He knew that he must tread carefully around that particular. He released an unsteady breath fearing the Captain. To him it seems that the Elf have a personal interest in the prince and it can not go any further. His sister was going to marry Legolas Greenleaf and nothing was going to prevent it from happening.
~oOo@oOo~
Haldir stormed into the prince's private chamber to see the Healer finishing his exam. He relaxed and put up his mask.
"Prince Legolas."
Said prince scoffed. "No need to be formal. I want to introduce you-" he gasp grabbing his side. Haldir was instantly by his side forgetting about the Healer. Carnesîr monitor them with keen interest.
Legolas' breathing evened out. Indigo eyes regarded silver orbs with affection and love.
"Here melme-nin. . ." Legolas said as he placed Haldir's large hand on his distended stomach.
After a few minutes the prince grimaced. The Marchwarden eyes widen. Underneath his hand he felt a sharp bump followed by a ripple. Legolas smiled at his husband's reaction. When the babies first began moving it scared him and summoned for the Healer straight away. He was a little upset when Carnesîr laughed at him, but the Elder Elf explained the changes that were taking place in his body.
Carnesîr coughed to re-establish his presence with the couple. "Captain Haldir, I hate to ask this but it is important. Are you the sire?"
Haldir sneaked a peek at Legolas, who slightly nodded his head giving the Marchwarden his consent.
"Aye, I am."
"Perfect!" Carnesîr squealed. They looked at him as if he just proclaimed himself as the Dark Lord Sauron.
"Forgive me for my Elfling behavior but you need to stay here until the Prince gives birth. They will not survive if you part ways again and I cannot guarantee that the babies will be able to thrive should one or both of you die."
"My Father will not allow us to be together mellon-nin," Legolas whispered not whishing to discuss this. "He wants me to wed the Princess Arbor."
"Your Highness your bond to the Captain will not let you take a pledge from any one else other than your bonded mate. To be honest I'm surprised that your Father is being stubborn about this – since he was the one who gave-"
"That is quite enough Carnesîr."
The trio turned to stare at Thranduil. Haldir stood erect distancing himself from the prince.
"You may leave us now," he ordered calmly. Carnesîr bowed leaving them to make read for Lord Elrond's arrival. Obviously, the half-Elf would want to full progress report on the prince's pregnancy.
Thranduil seemed nervous. Legolas never seen his father look anything but calm, yet here was standing the ruler of Mirkwood mimicking the actions of an under age adult.
Haldir told Legolas that he will see him later but Thranduil requested him to stay.
"What I have to tell my son is important if not shocking for him and he will need your support."
Haldir sat down on the bed next to his mate with a feeling of foreboding.
"To begin Legolas you have to know that I love you and I have been being a complete ass about Haldir, but you have to realize that I didn't want you to get hurt." Thranduil breathe deeply.
"A relationship between two males is more deeply rooted that a male and female. However, that only applies to Mirkwood Elves or specifically the males of the royal line. Our mates are our life line, which you have all ready figured out as well as our strength especially during pregnancy." Thranduil paused after hearing Legolas gasp.
"When you were born, Legolas, you almost did not survive because I had received new that Tandilion died enroute from Imladris to here. Elrond was assisting me the birth. Right after Elrond placed you in Lenwë's arms I felt could deal with the lost of a child." The golden-hair royal tried keeping himself composed.
"Lenwë handed you back to me telling me that he was tired from escorting Elladan and his party back here after a skirmish. He went to lay down and never regained consciousness. I lost my mate to a mortal wound."
"Ada?"
Thranduil was quietly sobbing but he continued, "Your Father and brother died because I wouldn't listen to reason. Elrond told me not to send for Tandilion and I ignored him. Tandilion and Elladan were attacked by Orcs. I sent Lenwë to meet them and he received a wound from helping them."
Legolas whimpered at the admission. Haldir put his arm around the pregnant Elf. He gave Legolas his strength through the bond they shared.
"Ada, why did you not tell me that you are my birth Mother? And why did you not tell me I had a brother? All these problems could have been avoided for us!" Legolas snapped.
"I did not want you to suffer the loss of your mate or children. If you had bound yourself to a she-Elf the loss would not be as profound. I nearly faded because Lenwë and Tandilion died plus giving birth to you was too much for my body to handle.
Elrond almost gave up on me because I had lost the will to live, but the one thing that kept me here on Arda was you. You needed me. You refused to accept milk from a bottle or from a maiden who had given birth around the same time. You, my son, pulled me back from traveling to the Halls of Mandos."
Thranduil raised a shaky pale hand preventing Legolas from speaking. "I know that it will take some time to reverse the misery I caused the two of you, and if you could find it in your hearts to forgive me. I will accept any type of punishment you deem as fit."
/Punishment?!/ Legolas stared into mirror azure eyes. "Nay, Ada. You have been punished enough by losing your mate and child. I wished that you would have told me about my brother, and I also forgive you. You were only trying to protect me - something that any loving parent would do."
Legolas moved (as best as he could) away from Haldir to embrace his father. Thranduil completely broke down when he felt strong arms wrap around his lithe form. The king pulled back his tear streaked face braking Legolas' heart even more.
"Haldir, what say you?"
/Does he really expect me to pass judgment on him?/ the silver haired Elf was taken aback by the question. He wasn't expecting Thranduil to address him seeing that this was between him and his son. Haldir cleared his throat.
"I always thought your dislike of me is because of my position as Marchwarden. Now I see it is not. Therefore I cannot hold a grudge against you."
Thranduil saw the truthfulness in his ice-blue orbs as well as understanding. "There is one other thing Legolas. You and Haldir must announce your bond. However, I am concerned about an up roar because of your status Haldir," Thranduil said.
The Marchwarden ignore the comment. "I need to discuss this with Legolas first. If you will excuse me I need see my Lord." Haldir abruptly interjected.
"I must take my leave too. I have to attend court in addition to Lord Elrond's arrival and we must prepare for him. I'm ordering you to greet Elrond when he does arrive."
"Ada! Please, I do not want everyone to ogle my ungainly figure. I am no longer graceful. I can barely walk across the room without tripping over my feet let alone stay balance. I will not embarrass myself in such a way."
Legolas pleaded with his father to no avail. "I am not asking you Greenleaf, I'm telling you. We still have more to talk about but for now rest." Thranduil kiss Legolas on his brow and left.
The prince cursed his Father for being demeaning. Legolas rolled out of bed to begin his day. He summoned his servants. The two she-Elves quickly set about their tasks. During the mean time Legolas went to his desk to write a letter to Aragon to let him know how he was doing. He had finished with the letter when his personal attendances returned.
"Your Highness, your bath and robe for the day is ready for you," one said as the other placed at large tray, ladened with assorted fruits, cheeses, and juice, down on the small dining table. Legolas wasn't really hungry but he always tried to eat a little something to please them.
"Thank you. Oh, also could you please tend to Captain Haldir's needs he should be in his room. If he is not there, please just tidy up his things. He tends to be a little. . .messy," Legolas asked smiling giving them a sly wink.
The girls laughed as they went about straightening his chamber. They were the only other ones who knew about Legolas and Haldir. They had also found out about his pregnancy quite by accident when they found him in the bathroom one morning emptying his stomach. From then on, they made sure that he ate regularly.
After his bath, Legolas dressed in an oversized cloak to get some fresh air and to send off his letter. However, the unsuspecting prince didn't count on having a run-in with the one person his father forgot to tell him about.
~ TBC ~
A/N: Fooled all of you! Thought you were going to find out about Haldir but instead you found out about Thranduil. Well, tell me what you think. Your comments and suggestions are most welcomed!
Nemesis ^_~
~oOo@oOo~
Teaser Chapter 11: Not just friends, not just lovers
Celeborn walked into the room. "Haldir what is so important-"
"I need to present myself to King Thranduil," he simply responded.
"Leave everything up to me. Elrond a word please," Celeborn said to his friend.
The high Elves left leaving the Prince and the Marchwarden with a thousand questions.