Okay…your going to think I'm a complete idiot when you hear this…I didn't know Supinel was a guy…and I ended up making Kero and Supi gay in this fic, I'm completely embarrassed…
As it were, Natalie and Esther were talking about CSS, and I'm like…wouldn't it be cute if Kero and Suppi got together…?
And they're like…they're both guys Danni…
And them I'm like…
"OHMYGOSH, THEN I MADE THEM GAY IN MY STORY!"
And they started laughing -.-'
ANDAND
IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY ON 13TH OF AUGUST!
I turned 14…YAY!
Two interesting facts about my birthday in relation to History and Literature…
August 13th 1961- Berlin Wall built, separated West and East Germany ww2 –That's a tad depressing…
August means Inspiring awe or admiration; majestic –YAY!
And on my birthday…
I GOT 100 REVIEWS!
And plus…xD
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Yeah…
Damn it.
I. can't. Take. It. Anymore!
She's always there, in my brain. Dancing, playing, singing, laughing, whatever!
She's just always there.
It's so hard to contain myself, every time I see her, all I want to do just hug her and kiss her and tell how much I really love her.
Truly. Madly. Deeply.
Sakura Sakura Sakura. That's all about my brain can register right now. But do you ever wonder, how ironic it really is, I mean, the situation? Me, the guy who's learnt to contain himself, to hide emotions, can suddenly just…
Break?
Yeah break. Just as the sandcastles little kids waste their times building, and when the wave comes crashing down to destroy it, they cry. Have they ever wondered, maybe the sand castled wanted to be broken, wanted its protective walls to come down, to open itself to the deafening waves?
I am the sand castle. And ok fine, I did like making sand castles too.
(Me: xD, YOU wait till your 21st…just wait)
I mean COME ON! Why can't I just tell her? Damn it. Damn it all.
I'm such a wuss.
So that what am I doing right now, standing outside her door, just standing here. I have no idea. I was just thinking about her when, WHAM, I'm in front of her door.
"Syaoran?"
Oh crap, she's opened her door.
"Syaoran?"
Oh Jesus, I can't move.
"Syaoran, is there anything I can help you with?'
Does she realize how suggestive that sounds?
"Urm…"
She staring at me, I mean really staring at me. I must look like a dork. A huge, big, dorkward.
Does she realize she has really pretty eyes? NO, they're not even pretty, they're really beautiful. Enchantment Emerald, that's what've been calling her secretly in my head for…for a while now. Not for a while, I've been calling her that since prima-
"Syaoran? What's wrong, you're just standing there…" She giggled.
Wow what a giggle. I just need to make a mini version Sakura, put her in a jar and carry her around with me always.
"Urm…" Now I'm coming back to my senses, but do I really want to leave? "DO-you wanna walk with me?" Now that wasn't so hard was it? Go me, go me, go me-
She giggled. "It's raining…" FUCK! "But I'll go with you anyway."
Yeah, it's kinda hard not to fall in love with her.
She stepped out of her bedroom and stepped beside. I raised my arm, a gesture for her to hold my hand. I heard her start humming to herself. I looked at her, how she could still be so content, in this gloomy rain…
But wait, they're a glimmer of a rainbow.
I threw her glances, occasionally just whistling to myself, accompanying her humming melody. We reached my front door, which led into our garden. "Sprint?" I said, feeling a grin sidle up to my face.
She laughed, "Last one there's a smelly cow!"
"Smelly cow?" I couldn't help but laugh.
"Yup!" And she sprinted off, leaving me to eat her dust.
"HEY! WAIT UP!" I yelled, running behind her. She looked behind at me and grinned.
"Syaoran, YOU RUN LIKE MY GRANDMA!" She yelled at me, laughing.
I ran faster, catching up to her. I was slowly getting wet. The rain slapped my hair, trickling down my back and my chest. She skid a bit and she slid in the mud, but steadied herself. I caught up to her to help steady her.
She grabbed onto me, and we both fell into the mud. I heard her laughing and saying 'ew' at the same time. She clutched my now wet shirt and pulled herself up. And raced towards the emporium we have at the end of our garden.
I'll tell what your emporium is. It's this dome shaped building made completely out of glass, and it has these benches inside, lining the inside shape of the dome, and a marble bench in the centre. It's quite pretty. Oh, and I saw Eriol and Tomoyo make out there.
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…
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OHMYGOD, WERE GOING TO THE MAKE OUT DOME!
I don't think Sakura knows that, and what if she does?
I'm right on her heels now, and we're both drenched. She opened the door and we both stumbled in, laughing.
"Oh My God, you should've seen your face-when you landed in the-HAHAHAHAH!"
She laughed.
"It's exactly the pick me up I needed, Syaoran, thanks." She smiled in gratitude to me.
I made her happy, that's made my day, that's all that's matters, and I made her smile, not that ugly faced Ryan dude…-
Hold on, pick me up?
"You said pick me up, what's' wrong?" I asked I sat down on one of the benches.
She sat next to me. "Oh, nothing to worry about…" She sighed.
I turned and faced her. "Sakura, what happened?"
"Nothing happened; it's just that…nothing."
"Sak."
"…"
"Sakura Kinomoto."
"…"
"Kinomoto."
"Fine, I'll tell you! I, I'm just feeling slightly insecure at the mo, okay?" She said distressfully.
Insecure? Sakura Kinomoto, feeling insecure? Hold up, the prettiest girl in the school, country, world, feeling insecure?
The raindrops continued to hit the glass. It's funny, how something so gloomy can still have the evasive prettiness about it. The rain, the winter, Sakura. I waited silently, if I knew her well enough, she'd spill soon.
"…"
"It's just that-" knew it. "I know looks aren't everything, but I'm so…big…" She whispered the last word.
WHAT? This has to be some sort of cyber universe for something like that be true. Sakura Kinomoto, is not big, she's beautiful. Absolutely beautiful.
"Sakura Kinomoto." I said. "Are you completely insane?"
She looked at me with her mouth open. "Syaoran, look at me, I'm so dumpy, it's so stupid…I should just go on a HUGE diet and just lose HEAPS of weight!"
I can't believe I was hearing this. The most beautiful woman I have ever known, is standing before me, calling herself fat.
"Look," I know I sound stern, but it's the only way to get it through her head. "You are NOT fat, sure you're a beast in the morning, but defiantly not fat!"
The sky had started to clear. I could see more that rainbow now, just about half of it.
"Syaoran-"
"No, come here…" I said as I stood up and held out my hand. She looked at me questioningly and took it. I led her over to the glass wall.
"Look, what do you see?" I asked her, stepping out the picture so she could see her reflection.
"Nothing. Nothing I want to see." She replied blatantly.
I bit my lip. She still wasn't seeing the point.
I stepped back into the picture and put my arms around her waist. Her back pressed back into my chest.
"Now what do you see?"
She stayed silent.
"Sakura," I turned her around. "You are the most beautiful person I have ever met." I turned her back around so she could see her reflection. "And I hate to admit, most other men would say that too" I added in scornfully.
"Can't you see that?" I asked her desperately.
"I-"
But I cut her off.
Because I kissed her. Turned her around and kissed her. Just for a few seconds, but it meant a lot to me, and I hope she can see what I've been trying to say.
I turned her back around and asked her another question.
"Do you still think your fat?"
She smiled at the reflection in the mirror of us. Me with my arms around her, her with her hands on top of mine.
"No" She said finally, with a smile. "No, Syaoran, thank you."
And then she led me to the bench in the centre and sat herself down, with my hands in hers, as I knelt on both knees.
It was time for the moment of truth.
"Sakura…I need to tell you something…" I said.
"She stayed silent, smiling, knowing what was coming.
"I love you. I always have, and always will." I started. I heard my voice getting stronger.
"I always was fascinated with you, you were so different, you didn't serenade me all the time, you have no idea how nervous I always I was every time I passed you in the halls, or sat behind you." I could feel it all coming out, this unwashed feeling.
"I just really love you." I finished quietly.
She bent down and kissed me gently.
"I love you too…" She smiled softly.
"Really…?" I asked, I know- such a stupid question.
"Duh! Syaoran," She looked deep into my eyes. "I really, really love you." She kissed me again.
"Well I love you more" I said as I she came back up for air.
"NO, I love you more!"
"No, I do!"
"No, me!"
"No, really, I do…"
"Ok, fine you do."
"No, I LOVE YOU…"
Wow, I feel stupid.
"Now, come on the bench, your knees are probably hurting." She laughed.
I got up and sat next to her. DO you know how it good it feels; to hear someone you love, say that they love you too?
I stood on the seat and opened the sun roof. I heaved myself up and stood on my feet on top of the dome.
"Syaoran!" I heard her hiss. "Get down here" She giggled.
"Hold on!" I said, as I staggered a bit. "I've got to make an announcement first."
I heaved in and-
"III LLLOOOVVVEEE SSSAAAKKKUUURRRAAA KKKIIINNNOOOMMMOOOTTTOOO!" I yelled.
"I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER!" I think I heard my mother gasp in shock. So?
"I LOVE YOU!" I bellowed down to her and the Earth.
"I love you too babe, now come down!" I heard her yell back to me
"Coming gorgeous." I said back to her, grinning my face off.
I clambered back down, and she gave me the kiss of a lifetime.
"I love you" I breathed in again.
"I love you too." She said too me.
We sat back down. I pulled her into my lap, because I don't want her anywhere else, then here, in my lap. She wrapped her arms around mine and we just sat there, happy, together finally.
And now, the whole rainbow is there, celebrating for us.
The End.
I'm going to miss this story. I can't let go, I don't want to leave my reviewers behind. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Thank you.
And I can't believe this fanfiction is over.
I was sniffing when I wrote the last rainbow bit, not crying, but my nose defiantly stung.
And yeas, I get to be mooshy coz this is my story, and I'm the author.
-Slight tears in eyes-
WAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I can't express what I have to say, so I I'll the closest things to it.
I love you.
Check out my angsty poem please? inspired by Evanesance-My Immortal It's about FxN, I just need to know if it's you know…not shit or anything xD.
P!ATD's new video clip came out Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her cloths off it's really original, check it out…-sings-
-is it still me that makes you sweat…you know it will just always be me-
NEW FANFICTION CSS STORY COMING ON! -inspreisd the song just then-
AAARRRRGGGHHHH!
-clicks in triumph-
End of one story, and the beginning of another!
To end it officially, here's the date:
Date Completed: September 11, 2006