Ok... Here's chapter 29! Hope you like it! Just to let you know this chapter is incredibly long. It kinda drags on because of the lyrics but... I hope you like it anyways.
Nathan POV
One question... Is it sad that I miss her already? Damn it! Why does she make me feel like this? I sat down at an empty table in the library and pulled out my walkman. I put the CD she gave me in and pressed play. What... is this?
Just a little bit of you every day
Will surely keep the doctor away
Just a little bit of you every day
Will surely keep the doctor away...
(Just A Little Bit Of You-Michael Jackson)
I looked at the cover and read down the list of songs...
Just A Little Bit Of You-Michael Jackson
Cant Make Me-Butterfly Boucher
Angel Of Mine-Monica
For Once In My Life-Stevie Wonder
If We Fall In Love Tonight-Rod Stewart
Speechless-Michael Jackson
Everyday See You-Jessica Simpson
Always You And I- 98˚
Could It Be I'm Falling In Love- The Spinners
When Your Eyes Say It-Britney Spears
Back AT One- Brian McKinght
Forever And For Always-Shania Twain
You Are My Life-Michael Jackson
Ok... musically this girls all over the place, which is good, I like a girl who can listen to what I do but like something else too. Ok this songs over. Next one...
All the things I want to say but I can't
All the things I want to do but I won't
Hold me tight
Not too tight
I'm in knots and you tie me in bows
I feel pretty
I know that you care
You're so sweet
You're so so sweet...
(Cant make me-Butterfly Boucher)
That was a pretty good song next one...
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
I look at you looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm here for now, you helped me grow
Chorus:
You came into my life
Sent from above
When I lost the hope
You show my love
I'm checkin for you
Boy your right on time
Angel of Mine
Nothing means more to me then what we share
No one in this world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
(Chorus)
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if they were new
Every breath that I take
The love that we make
I only share it with you
You, You, You, You
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
(Chorus)
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm here for now you helped me grow
I look at you looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Checkin' for you boy your right on time
Angel of Mine
(Angel Of Mine- Monica)
Ok that songs meaning was perfectly clear... she feels the same way I do about her. I swear that if I only had one more moment in life I would spend it with her. Thinking about her... just drives me crazy... I wish I could be holding her and kissing her this very moment...
For once in my life I have someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me
And somehow I know I'll be strong
For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Someone warm like you
Would make my dreams come true
For once in my life I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it hurt me before
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore
For once, I can say, this is mine, you can't take it
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
(For Once In My Life-Stevie Wonder)
I sat there listing to the lyrics of the songs and taking in the meaning she was sending me. All these love songs... all the same way I feel about her...
Darlin' if, if we fall in love tonight
You're gonna be alright
Your heart is in good hands
Darlin' if, if we fall in love again
On me you can depend, if you could take a chance
Open your heart and let love, love again...
Honey I don't, I don't want you to have any doubts about me
Whatever makes you happy, I'm gonna do
Baby I'm so ready to love you nowI can't wait another moment I need you right now...
(If We Fall In Love Tonight- Rod Stewart)
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."
(Speechless-Michael Jackson)
I got my best friend
Best that I ever had
I got a nightlight
Get me through when it gets bad
Feels like an angels following on my heels
You are my sunshine
I got the moon
I got someone I can talk to
'Cause I get to everyday see you
Baby, I get to everyday see you
I got the sun
I got the moon
See you
(Everyday See You-Jessica Simpson)
I'll be the air that you breathe
I'll give the strength that you need
I'll be the light in your eyes
When hope becomes hard to see
I'll be your shining star
To guide you wherever you are
And I promise that I'll be by your side
Always you and I
No, you're not alone
Without a love to call your own
'Cause I'll always be right there for you
To help you carry on
A heart that's always true
I'm giving mine to you
And everything you'll ever need
I promise I will do
(Always You And I-98˚)
Each night I pray there will never come a day
When you up and take your love away
Say you feel the same way too
And I wonder what it is I feel for you
Could it be I'm falling in love With you baby
Could it be I'm falling in love Woo
Could it be I'm falling in love...
You can be sure I will never let you down
When you need me I'll be around
And darling you'll always be
The only for me
Heaven made you specially
Could it be I'm falling in love With you baby
Could it be I'm falling in love Woo
Could it be I'm falling in love...
(Could It Be I'm Falling In Love- The Spinners)
I love to hear you say that you love me
With words so sweet
And I love the way with just one whisper
You tell me everything
And when you say those words
It's the sweetest thing I've ever heard
Chorus :
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it
I love all the ways that you show me
You'll never leave
And the way your kisses, they always convince me
Your feelings run so deep
I love the things you say
And I love the love your touch conveys
Chorus
And the words that say take my breath away
No song ever sounded so sweet
I love every word that they say to me
(When Your Eyes Say It- Britney Spears)
It's undeniable that we should be together
It's unbelievable, how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don't know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I'm for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal
Yeah
Chorus:
one, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through threeFive, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
(yeah)
It's so incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about, hey
And undesirable, for us to be apart
I never would've made it very far
'cause you know you got the keys to my heart
'cause...
Chorus
Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time
(Back At One-Brian McKnight)
In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms
Chorus:
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our day
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face--always
Mmmm, baby
In your heart--I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart
(Forever And For Always-Shania Twain)
Once all alone
I was lost in a world of strangers
No one to trust
On my own, I was lonely
You suddenly appeared
It was cloudy before but now it's clear
You took away the fear
You brought me back to life
CHORUS
You are the sun
You make me shine
Or more like the stars
That twinkle at night
You are the moon
That glows in my heart
You're my daytime my nighttime
My world
You're my life
Now I wake up everyday
With this smile upon my face
No more tears, no more pain
'Cause you love meYou help me understand
That love is the answer to all that I am
And I'm a better man
You taught me by sharing your live
You gave me strength
When I wasn't strong
You gave me hope when all hope is lost
You opened my eyes when I couldn't see
Love was always here waiting for me
(You Are My Life-Michael Jackson)
Wow... That last song really hit home. She... I can't wait to repay her for making me feel like this right now. Hopefully I can find a way to show her how much I love her like she did me...
That's it! I know... it sucks... leave me a review and tell me how bad it sucks... That would be great. Thanks. I promise the next chapter will actually have dialog. Bye! Thanks to OTH-Mrs. Broody for your last review! You Rock!