"How To Save A Life"
A/N: This is my first Grey's Fic, so flame away, be nice, w/e it is just tell me what you think love it hate it just let me know. Enjoy the into. - Joy
Have you ever felt like your at the crossroad of who you are and who you want to be? Well if you don't I do me Meredith Grey, Dr. Meredith Grey that is. Caught between two men my boss and my vet, well ex vet. Caught between my job, my life, What's wrong and what's right. Mcdreamy, Mcvet, and, Mclife . A Crossroad my crossroad, and mine alone. How to save a life, my patients life's, my friends and my life.
As a Doctor we face uncertainties the good and the bad. How to tell a patient there dying, or they need a life saving operation. How to help a friend no my family form crisis. How to choose between two men, one married and one a widow. How do we do the things we need to do. How do we choose what to face and what to hide form. Some times denial is the best way but all that repression comes back to haunt you. When it does you usaly do something stupid like sleep with your best friend and cry during it and breaking them. How do you fix something broken when you cant use your medical skills.
This is what I seek to learn how to fix me and all the damage I've done. Do I go after the one man I've truly ever loved who happens to be married? Do I settle for the sweet and caring widow? How do I help my best friend who just lost the man she loved. What about my other friend who's facing her own problems? So many problems with no solutions is this what life is meant to be like? This is my new mission in life to fix and figure out and be the best surgeon I can be. This is the new and improved Dr. Meredith Grey. Mcdreamy, Mcvet, Mcproblem, I'll get it right some how.
A/N: Please REVIEW! I beg of you... if you like the intro hate it.. Any ideas ... flames... ne thing just tell me something ... just review if I get 5 reviews ill post the first chapter