"How To Save A Life"
Disclaimer: forgot to put this in the first one oops... anyway I don't own Grey's I just love it. Enjoy
There are many roads in life, some more than others. The beaten path, the road less traveled, the famous Fork in the road. How do you know which road is meant for you. Which road will bring you to where you want to be. Would you choose the beaten path? All rough, rugged and at times painful. The road less traveled? The mystery, thrill and wonder. Or would you stay at the fork? Decision, fearfulness, and change. There is one more road you can take, when your desperate and need to hide. There's always a shortcut in every road, when you cant face up to What's ahead, the easy way out as most would say. Sometimes were to far into the road way past all the shortcuts and all we can do is put one foot in front of each other till we hit the end.
Its been a week a week since the prom. A week since I've been to the hospital. A week since I've seen or talked to Derek. A Friggen Week! My voice mail is full of messages, I have a million missed calls. All form two people who I cant talk to, not yet at lest. Friggen Mcdreamy and Mcvet. I've had a week off to take care of Izzie, and right now she comes first before any of my problems. Especially men problems, her problems are much bigger than mine. My men problems can wait right?
I've been trying all week to get Izzie out of bed, I've even tried bribing her with new cookbooks. She won't eat, she wont speak, she wont get out of bed and Im out of ideas.
"Izzie," Great she's not answering me at all now. "Izzie, It's time to eat, you have to eat" I sigh and lean against the door praying for an answer.
"Go Away Meredith" Ok not the answer I wanted.
"Izzie Please" Where's George when you need him.
"No Meredith, No Im not hungry. Im not getting out of bed. What ever your going to ask me the answer is No!"
It's not George I need Its Christina. Well her grieving was moving along nicely she was past the shock and crying and right smack down in the middle of rage. Screw it let her bit me head off. I opened the door and marched right over to her bed tray in hand.
"You have every right to be upset, but you have no right to hurt your self." I take a breath and look down at her. What I saw tore at my heart her eyes were so swollen, red and still had tears streaming down her face. "Izzie you need to eat, you need to get out of this room. Im not telling you to run back out into the world but you need to start some where." I sit next to her n push her hair back, she's still looking at me with the same expression. "We all love you Izzie and were all really worried and none of us could take loosing you"
"Im not dead or dying."
"You will if you don't take care of your self."
"Meredith"
"Izzie we don't want you to shut down either, plus I have a huge mcdreamy secrete im sitting on" I say with a slight smile as I lay down next to her.
Izzie just looks at me trying to figure out if im making it up or not.
"Something happed on prom night, god I sound like im in highschool"
"Nope just medical" (Izzie POV) Wow did I actually just smile it feels like its been forever.
"Good one, maybe I shouldn't tell you"
"No, no I want to know"
"Mcdreamy and, well we" (back to Meredith) I could only sigh why was it so hard to get the words out of my mouth.
"You what"
"Had sex"
"You what, Oh my god Meredith"
"I know, I know I didn't expect it to happen. He kept giving me Mcdreamy looks and I ran away. Only to have him follow me."
"Wow, I want details"
"Well we were fighting and then he grabbed me and Kissed me. Well you can gather the rest"
"Was it hot, hot steamy sex" Izzie was bouncing in her spot on the bed "Oh god not good for the best"
I could only sigh at the memory "It was great hot and steamy sex, best of all Callie walked in on us as we finished"
"She what, what did she say"
"She was looking for me, but she did fix my dress as I left."
"Humm maybe she isn't so bad"
"Maybe, maybe one day she'll going our Mcfamily"
"So were are those cookbooks you got me"
"Down stairs with an isle worth of baking goods"
"Seriously "
"Seriously" I had to laugh. "I think I might be banded form the supermarket they think im nuts"
"Who cares we'll send George" We both smile at that.
"So I go back to work tomorrow are you going to be ok"
"Yup I got my new cookbooks and a isles worth of baking goods, I'll be just fine"
"Why don't you take a shower, I think Alex and Christina are coming over after there shifts."
"Alex?"
"He's worried about you he's been calling all week"
"Wow, ok then guess ill take a shower if there coming over"
A/N: I know its short and im not 100 happy with it I don't really like the way this one came out. But for all I know you guys might like it. If you have any ideas or suggestions. Please tell me and As Always REVIEW! ill try to have the 3rd chapter out soon. Thanks!