One of those days

Can I cry now

Is it ok

Fall down to my knees

And just pray

I could cry forever if my eyes would let me

About the way my life is going

Everyone around me

Knows what they're doing

I'm alone

In this cold state of mind

Listening to myself think

It's either cry, scream or sigh

I don't know what to do

With myself or people around me anymore

I feel so fake sometimes

I just want to cry on the floor

It makes me feel better

When I let myself go

Let them poor form my eyes

But quietly so nobody knows

This is stupid

To feel this way

I'm lucky with some things

But it's just one of those days….