Confused
It would be so much simpler
If I could make up my mind
Let it all go
Just leave it all behind
Sometimes I feel
Like we're headed to different ways
Like my future's the night
While yours are the days
I can't understand
Why I feel the way I do
I want to be happy
And spend my life with you
But it's so much harder for me
If only you could see
There's so much more I have to do
To get where I wanna be
It's tough, and sometimes so lonely
When I sit and think about it
About my life, my family
There's just too much bad shit
I wanna break down
Just cry a river and watch it flow
Let it all out
Let everything go
But I can't, not by myself
I need you here sometimes
To hold me, gild me
Give me your help
I'm too much for you
Too much shit to listen to
You have enough to worry about
I don't want to be on that list
Of worries and complaints
I just need some direction here
I need something
Someone to show me where I should go from here
I need something
Something I can't explain
I wish I could tell you
But I don't even know
There's something I need
Can you see it in my eyes?
Hear it in my voice
I'm paralyzed
I just have no choice