deago pushed through the tree's. hed been walking for an hour now and hed almost reached the church where he often sat, the chuch was of course abandoned...called the black magick church by muggles. he reached the altar and leant over it, burrying his head in his hands and sighing, he finaly thought he had a friend. for a long time he stood, admiring the old stained glass windows and the carvings in the wooden features on the walls, thinking about what hed lost. he snapped out of it when footsteps sounded behind him. he turned around quickly, there stood his father. he felt his heart sink with fear "father." he addressed him and stood propperly. "deago what are you doing here? you should be at hogwarts, or did you forget about that?" he asked sarcasticly, eyes narrowing to slits. "i..i was just...walking and..."

"silence. i dont care why your here, ive needed to speak to you so it is...convinient"

"speak to me father?"

"yes! ive noticed how utterly pathetic you are deago! your my son and you should know better than to be soft!" he hissed, deago's eyes narrowed "what do you mean by that?"

"I mean ive seen you conversing with muggles, stroking their dogs! you dont seem to have any evil in you whatsoever!"

"Oh you want to see evil? ill show you evil you poor excuse for a father" he smashed the glass in the window and grabbed a shard of it, holding it like a dagger and not even noticing the blood dripping from his hand. "and if i cant use my wand out of school i can resort to other things, blood seems more satisfying dont you think?" he said bitterly, an insane expression crossing his visage. the dark lord pulled out his wand and cast crucio at him which he dodged. deago dived past his father and swung the glass at his back only to get his arm grabbed by his father, the glass stopping inches from the lords shoulder. quickly deago resorted to plan b and bit his fathers shoulder, blood pumped out quickly "AGH! Deago!" he growled and pulled away, casting a spell to heal the wound. he looked back at his son who had blood dripping from his lips and smeered all around his mouth. he licked some away "aheheh..." he chuckled darkly while watching his father with that same maddened look "thats better" the dark lord said with a broad grin "you do have it in you"

"you havent been training me all this time to be pathetic, but if i am i must say your teaching skills mu-"

"silence! your to go back to hogwarts now, before someone comes looking for you. now go"

deago rolled his eyes "yes your highness" he mumbled and set off towards the exit when a crucio hit him so strong that it threw him forwards "AAAH!" he screamed and curled into a ball as all the muscles in his body cramped and pain beyond pain filled his body.

when hed finaly come out of the pain he found his father was no longer there for which he was greatful. he stumbled back through the trees of the dark forest after about 30mins of walking. hed started shaking from the shock of the crucio and was finding it hard to walk. a tear ran down his blood smeared cheek, he was so hurt by what his father had said...pathetic. maybe his father would love him if he was..evil. but how would he live like that? he didnt know if he could. the world around him started to spin and go dark "deago?" he heard as he fell to his knees, seeing someones feet before he collapsed and blacked out.

he woke up a moment later in the infirmary, being lowered to a bed by masculin arms. he looked up to see the face of his proffesor, severus. madame pomfrey walked out "whats goi- oh no im not treating him" she said bitterly and shut herself back in her office. deago sat up and licked the now cold blood from his lips. "whos blood is that deago? what have you done?"

"oh..its my fathers..." he looked at his feet "he said i was pathetic so i showed him otherwise. i bit him" he sighed sadly and hugged his knees "thanks for bringing me here." he smiled at his proffesor. "let me get this straight deago. you...bit the darklord." he said with disbelief "yea...i did. i didnt half pay for it though. that crucio was awful, it still hurts...n-now..." he said and winced. and then all went dark.

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his eyes slowly opened, hearing a gasp from a woman as he did so and then a door slamming. all he could see infront of him was a hand, looking up he saw it was severus, hed stayed with him however long hed been unconcious. slowly he moved forwards to nuzzle the males hand, placing one of his own hands over his. the hand twitched slightly and he heard the proffesor moving. next he heard a groan of what was probably embarassment "deago are you awake?"

deago smiled "yea" severus snapped his hand away quickly and sneered at him, seriously considering taking points from him...but he was the dark lords son.

dumbledore entered the room with minevera, albus laughing gleefuly "ah deago your awake! are you feeling ok?"

"im still breathing" he said sarcasticly and sat up, moving to the side of the bed "how long have i been out?"

"atleast one day." deago grunted and looked back to severus with a smile "thanks for staying with me proffesor...i really apriciate it" severus seemed taken aback, he hadnt been thanked for the longest time. he simply starred at the boy silently. "such a polite boy" albus commented happily, minevera glancing at deago nervously. deago looked at proffesor mcgonogal, noticing that she was hiding fear but he had to make sure, slowly he stood and walked towards her, she stepped back a few paces "albus!"

deago sighed "all the proffesors know dont they sir? well...i suppose its the right thing to do, i mean for all they know i could be dangerous" he hung his head sadly. "your a smart young lad deago. and yes you could be dangerous, it was the right thing to do. but until you do anything to make me doubt how trustworthy you are you have my trust" deago looked up at him and smiled "thankyou sir" he looked back to severus and held his eyes with a smile for what seemed like forever "can i go now proffesor?" he asked the head teacher "if you feel well enough. yes...were not sure just how powerful the crucio was but it should have worn off by now" deago nodded and looked to mcgonogol and held out his hand for a hand shake "dont worry about me proffesor, im weak as a baby anyway compared to you guys." she smiled curtly and shook his hand, pulling away quickly afterwoulds. he stepped forwards and winced "proffes-" he colapsed forwards. proffesor snape darted forwards and grabbed him before he hit the ground.

Deago looked to his proffesor, eyes half lidded as the pain coursed through his body. he twitched violently in the mans arms for what felt like hours when infact it was barely minutes. he eventualy went limp in the proffesors arms, shaking and in a cold sweat...so releived the pain had gone "ow..."

proffesor snape went stiff as the boy rested his head on his shoulder, breathing hot and fast down his neck. pulling himself together he pulled away and stood up, leaving the boy to support himself. deago fell to his knees and looked up weakly "so-rry, im ok now" he mumbled and stood up, walking from the room with eyes following him intently.

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severus paced in his office furiously, he was so angry with himself. his body had reacted inapropriatly to the physical contact between him and deago..he couldnt get the boy off his mind..that hot breath pouring down his neck..oh gods it was bliss. he slapped himself mentaly and slumped into a seat. this was lord voldemorts spawn...nothing more...just his evil puppet as such, not to mention he was infact male. but was that really true about the boy?...he was just misunderstood...severus gave up, he needed sleep to get rid of this damned headache.

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the next morning Deago woke up, realising it was hogsmead today. he just hopped his little plan would work. hed missed breakfast so he just rushed down to the entrance hall and scrambled up to where proffesor mcgonogal was standing, next to harry, ron, hermiony and some others "you have a signed slip?" asked mcgonnogal, looking very supprised and worried. Deago grinned "dont worry my dad didnt sign it, some muggles that i stay with sometimes signed it for me. does that count?"

"yes...i suppose it does. well...give it here" she snapped and took it off him.

when they arrived deago stepped from the carridge that hed sat in alone and looked at the beautiful village of hogsmeade. he was going to get the two most important people to him presents. severus and ofcourse his father...something his father might find funny if he miraculously developed a sense of humour. probably a fake wand to use on him at a death eater meeting too. he set off along the street in the snow, glancing into shop windows. he stopped at higars book store and thought a moment. severus was into the dark arts big time, he guessed he could get him an advanced book on that stuff aswell as something else. he entered and walked up to the desk with a smile, waiting for the male at the bar to snap out of his trance of reading "o-oh hello! what can i do for you lad?"

"whats your best book on the dark arts?"

"ooh well i have one thats rather popular with proffesionals really. its so interesting too...it goes into the history of the spells and how to cast them with the most effect!"

"perfect ill take it"

"ok, its 29 knuts though"

"i can afford that."

after that he began walking along the street once more, when something caught his eye from the 'enchanted neckwear' shop. a black circlular pendant with a golden dragon flying around in different directions on it. and on the back it said..Dad..., he frowned and looked at it with an intense expression, pacing...going back to it, the thing that would hurt most is if his father laughed at him...or got angry, but...he had a feeling he wouldnt. and currently deago was carrying thousands of knuts that hed taken off a dead wizard that his father had killed.

To be continued