Song: Coldplay-The Scientist. Don't hate me.

Sweating from the heat of the fire made the gun slippery in my hands. Holding tighter, I aimed waiting for a chance to shoot. Knowing that rock salt would only piss the demon off. My gaze flickered to Dean, who held a different gun, smaller. He held it up high, waiting for the demon to move. His fingers moved slightly and I saw the handle. The colt, how the hell did he acquire that? I thought.

Everything became silent as the fire died down and the fire demon stood there. What are we waiting for I thought, lets end this! The demon brushed my mind and I recoiled from the dark feeling. It laughed in my mind then war broke. It started with John, it was strangling him and lifted him up off the ground as the boys shifted to help their father. Knowing it would do no good. I felt the demon smile, if that was even possible.

Without a second thought I shot at the demon. The sound loud in my ears, and it disappeared like smoke. John was released and he collapsed on the floor, the brothers rushed to him. But I didn't move, something wasn't right.

Everything felt warped but looked normal. Lowering the gun I stepped forward towards John and saw way too much blood pooling beneath him. Whats the hell? I thought taking another step forward. The brothers turned their heads to look at me and I took a step back, bringing the shotgun up. Sam and Dean's eyes were pure white, with black circling around them, they shifted into an attack postion as I stepped sideways towards some boxes.

I can't trust my eyes I thought, blinking rapidly, wondering how this had happened. Then an idea popped into my head, it was a trick. It had to be, the brothers would never let their guard down and be possessed. How do you know its not real a thought popped into my head.

"Get out!" I screamed as the demon laughed, leaving me to my thoughts.

Everything returned to normal and I saw the brothers standing near me. Dean shot me a look of concern, before he was thrown backwards and hit some crates. We are going to lose if Dean doesn't use that gun I thought. I ran to Sam's aide as he clutched his throat for air.

"NO!" I screamed as I was thrown away from John and Sam.

"Who should I hurt now? No point in keeping Sam, he's a thorn in my side." a dark voice sounded in my mind.

'Stop it,' I thought 'Leave him alone.'

'Not him? Then what about Dean? He's strong, he'll put up a good fight.'

'I said leave them alone.' I growled.

John had black out and Sam's struggling was getting weaker.

'Whats the point? You'll all die anyways.' It purred, filling my head with another vision.

I watched as it slaughtered John, Sam, and Dean without moving a muscle. Their broken, decapitated bodies strewn across the floor. Blood pooling everywhere, and me lifting my hands to see them covered...

"No!" I screamed aloud, shaking away the nightmare.

'Julia, a little help!" rasped Dean, he was frozen in mid-step, the colt aimed at the demon. He screamed as the demon did some unknown thing inside him. Rushing to Dean I tired to release him but to no avail. Why not me? I thought angrily, we will never win. I won't let them die. Shooting at the demon in anger it laughed.

"Take me! Damn it but leave them!" I screamed, holding back tears.

Nothing happened, and I tried not to scream as blood started to drip from Dean's ears, and lips. Then the demon released them, John and Sam collapsing on the floor, and Dean leaned against me.

"You have a deal." it whispered. "But first...I want some more fun."

My heart sank, somehow I knew what it was going to do. I won't let it, I will fight I thought. The demon disappeared again like dark smoke, Dean stood up straight looking for the demon.

"What is it doing now?" he whispered.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you i set you apart

Suddenly I felt a cold dark thought brush my mind, then fill my body. I went rigid and tried not to panic. I had to keep this idea to myself, can't let it see it. Grabbing Dean's hand, that held the Colt, I screamed,

"NOW!"

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a silence apart

Dean tried to pulled back as I pressed his finger against the trigger. A loud bang filled the room and fire spread across my chest as I fell to the ground.

Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start

"No!" screamed Dean, dropping the gun. His green eyes filled with tears.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart

My head was filled with the demon's screams and my own screams, our voices entwined with pain. Electricity pumped through my body and I felt the demon leave for good. Its over I thought, feeling warmth escape my body. Its finally over. The light around me flickered around me and became dim.

Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are

Everything went black.

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm goin' back to the start

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