This is the last chapter for the 2nd season. Two songs The rasmus- not like the other girls and Evanescence My Immortal. Such good songs. Tell me what you thought of all of this I would love to know! Should I go on or no? POV's Dean and another person. Find out. READ!

"NO!" I screamed as her body fell to the hard concrete ground.

no more blame i am destined to keep you save
gotta rescue the flame
gotta rescue the flame in your heart

Blood blossomed across her chest like a flower. Dropping next to her I cradled her body, crimson liquid staining my hands and clothes.

no more blood, i will be there for you my love
i will stand by your side
the world has forsaken my girl

"Come on Julia, heal." I sobbed "Heal damn it!"

"No." I cried weakly, as her head tilted back across my arm. Her eyes were closed, mouth slightly open. I knew she was dead. No heart beat in her body and it never would again. I didn't say goodbye! I need her! Love her! I screamed in my head. Bringing her head underneath my chin I rocked back and forth crying and softly saying no over and over again. As if somehow that would bring her back.

i should have seen it would be this way
i should have known from the start what she's up to
when you've loved and you've lost someone
you know what it feels like to lose

Faintly I heard footsteps come up behind me and I held on to Julia's body tighter.

"Come back to me" I cried.

she's fading away
away from this world
drifting like a feather
she's not like the other girls
she lives in the clouds
she talks to the birds
hopeless little one
she's not like the other girls

This is the life of a hunter. Pain. Loss. I knew it all to well, but this hurt worse than anything I had felt, I thought. A hand was put on my shoulder and I shied away. More footsteps came then Dad's voice, "Dean..."

no more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
in her mind she's repeating the words
all the love you put out will return to you

Holding her tighter, I buried my face into her hair. Breathing in her scent one last time. Silently to myself I made a vow, I would never stop fighting until all evil was gone.

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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

It was sunny and warm, a happy day but I just felt empty, alone, broken. Dad and Sam stood behind me, all of us staring at the fresh mound of dirt. Then they both left, leaving me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I didn't know what to feel anymore. It hurt to breathe. Sleeping was a nightmare, I just kept seeing her die. Now I knew what Sam felt when Jess died I thought. The tombstone glared at me, her engraved name a knife to my heart. Sinking to my knees I laid my hand on the moist dirt and cried for her. Clutching the dirt I shakily stood up, and let it fall through my fingers like dark rain.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I will come back, I promised leaving the grave behind me. The life of a hunter is filled with pain. Loss. But it can also be filled with love and I will never forget her. I will never forget Julia.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

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My chest was on fire, and hurt like hell as if someone had hammered at me chest. My heart was beating fast and my lungs burned. Gasping for air I opened my eyes to be greeted by darkness. Where am I? I thought.

I cried out in pas as something was pushed from my chest by an unseen force. The pain soon died away and I lifted a hand to my chest. Wet metal brushed my fingers. What the hell? I thought.

The memory of pulling the trigger on the Colt rushed to me. Oh god I thought thinking of the hurt on Dean's face. But why don't I remember anything after that? And why was the bullet left in? Unless, I thought, Oh god no...

Reaching out a hand I felt wood underneath my palm. And I could smell iron, wood, and dirt. Panic seized me and I gasped for air. They thought I was dead. I had been buried alive!

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