Between Us

How I loved to look at you. Our universe we created, concealed everything that tried to tear us apart. We made a secluded area in our mind where we were together forever. Why did you have to open the locked gate to her? You showed our creation; she loved it. I hated the way you looked at her. Why did you have to stop looking at me like that? Like a lover. Now, just like a brother. My mirror had to fall in love with her. You did not notice me breaking.I stare at you two with jealousy and regret. My thoughts overpowered me. I hated how we had to act. Our hands used to entwine. She came between our bond.

We are not together here

Though we lie entwined

To make room for the other presence

We both draw back in our minds

I have a prophecy

Threatening to spill into words This growing certainty

Of over

Are we over I ask myself. I'm just so tired of hiding my feelings. Are you? My one-sided love hurts me. I look into the mirror and see how we are different now. When we loved eachother, was when I had to break. So forbidden, so terrible, so disgusting I tell myself. Everyone thinks we fake or relationship. You may be faking, but I'm not.

There once was a time I was sure of the bond

When my hands and my tongue and my thoughts were enough

We are the same but our lives move along

And the third one between replaces what once was love

We go forth into our lives. My agony grows as your affection for her grows. Crack our bridge. Hate me. Try to hate me. Love her.

Freedom is being alone

I fear liberation

But something more alive than silence

Swallows conversation

No pleasing drama

In subtle averted eyes

The swelling fermata

As the chord dies

Between us, we had our bond. Our strictly forbidden bond. We were close. We were we. You changed our bond. I feel so alone now. My thoughts for you are not G rated now. They are more than that. My everlasting love. Till doomsday. I will die with them. Is this an obsession? Or is this just a crush? To me it is a true love. You must say goodbye to me now. We must, we will. Or…I will.

There's no denying we feel the third one

We do

I'm tired of hiding and so are you….

Goodbye I tell you.

Goodbye, forever. Just between us.

Inspired my Vienna's song "Between". Also inspired by krysyuy's video which is on youtube review. Thank you for reading.