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Chapter 5

InuYasha was walking threw the grass feild.He truly didn't like the fact that she was forced to see those peopple who called themselves parents.She had to talk to them as if they loved each other.Even though InuYasha knew that Kagome had no hatred in her sprit,she still could hold deep feelings of displeasement.

InuYasha let out a sigh.He missed her scent,the smell of vinalla and jasmine mix together.He wanted to hold her like so many time this past week.That was when it hit him."past week?Feels more like a life time."He looked under him and sat down.

Kagome was now really attacking his inner heart.He never ever ever dared to even think that he was able to like a girl,much more love her! The first time he met her on the bus was not so pleasent when she strolled over to him,even though he didn't show it.Hell he even thought she was pretty,but that wasn't it,he was scared,scared to fall in love,scared of losing his last bit of strenth.She was his only energy left in his body.

He sighed once more,his golden depths traveling the grassy feild."I lost my parents long ago,and I was turned to those people who was either to scared or always angry at something."

And then again another of his flashback came to him.He winced thinking of his so-called-buddy "Mr.knife"He quivered,the violent shardering memories can to him again.He was pleading his mind to push aside the memories and leave him at peace for at least one more moment.But his mind didn't listen.His eyes shut and his body was violently shaking,from fear of his own mind.

FLASHBACK

InuYasha stood before his father or so called father.His eyes held fear.He saw his buddy Mr.knife in his hands.He was throwing it all over the place screaming at him for not saying sir to him.He took ahold of InuYasha's arm and held the knife to his shaken body."You so ever dare to call me dude,I'll cut of that thing that makes you one."His voice carried hard venom.

InuYasha nodded,but stop right away when he felf the sharp buddy run right acroos his stomach and lower.His pain was screaming inside his whole body,he didn't dare to show his step dad pain when it pleased him so. He was just a small boy finishing his bath when this happen.What was a six year old boy to do when his step dad came along with his buddy?

He felt the hot bearing tears coming to his eyes,he beg them to stop he had no controle.Finally they spiiled and so did he,Only thing was blood was pouring out of his stomach.That was it,he screamed in so much pain that the whole city should have heard his cries.His step father pulled out his buddy and threw it on the ground.Luckly for him he was a good actor.

"InuYasha!" He walked to the phone and dailed 911,once it came he acted to be all panic.That was the last thing he remembered,he blanked out there and then.

END OF FLASHBACK

Hre quivered slightly;his eyes still shut.That was when he felt the small hand on his shoulder.There before him was Kagome with stain cheeks and a empty smile."You Okay?"

InuYasha nodded slowly and pulled her into an embrace.He took in her calming sent,and relaxed.Then he realized that he himself was crying from his memories that he had;even though his demon blood healed that stab in his stomach.His demon blood will never be able to heal his heart.

END OF CHAPTER 5

Okay I'm sorry for a long wait but as I said in my other stories I'm starting a band,still petsitting thoes animals,homework that wasn't explained well and another project so I'm sorry and I'll try my very best to squeze in time for these stories

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