Confession
Disclaimer: I don't own neither teh songs expressed in this strand norTsubasa. Copyright to CLAMP and the songs are copyright to their respective owners.
Intro: My first song fic! Yay! This is a sweet song. This idea popped into my head while reading the lyrics. So here is fic numero twelve. Next fic is lovely and lucky number thirteen!
Strand Rating: Sugesstive/Sexual Themes, Language, Shounen-Ai, Yaoi, Alcohol References, and let's say Nudity for the fun of it. (sticks out tongue)
Pairing: Fai x Kurogane – Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE
A/N: The shy side of Fai… (sighs)
Song: Avril Lavigne – Things I'll Never Say
I'm in love with Kurogane. I'm in love with Kurogane. I'm in love with Kurogane.
-O-
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
-O-
"Kurogane? Do you have time? I need to speak with you personally. Alone."
"What are you talking about? Damn mage."
"It's a personal matter, Kuro-Ve. Okay?"
"Whatever."
-O-
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
-O-
You're late. Why today? Of all days. Today was supposed to be perfect. I did everything perfect today and you're late…
Why do you make me feel like this? I bet you probably don't even realize it. That's why I've kept it in so long… But not today.
Today is different.
-O-
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
-O-
"Now what the Hell do you want?"
"I need to tell you something."
"And that is…?"
"I'm… I'm…. I'm-"
-O-
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
-O-
"Well, it's hard to hold onto something that doesn't want to be held. And when that something doesn't care about the outcome or feelings, it really hurts. But I can't help it. I'm really, really… really…"
"Really…?"
-O-
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
-O-
"…It's that,"
"Hurry it up, we're supposed to be helping the brat and-"
"I-"
-O-
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter
I stubble
Like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
-O-
"was just thinking of an easier way to help them collect feathers! But, it's a secret!"
"What the Hell? Why?"
"Because I have to help you! And Kuro-Min doesn't like to be helped!"
-O-
Guess I'm pushing my life away
With these things I'll never say
-O-
"Okay. We got the stupid feather. We better get this to the little missy. Let's go."
"Aren't you glad we did this privately?"
"…hmph."
"Ummm… Kuro-Con?"
"Yeah."
"Svet eich ka."
"…Eh?"
-O-
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
-O-
"Looks like we wandered a little too far. Oh well. What's that you were saying, Fai?"
"Ah?"
-O-
With these things I'll never say
-O-
"It's nothing... I was just wishing aloud."
Afterthoughts: Depressing at the end? I think so. More angsty than romantic, really. I was listening to the song at first but changed back to Better than Ezra. It's better for the angst.
