Chapter 6

Jeff stared out into the ocean, it was a outcast day, it looked like it would storm at any minute. He sighed. Matt almost told Trish the truth about why he left.

Jeff threw a stone into the ocean, and he shook his head. Good thing Jeff saw Ash and Matt go there , if not , Trish, Torrie and Steph would know the truth. The truth Jeff realized hurt. It hurt more then anything.

People didn't understand why he left, The Fans, even Vince and fellow wrestlers thought Jeff left because of drugs. They were all wrong. It wasn't drugs, it was his life. His life was turned upside down before he left the WWE, the reason he left was painful to even think about.

Jeff took out a picture, it was of him and his Best friend Beth. They knew each other all their life. They were high school sweethearts, Beth was everything to Jeff at one time. She was his first love. That could never be erased.

Jeff sighed, he blamed himself for Beth's death. She was dead and it was all his fault.

Flashback

Jeff: Beth, I have to tell you something

Beth: Jeff Honey what is it?

Jeff: I am sorry Beth, but its over

Beth: Honey what are you talking about whats over?

Jeff: Us

Beth's eyes grew wide she started to shake, yes Beth had a bipolar disease on top of everything else this didn't help matters at all.. The tears started to fall from her face.

Beth: No, I love you Jeff, you love me, why?

Jeff: I met someone new, I love her, she loves me, we're engaged

Beth: No (she screamed)

Jeff: Beth, I don't want to hurt you, but I am not in love with you anymore, but you are and will always be one of my dearest friends please don't be upset

Beth: How could you Jeff? We belong together, we were made for each other, GOD's sake we are high school sweethearts, we can't break up, I won't let you leave me

Jeff: Beth, sweetie, I care for you always will, this is the best thing for both of us I promise

Beth: No you promised us a lifetime together, your breaking your promise Jeff, I hate you, I hate you Jeffrey Hardy

Beth ran out of the room, Jeff sat on the bed and held his head in his hands, he knew Beth would be okay, she was strong, she was a survivor, but Jeff was so wrong.

End of Flashback

Tears were falling from Jeff's face, he quickly wiped them away, as he noticed Trish walking up to him. He smiled, she half smiled at him as she sat down beside him.

Trish: Jeff, are you okay?(she said softly)

Jeff: I'm fine Trish, sorry about the scene earlier, I don't know what got into me

Trish: Its okay, Jeff... and I am sorry for trying to pry you on why you left, but just so you know, you can always trust me, I mean you know that of course

Jeff: I do Trish, I do, but this part of me, I can't share, because you won't understand

Trish: I will understand I promise

Jeff: Sorry Trish, but I can't tell you

Trish: I told you about our baby, I mean why can't you tell me?

Jeff looked at Trish sadly, and he walked down the beach farther away from the woman he truly loved, with all his heart, but he couldn't be with her, he already ruined Beth's life, and he made Trish lose their baby, he hurt 2 people , he sank down onto the sand, the tears started to fall harder.

Jeff: I'm a killer(he said softly) as the tears continued to fall down his face...

Flashback

The next day, Jeff woke up and heard a lot of commotion downstairs at his home with his Brother, in North Carolina, Jeff muttered to himself as he pulled a shirt on and walked downstairs.

There stood Beth's Brother Josh and their Father Joe.

Jeff: Hey whats going on here?

Josh: You killed my sister

Matt: Jeff didn't kill your sister

Joe: We found a note saying Jeff left her, and then she decided she didn't want to live anymore, so who are we suppose to blame?(he yelled)

Jeff: What?

Josh: Yeah Asshole, Beth killed herself, all because of you , and its your fault, your a killer Jeff, we hate you

Joe: Don't ever come around us anymore , and do NOT show up at the funeral you will be escorted out..

Joe and Josh left as quickly as they came, Matt was in shock, Jeff fell to his knees, he couldn't believe it , Beth was gone. Beth committed suicide because Jeff broke up with her.

Jeff: Man, what did I do?

Matt: Its not your fault man, you just broke up with her, you didn't mean for this to happen?

Jeff: I led her to killing herself

Matt: Jeff, you didn't love her anymore you were seeing Trish, you didn't want to sneak around on Beth anymore, so you went and told her the truth, what she did is sad, but its her fault not yours

Jeff: Matt, Beth, she was the same age as I , We grew up with her, we were all best friends, she is gone... NO(he screamed)

Jeff started to cry, Matt held his brother, this was a very bad day, very devastating and heartbreaking...

End of Flashback

Trish walked back to her room, she watched Jeff cry on the beach, she wished he would open up to her so she could comfort him, but he didn't want to trust her.

Trish walked into her room, and shut the door, she decided to lie down, almost as she was getting comfy, she heard a knock at the door, Trish opened it and Jeff walked in and she opened her arms to him, they hugged.

Trish: Come on Jeff(she said softly) lets go lie down

Jeff nodded, she led him to the bed they both crawled into the covers Jeff then laid his head on Trish's chest and he cried, just like a child it seemed.

Trish always saw the stronger side of Jeff, and this side of Jeff she never seen, maybe after he woke up , he would tell her the truth of why he left, just maybe he would.

Soon Trish's eyes were closing, she was more exhausted then she thought, she tried to stay awake, but she then finally gave in as she closed her eyes, and fell asleep.